The 43-year-old 1996 Hong Kong sister champion Li Shanshan officially "made a comeback" in 2019 after many years of hiding, and the so-called "comeback" is not to return to the entertainment industry, but to publicly show her face and disclose her personal situation, which is not an easy thing for her. Li Shanshan used to suffer from panic disorder, and hid herself, unwilling to contact the outside world, unwilling to let the outside world see herself, more unwilling to face her own situation, so the condition is getting worse and worse, in 2019 she overcame many difficulties after standing up, open her own situation, still reclusive, basically will not accept an interview, after two years, there is li shanshan news, this time she took a big step, accepted the radio interview, generously shared her own psychological journey of illness, I hope to help more people in this way.
Li Shanshan was once the champion of Hong Kong sisters, in 1996 as the "champion of the four materials" to take the crown of Hong Kong sisters, and then the development of the smooth progress, now, even if she did not really become a TVB line of Huadan, but with the "forensic record", "criminal investigation file 4" two works are enough to make her remember and worry for many people. Li Shanshan's development goal was not to be a small star in TVB at all, but to break into the big screen, so she did not stay in TVB for too long to find another development, but after leaving TVB, her development became more and more flat, and people became more and more low-key, but she did not know that at that time she had encountered psychological problems, but did not face it and led to more and more serious, I believe this is also the reason why she withdrew from the circle in 2005 and disappeared into the public view after attending the event for the last time in October 2010.
After 2010, it is indeed difficult to see Li Shanshan's figure again, occasionally you can see her haunting on social platforms, her various actions are also curious, each time she is wrapped herself tightly, or only show her eyes, or do not code her face, and then she sold 1.38 million Hong Kong sister crowns, scepters and robe buckles, her incredible behavior, began to make people wonder if she was suffering from some serious illness. In fact, after she retired, there were not many negative news about her illness, and what was widely spread was that she suffered from brain cancer, because she did chemotherapy beyond recognition, so she did not dare to show people publicly, and because there was no income, she had to sell valuable things for money to treat diseases, but for various doubts, Li Shanshan never publicly clarified and let the dust rise.
In February 2019, Li Shanshan, who had been in hiding for seven years at the time, rarely appeared at the event site held by the Tung Wah Third Hospital, and for the first time disclosed the news of her illness, but she said it with great reservations, but denied that she had brain cancer, and did not say anything about the disease, until the end of the same year, she stood up and disclosed that she was suffering from panic disorder. Many people think that Li Shanshan is pretentious, so it is mysterious, a panic disorder must be hidden, so it is not visible, do not know that people suffering from panic disorder have serious social disorders, they are not willing to open their hearts, unwilling to face themselves, accumulating over time and making the psychological burden more and more heavy.
After publicly and admitting that she suffered from panic disorder, Li Shanshan has been actively overcoming psychological barriers, re-contacting society, and accepting social interactions this year, and in 2020, with the encouragement of Gambi and Zheng Xiuwen, she finally dared to haunt crowded places, and at the same time, during the epidemic period, actively helped to send masks to the elderly and do good deeds, but still had reservations about accepting public interviews or attending focused public activities. Until stepping into 2021, she finally plucked up the courage to accept an interview with the radio program "Free Thoughts", personally recounting the mental journey of suffering from panic disorder, opening her heart to meet the "scrutiny" of the public.
Everyone who suffers from psychological illness needs the positive guidance of outsiders and the positive face of self, and the same is true of Li Shanshan. Li Shanshan's panic attack is directly related to the entertainment industry in which she works. She said in an interview that when she debuted in the industry at the age of 18, she has always been a person who faces all the pressure, because the personality is so strong, all the unpleasantness is borne by herself, plus the pressure of the entertainment industry, the accumulated psychological burden is getting heavier and heavier, and she has lost herself. At first, she did not know what kind of disease she had, and many specialties were not effective, because the disease would have physical reactions, such as difficulty breathing, sudden rapid heartbeat, and snowflakes in front of her eyes, which would mislead patients.
After the illness, Li Shanshan was once difficult to face herself, and her heart could not accept herself, because taking medicine caused her whole body to be puffy, and when she went out, she was pointed out by passers-by, laughing at her as a big fat woman, which then made her even more lost, which is also the reason why she was occasionally photographed and always wrapped herself. There is a disease to be cured, this is common sense, Li Shanshan can get out of the lost, face themselves, but also rely on the support and understanding of friends around them, of which Li Shanshan's most important thanks are Zheng Xiuwen, she has a very high evaluation of Zheng Xiuwen, praising the other party is an angel, bluntly saying that Zheng Xiuwen pulled her out of the abyss, it is the other party who encourages him not to be afraid, even if one step or two steps must go down together. In fact, Zheng Xiuwen was also a patient with emotional illness, and she was well aware of the powerlessness and sadness after the illness, so she could use her own personal feelings to help Li Shanshan out of the predicament. In addition, Li Shanshan also thanked Gu Tianle, Gambi and others.
Li Shanshan decided to accept a radio interview, in addition to the test of herself, she also hopes to inspire and encourage people with the same experience through her own sharing, of course, it is also a way of self-encouragement, she bluntly said that she hopes to re-establish and return to the previous mode of life, and hopes that friends who have the same experience and feelings as her can walk together. Seeing that Li Shanshan can face herself today is also happy for her and hopes that she will recover as soon as possible.
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