#秋日好时光 #
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Cute weeping pear blossoms with rain. With desperate pleading, he hissed and saddened. It was as if the liver and intestines of crying were broken, and there was no way to heal the damage in the heart. How could such a thing happen? What to do? Why do you obviously work hard but don't get what you want?
"Xiangyang, what should I do?" I want such a face, why does this happen? Why do they disregard my feelings? Maybe the choice is really more important than the effort. But they were clearly not my choice. What qualifications and rights do I have to choose them?
Is there really a bad thing in the world? Why have all the bad things caught up lately? It's really desperate to give up such a life. What exactly should I do? You tell me. ”
Xiang Yang didn't know how to comfort Meng Meng. He just said quietly.
"Don't be sad, don't worry, there's me behind me. It's okay, we're all adults, we have to look at the opening point. Everything is still with me. The road ahead is still long. ”
Hazy still shook his head in despair, tears like a kite with a broken string. All the way, all the way down, all the way down, all the way down. This is something that can be solved in two words. What should public opinion do in the future? What should my heart do after that?
"How is my mother such a woman?" How could she have done such a thing? How I never saw it. Obviously he was such a kind and lovely woman. Since I was a child, I have been good to my sisters and brothers. Why, exactly? ”
The things of the previous life, let's not be too entangled in the next life. The enmity and resentment between them also ceased to matter as their lives passed. And all you can do is mourn and let go of your mindset.
You've grown up, cute, please cheer up. The past is a complication, and the future is facing again. You and I, and yourself. Open your eyes and see how about me? If you sink like this, what will happen to our children? Nothing. Be strong, okay? ”
"No, I can't take it. I couldn't believe my mom wasn't that kind of person anyway. I don't believe, how could they have come to such an end after a lifetime of ups and downs?
My dad couldn't bear to kill my mom like this. Even if my mother really betrayed him. Nor do you have to pay for your life. There must be some conflict among them. There must be something I don't know.
Will it be because of my dad's engineering money. Will someone do it? Could it be a murder? Is it related to insurance premiums as the news says? Why is all this happening? I'm not reconciled, I don't believe it, I'm going to figure it out. ”
Now Meng Meng still has a bit of a rich lady's look. It was as if he were a horrible wanderer on the street who no one wanted, on the verge of collapse. It seems that no one can stand such a blow.
His mother was caught by his father for cheating, and his father killed his mother in a rage. Such a dog-blood plot does not even dare to write in the TV series, even the novelist does not dare to write it like this. But he really happened, middle-aged couples are not like small and young, they have already passed the passion period.
Even if one of the two sides is unfaithful, it should not kill the other with a knife. They have been through a lifetime of ups and downs lately, and they have children and deep feelings. How is that possible? There must be something inside. He remembered his father buying a lot of insurance, and he remembered his mother buying a lot of insurance.
It is so that they can leave us a precious wealth in their lifetime, and do not leave us with a burden. They are such kind people that they even think about things after their deaths. How can it be possible to kill each other? My mother was such a warm person, how could she cheat in marriage?
"Impossible. Absolutely not. I won't believe it. There must be something else. ”
Xiang Yang stopped talking because he didn't know what to say. After all, he was just an outsider, just an aunt. Once his parents also strongly disliked him and turned themselves away from him. And Meng Meng, purely because Meng Meng likes me enough. Willing to leave that home for me and come out and rent a house with me alone.
............ To be continued.
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I was going to continue writing a day this morning. To sum up some of the things that happened yesterday. But suddenly I wanted to write a little story. At the beginning, the direction of the story was not like this, and it was written and deviated. Originally, I was going to write about emotions, but in fact, I wrote it and became a suspense drama.
The character dragged me away, and I said I dragged the character away. This seems to be a small story that was written without thinking about it. The logic is not clear, the relationship between the characters is not clear, and the name is also present.
I seem to see a small snack, the name on it is mengmeng, I call the heroine mengmeng. The sun is sunny because the sun is out outside, and I think it's good to have the sun to see the mood. I really feel speechless, it turns out that you can also write a story.
Let's sum up yesterday's events. Yesterday was the end of the month and I had a lot of trouble. Solved 50% of it, and 50% of it can't be solved. Because the remaining 50% is something that can be solved with money.
In fact, I think the things that can be solved with money are the simplest, but it is also the one that makes you the most difficult at that time. Because half a penny can also hold down a hero. I really don't want to be embarrassed by others because of money, and I don't want to embarrass anyone because of money.
