The word "mother" is warm and meticulous to make armor; the word "mother" is too heavy, working day and night to be superman; the word "mother" is very delicate, a needle and a thread to be a loving mother. With children, it becomes armor, and at the same time there are weaknesses.
In the first half of 2021, we will experience the difficulties of pregnancy, the pain of childbirth, and the pain of bringing a baby. Le Le was born before thinking about the day and night, thinking that after birth will be liberated, but she delayed starting, walking up the stairs to climb the mountain one by one arrangement, spicy hot pot is also ready, March 3 at three o'clock in the morning began to have feelings, eight o'clock rushed to the hospital, a day down, the pain is bearable, 11 o'clock in the evening pain is severe, until the next day more than 1 o'clock in the morning to enter the delivery room, more than five hours of labor pain, strong to stand up, six o'clock in the morning into the delivery room, the child was born at 6:34 a.m. on March 4, 2021, see the child's moment, I held my husband's hand and cried, overwhelmed by the sudden change of character, she was so soft, lying on top of me, enjoying two hours of three bites. Returning to the ward, the meticulous care of my family gradually made me into the role.
Confinement is difficult, counting the days, eating light meals, irritable mood, responding to such a passage as "confinement is to lock two people who don't understand anything in a room." Feeding and changing diapers, day and night care, lack of sleep, severe waist pain. The first half of the month nipple cracked, crying and feeding, the second half of the month of mastitis, and eventually developed into a breast abscess, to the hospital doctors and nurses are very distressed, first did the puncture, the doctor said it will be a little painful, I asked the mother like a child "Is there any birth pain?" Mom told me, "No, don't be afraid, take my hand." ”
The original puncture is directly pierced with the needle of the needle tube, more than a dozen stitches up and down the breast, and then take the cupping to suck the pus out, the whole process I did not let go of the mother's hand, very painful, but must endure, after all, two-thirds of the breasts have been suppurated, found out multi-resistant bacteria, white blood cell explosion, two days of treatment did not get better, and finally decided to cut the drainage, the heart is very flustered, very afraid, but for the child, I must be strong, a person to sign the general anesthesia consent form, when signing the hand is shaky, bad thoughts often come to mind. Full moon day into the operating room, that was the first time I entered, and the TV is almost the same, there are several nurses waiting for me, the doctor accompanies me, I don't know anything for a while, the operation is very smooth, but accidentally found a walnut-sized tumor, the doctor suggested weaning, and then I can endure the pain, weaning is something I can't accept for a long time.
Secretly crying at night, afraid that my family would see me and worry about me. The doctor said that the first few times after the operation to change the dressing is the most painful, the anesthetic needs to play around the breast in a circle, and finally choose to endure the change once, just thought that only the outer gauze was changed, did not expect that the breast was stuffed with three pieces of gauze, the change of medicine needs to be pulled out first, and then replaced with new gauze, very painful, but did not shout, back to the ward also pretended to be relaxed, the next change of medicine is all dependent on endure, while enduring the pain of the change of medicine, while returning to the milk, while thinking about the child, while waiting for the pathological results of the tumor, nervous, overnight found that I grew up, A person who endures too much is an adult.
After a few days of worry, the final result is a hamartoma, which refers to the normal tissue in a certain organ of the body, and the wrong combination arrangement occurs during development, forming a tumoroid deformity. The heart finally let go, returned home and began to take the child, the weak body became superman, the daily life has been repeated, the only comfort is that the child will be like a day, will smile, will look up. Once I held her and shed tears, she frowned and looked at me, only me in her eyes, and suddenly felt very happy, no matter how much suffering was worth it.
In the two months since I was discharged from the hospital, my father accompanied me to change my medicine, and not a single one fell. After each change of medicine, they had to ask how it was, and finally there was no need to change the medicine, and their hearts gradually let go. The love of my parents is selfless, they shield me from the wind and rain, so that my world is only sunny, and all I see when I look up is sunshine.
Parental love can make yourself a child forever; children love can make themselves gradually become adults.
【Author Profile:】Cheng Chen, born in 1993, loves travel, loves words, feels time in nature, is quiet in the patchwork of words, dust is gradually breathing, and the tacky is fading.