Today is the third anniversary of Shiina Moto's departure.
At night, I didn't want to sleep, so I looped his last album "Alive" over and over again, and I couldn't help but cry when I listened to it.
[Birth]
[Growth]
[Impulse]
[Entanglement]
[Glory]
[Travel]
[Determination]
[Changes]
[Loneliness]
[Present]
[Tomorrow]
[Future]
[Life]
He summed up his short life with an album, in the promotional PV, and used his own brush to record his own experience with vocaloids. From the purchase of VOCALOID to the slow recognition of his works, a lonely child is like finding his own partner, having an object that can express himself at will, exerting his musical talents, and getting everyone's love.
Obviously a fourteen-year-old teenager genius, there is no cold clothes in winter, and he can only wear a uniform to go out in the summer, and the poor family still loves music, writing his own songs with VOCALOID, songs that express his emotions.
"If you become an adult, you will lose your charm completely, and it seems that you can't become an adult."
Shiina sent one such tweet before his death.
Don't want to dwell on the cause of his death, he's gone... What kind of fear did you leave?
Mingming's last album was "Alive", and the person who wrote about him lived in abandonment. The sky fish floated dreamily in the air, but the teenager said goodbye to his voice in the amusement park-like accompaniment, poured out that even ordinary old age could not be done, used a red pen to paint his life with a bright "0 point", and finally, as if he had obtained "Healthy end", to find his own universe.
Someone once said that every murmur of his was pouring out his chaotic state of mind, and the more he went to the back, the more murmur there was.
Is it just because I'm afraid of growing up, it's not, it's just because I've experienced so much pain in the past.
At the age of twenty, still at the age of fourteen, I could still see his heart as clean as a jewel.
When I write these things, I don't know how many times I can't control my emotions.
I can't remember many people's birthdays, but I will remember this day, probably still too shocking.
Look, last year's "Sand Puzzle Star", the eight masters returned and waved goodbye to you.
Everyone remembers you, everything you wrote, we can hear. You see, Pinocchio is still sorting out your unfinished work!
You see, everyone remembers you!
So after that, can you come back, we all want to hear the songs you wrote. Happy third birthday, Shiina Sang——!
We... All miss you.
Thankfully, Mr. PP posted the message
We can also hear new songs from heaven.
[Reflections from friends]