Yesterday the novel was finished, and the monthly summary was also written. Book reviews studied for a day. Reading notes and book reviews I plan to start writing today. In addition to daily improvement, it is unconscious punching. Every day is an unconscious writing exercise, turning unconscious writing into a daily summary, or a daily review, or a daily improvement.
Originally it was 6 platforms, now it is necessary to add a small red book and a hundred numbers. My Hundred Houses is not doing well, because the Hundred Houses are more strict, and he also has requirements for typesetting. In fact, there is a threshold is a good thing, if there is no threshold, it proves that you have not been progressing, you will not learn, let alone conditioning, and will not improve.
There are also three audio platforms this month, I Himalaya and WeChat Listening To books and love broadcasters, I will definitely stick to it and do it well every day. Over time, if I really write a book, I can record some audio novels, and I can earn more than 20,000 yuan in a book. If you have an advantage, use it.
So yesterday I probably wrote more than 20,000 words before and after. During the day, I still sat there like a meditator, thinking for more than an hour. I find that life is hopeless, and if you encounter a crossroads, you must sit there and think about it. If you can't settle down, then you bring out your favorite hobby.
For example, if you love to listen to the piano, you play a piano song or play a piano, sit there quietly, and think about what has happened these days and years. For example, if you love writing, and you have to think about whether you can write, then you put a book to listen to or open a book to read. I thought as I watched. Make a decision while thinking.
Yesterday I brought Walden again. Every time I can't settle down, I take Walden out. I think you can't be pitiful like that, and you can't be poor like that, and you can't be poor like that. Right, it's just a matter of decision, a matter of direction. Now that we have such a beautiful society, we will not go hungry.
This month is not the same as last month, and there are two very important things. It is to update a book review in the daily reading notes, and it is best to update one. Then the audio for the three platforms is updated a bit. Fiction that must be more, unconscious punch card is must be more. I added three more tasks to myself.
I think my energy is still quite energetic, I used to use coffee, now I don't use coffee, and my spirit is also very good. I really like to read, I really like to write, so for me this is not a kind of work, nor a kind of pain, nor a very difficult thing, but a kind of happy thing that can release the heart, release the heart.
I really understand you now, you don't feel tired when you do the things you like, you don't feel tired and don't feel painful, but it's a kind of healing and healing.
There's a fun thing to do.
Yesterday I stumbled upon a small white camp called the Fortune Teller on Weiku. I really didn't believe in this before, about horoscopes, horoscopes, and some Buddhist Christianity. I had a few simple lessons that were fun.
I thought she was somewhat mysterious and a bit like the yin-yang gossip of the past. As soon as I listened, I discovered that he was a branch of psychology. There is a slight resemblance to the secrets of cosmic psychology. There is also a trilogy of teacher Zhang Defen's psychological growth that is somewhat similar. It's just that his name is more mysterious, called the diviner.
So I found that the current person is so smart, he can really divert a lot of people, it is a profession. Obviously, it's all psychology, but his name is a fortune teller, he's called a counselor, his name is type 9 personality, and he's called digital psychology. And then it extends out what a psychological listener.
See no, these are all talents, are some means of operation. They are all professions that allow you to survive. So don't complain, it should be that you didn't choose your dimension well and you didn't find it well.
Okay, I think I can get here. Sometimes when I'm long-winded, I think I should also study psychology, take a psychological counselor, or sit here and listen to the hearts of others and help others heal. I think this industry is also quite suitable for me. And every time I see those numbers about money management, that formula and the report, I'm excited.
And when I was writing a novel, I was very happy to get into that state. So money makes money, psychology, and writing novels. These three dimensions and areas are what I love and like. For the rest of my life, I will study in these three fields.
On Monday, November 1, 2021, at 2:03 p.m. in Beijing, the weather was overcast and hazy. Beijing has been cooling down sharply in the past two days, so the smog is very serious. Gray, it seems to have a feeling of light rain. It suddenly reminded me of a movie I watched as a child. A kind of horror movie "Sulfuric Acid Rain"
When I watched that movie, I was too young to understand why it rained sulfuric acid in the sky, why did it really rain sulfuric acid? It turned out that the film only warned human beings to love life, love nature, and love the territory in which they lived. And I was so scared that I would have to hide when it rained, and I was really afraid that he would fall on me like sulfuric acid, and I would die immediately.
So the best thing about planting a tree is 10 years ago, followed by now, and the same is true for educating children. You should tell him something important now, because his mind is not yet mature, so he will believe it.
Essay (Personal Growth)