Child, my love belongs to you and you belong to the future

For a long time, a long time, I haven't written a long article, about a year. Over the past year, I have met the person I love, got married and got pregnant, and now I have watched my baby sleep next to me. It feels very dreamy, but it is the most real moment. I always wanted to write something about my child and record my daily life with her.

That's how our story begins with her.

Knowing your arrival from the two red rods on the pregnancy test stick, feeling your presence in the first fetal movement, putting your hand on the belly, you rolled over and greeted me and my father and shocked us as new fathers and mothers. Your first cry in the delivery room swore that you had come, watching you lie quietly on my left side, extending your index finger to grasp you firmly, the mother's love broke the embankment at this moment, wet the corners of the eyes, and the real feeling of blood connection filled the entire atrium at that moment.

In the month of you, there are new changes every day, my father and I are excited, but also headaches, you stay up late and do not sleep, you drink milk do not know a full stomach and vomited, just changed the diaper is not wet and you have not covered you and poofed Dad a hand of gold ...

During the month, I also changed, and the sleeping posture was ruled, because you were around. Sleep gets shallow, one of your turns I'll wake up and pat you because you're my child. My temper has become milder, but I am also irritable when you are not sleeping and crying, because I am your mother.

After becoming a mother, I have empathy for many things, just like the "Eye Sending" that I couldn't understand in the past, and I read it a few days ago: I slowly learned that the so-called father-daughter, mother-son, but it only means that your fate with him is this life and this life, and you are constantly watching his back gradually drifting away. Suddenly, I understood the deep meaning. I also understood more and more that my parents were hurting, and I knew that it was not easy for them to raise me and still worry about it.

You and I and Dad are changing and growing, and my dad and I are learning to be a qualified parent, you just need to grow your own happiness.

Child, today you are a full moon, thank you for coming to complete my life. Thank you for coming, perfecting my imperfections. Child, the mother is also the first time to be a mother, in the days to come, the mother will be strict with you, will lose your temper, will make trouble with you, and will beat you (the bamboo whip has been prepared for ten) but the child My love belongs to you, and you belong to the future. Child, the future has come, the mother accompanies you to grow tall, accompany you to drift, accompany you to grow, the future you can fly the moon, can be quiet and elegant, can have no heart and no lungs, the only hope for the mother is that all the future you just need peace and joy.