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"Li Meng, I'm back, let's meet." Signed by Gu Yifan.
Seeing the name, I had a momentary trance.
Unexpectedly, after years of not seeing him, he is still the one who will touch my heart. This message opened up the deepest memories of my heart.
My mind can't help but go back to that simple ignorant teenager a long time ago.
The teacher spoke at length on the podium as usual, watching the spit from the teacher's mouth splash, like a shower under the reflection of the sun, and I couldn't help but laugh.
Looking down, he collided with a boy's gaze, and he smiled and nodded to me. Who is he? How come I haven't seen it? After a class, every time I look back, I always find him looking at me, which is really strange.
I just wanted to leave when I was yelling, "Hey, hello." ”
Are you calling me? I'm a little confused, I have a withdrawn personality, like to be alone and have little contact with people.
"Hello, I'm Gu Yifan."
"I'm Li Meng, what's the matter?"
He wears a white shirt, tall, a pure white face with two shallow dimples, cute and handsome, from the face, very likable.
"I just turned around, I'm not familiar with this place, can we go together?"
Naturally, I have no objection, and the road is not my home.
He was very humorous and told me a lot of funny things along the way.
From that day on, my solitude alone became two people getting along. We became sworn enemies, going to class together, studying together, skipping class together, and going home together. My monochromatic life was colored by him. Slowly I fell in love with his life.
He would accompany me to watch boring animated movies, would hand me a pack of tissues when I was moved to tears by Kumaji and Tuanzi's reunion, and would hand me a glass of brown sugar water when I came to my menstrual holiday.
After a long time together, I can't tell my feelings, I can't tell his feelings about me. I know something in my heart that is quietly changing.
It's all said that men and women don't have pure friendships, some just like and don't like, and I started believing
An innocent girl, with the purest and fearless feelings, like a moth to a fire, I believe that he has become a different existence in my heart.
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I like the autumn season, the blue sky makes people look particularly happy, a breeze blows, cool, not to mention how comfortable it is, no summer irritability, no winter laziness.
There is no class today, Gu Yifan is not there, it is rare to be alone, planning to read a book. There are still a lot of people in the library, and as soon as I sat down with my favorite books, I heard many students quietly talking, "Hey, have you heard?" Gu Yifan confessed to the school flowers of our school. ”
Gu Yifan? My head was a little blindfolded, impossible, absolutely impossible.
I wondered if I was hallucinating, but what they said was true.
I ran out like crazy, I couldn't believe it, and all they said was a rumor.
Just after running out of the library building, I saw the picture of Gu Yifan and a girl hugging each other in the distance.
The girl's slender body was more petite under the white dress, which was pitiful. Straight, jet-black hair was draped over her shoulders, gently blowing with the breeze, like a woman coming out of a painting.
I tried to run away, but my legs betrayed me and slowly moved to their side.
Gu Yifan saw me coming over and smiled and introduced, "Li Meng, this is my girlfriend with Xiaoxue." ”
"Girlfriend?" Hearing him say this, the defenses in my heart instantly collapsed.
"She's your girlfriend, what am I?" I still couldn't hold back.
Gu Yifan looked at me with a smile, "You are my best friend." ”
Friend? It turned out to have always been my wishful thinking, and looking at the pair of beautiful people in front of me, I felt like a beam-jumping clown.
I didn't hear him say anything more and left, God really will bully the bitter people, just let me experience a unrequited love brought about by the heartbreak, and it rained lightly, the autumn rain on the face of the cold severe, but at the moment no matter how cold it is, it can't make my mood cold.
Back at home, looking in the mirror, I was pale, wet hair stuck to my head, my chubby face had scattered small black spots, and under the wide clothes was a somewhat bloated body. At this moment I understood why I could only be his friend.
Later, he asked me, what's wrong? He said that he always regarded me as his best friend, was it because he did something that made me misunderstand, and I was so sad? I shook my head and didn't make a sound.
But I couldn't face his booing and warm greetings and deep affection for others, so I had to transfer schools and cut off contact with everyone.
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Time passes like a white colt, passing by in a flash.
Everything seemed to have changed, and I was no longer the ignorant girl. After the baptism of time, I learned to dress up, and I also had a bit of mature charm. It seems that time has been deliberately carved in these years, but I have become a beautiful woman in the population.
According to the agreed location, I arrived a few minutes early.
I quietly watched the people coming and going outside the window, and there was an inexplicable sadness.
"Li Meng." This familiar voice gently shook my heart.
Looking back, it was him, he was still the same as in his memory, but he had faded away from the original childishness, and the edges and corners of the teenager had been polished by time to maturity.
But this maturity made him more attractive.
"I haven't seen you in a long time."
"Yeah, I haven't seen you in a long time."
He told me that he had been inquiring about me for several years, and only recently did he have my contact information, and it turned out that we were in the same city.
We talked a lot, mostly he was talking, I was listening.
He said he soon broke up with Xiaoxue. After knowing that I was transferring schools, I was sad and went to my house to find me, only to learn that I had moved. In the past few years, he has been very tormented, regretting that he did not recognize his true heart and hurt me. He said he wanted me to give him a chance.
He drank a lot, perhaps drunk. He cried, the silent sobbing tears, a drop of poking at my heart.
We walked to a nearby park and sat on a bench and quietly admired the night sky together.
He leaned drunkenly on my shoulder, "How have you been all these years?" ”
"Not bad at all"
After I graduated, I went to work for a foreign company and lived a nine-to-five life. It's just that occasionally when I watch a movie alone on the couch, I always feel that something is missing.
He was silent for a few seconds.
"Are you married?"
"Nothing." I couldn't see his expression, but I could feel the change in his body from tense to relaxed.
We didn't talk anymore and sat down until dawn.
The sun rose slowly, and the warm sunlight faded the chill of the night.
He stood up slowly, the sun shining on him, just like the teenager he had been.
He laughed
"Li Meng, I'm sorry, let's get married."
No diamond rings, no flowers, just such a bland sentence, poked me.
At this moment, I couldn't hold back any longer, tears rushed out of my eyes in an instant, and I nodded.
He hugged me tightly, and I couldn't wait to embed the whole person into his body. This is the joy of loss and recovery.
Although it is a few years late, it doesn't matter, as long as you are still the one who ends up going around, it is best.