Jin Shijie, a person who has been working against the world since he was a child.
When he was young, he liked to read, but as soon as the school asked him to learn, he began to resist learning.
In his youth, in order to satisfy his dream of being in a leisurely countryside, Jin Shijie came to the farm to raise pigs.
It wasn't until he was in his forties that he began to make love for the first time.
Talk about love, but do not marry, until the death of the partner did not step into the marriage hall.
It was not until old age that Jin Shijie reconciled with the world.
Jin Shijie's rebellion, from a young age can be a pipe to spy on the leopard.
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In 1951, Jin Shijie was born in Pingtung Village, Taiwan, a relatively wealthy family, his parents had 4 children, and Jin Shijie ranked second.
Jin Shijie has been very "strange" since he was a child, and several children in the family like to buy new clothes to wear, but he is unwilling, feels that old clothes are practical to wear, and never takes the initiative to ask for new clothes to wear.
The other children had a normal schedule under the discipline of their parents, except that he was a "night owl" who often sneaked out alone to watch the stars and talk to the grass.
For this reason, Jin Shijie was scolded by his mother, but he only stuck his neck and dared next time.
Because his family is relatively well-off, Jin Shijie has extra money to go to the theater to see plays and dramas, and he has swam in the ocean of art since he was a child, and he often has wild ideas in his mind.
For example, he felt that the people who wanted to get married were stupid people with low IQs who were seeking worldly affirmations, and thus invented social behavior.
Therefore, Jin Shijie once vowed that if he could not meet a soul mate, then he would end up alone, never settle down, and would not find someone to marry under the pressure of the world.
The early Jin Shijie was not only an unmarried person, but also a person who refused to take the exam.
He loves to read, but not in school.
If the teacher forced him to study, he would quit school.
The teacher couldn't do anything about it.
Because Jin Shijie is not the kind of person who does not study well, on the contrary, he is very smart, even if he does not study in school, he can get high scores in the occasional exams.
Jin Shijie hated to measure a person by test scores, so he rarely took the test, not even the test that determined where he graduated.
He chose a major that did not require an exam, that is, the Animal Husbandry Department of Pingtung Agricultural College.
His parents were worried that he would not be well off in the future, and they were also worried about his maverick behavior.
But in reality, he lived a very moist life.
In his spare time after class, he read a lot of books to enrich himself, especially books related to art and philosophy, and often visited the theater and watched plays and operas.
A relative once asked him:
"Xiao Jie, aren't you afraid that you are so different?"
Jin Shijie didn't think about it and blurted out:
I am only afraid that the crowd is different from me.
In the animal husbandry industry with limited prospects, Jin Shijie is not at all worried about whether he will be able to get ahead.
He came to a ranch and worked as a pig for a year and a half.
Raising pigs is dirty and smelly and rude to many people, but in Jin Shijie's eyes, pig raising is not as high or low as other professions.
Raising pigs can also make him happy.
During that time, he raised more than 2,000 pigs and played guitar for them at night.
He often sat in the pigsty, looking up and thinking about how he was going to live this life.
When he came out of the pigsty, he was often smelly and baked, and few colleagues were willing to associate with him.
Not only because he always stinks, but more because his personality is too withdrawn, the three views are different, and it is impossible to talk about going together.
As a result, Jin Shijie is more often lonely.
Unlike the others, Jin Shijie enjoyed solitude, enjoyed the extreme, and he felt that such a life was what he wanted.
But a year later, the "pastoral dream" he immersed in gradually broke.
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I like this peaceful life, but I have forgotten the greatest purpose of the pig farmer. That night, I watched them brutally being driven into the car, where they were going, called the slaughterhouse.
He struggled for half a year, and finally chose to leave the ranch, and his romantic pastoral feelings were shattered.
When he came to Taipei, he was 27 years old.
At this age, other peers have already married and had children step by step, he has not yet talked about the idea of the object, and his career has fallen to a low point.
At that time, he did not know what to do, but life always needed to be financially laid.
In order to support himself, he chose to do manual work.
But he still insisted, working physically during the day and mentally at night.
During that time, Jin Shijie returned to his residence at night to study how to write drama scripts, and sometimes wrote some prose and poetry.
In the dim light, the desk he was lying on held up his spiritual world.
In order to satisfy his dependence on art, Jin Shijie found a job as a relatively idle warehousekeeper.
I moved and ordered goods in the sweltering warehouse, slept in the dormitory at night, and after work they mixed their mouths, drank, watched TV, I ignored people and didn't care, and the white paper spread out to write about me.
After 10 months, nearly a year, Jin Shijie finally wrote his first play, "Performance".
The script, which is not put on stage, is almost useless.
But Jin Shijie didn't want to put it on stage, he wanted to hide it alone, he didn't want to play it for others.
Since he wrote his first screenplay, he has truly started his acting career.
At that time, Jin Shijie gathered around a lot of poor literary and artistic youth, who had different temperaments, but the same was the ultimate pursuit and love of art.
In order to prove that poverty can also engage in art, Jin Shijie and his friends set up a troupe, named "Lanling Opera Workshop".
They set up a troupe with a lot of enthusiasm, but reality gave them a blow.
In the early days of the establishment of the troupe, there was no initial funds, the decoration was dilapidated, the geographical location was biased, and everyone did not understand what publicity was, so they sat and waited for the audience to come to the door.
They knew almost nothing about the operation, so the troupe's income in the early stages was always in deficit, often unable to make ends meet.
In order to make the troupe support, they began to work odd jobs to make money, and Jin Shijie even gave up his body to go to the crew to run the dragon set and go to other drama troupes to make cameos, and most of the money earned was invested in the troupe.
In order to reduce the cost of the actors themselves, all the troupe members took out their own clothes and everyone wore them together.
Not only that, they also make "cauldron dishes" and eat and live together.
At that time, this troupe was a joke in the industry, and was jokingly called the "Cai Gang Troupe", and Jin Shijie laughed at himself as the "Cai Gang Gang Leader".
Because Lanling Opera Workshop is notoriously poor, there are always people who show off their clothes in front of him.
Jin Shijie only felt like he had heard dirty words when he heard it, he had never looked at any famous brand, let alone felt that there was anything good about famous brands.
In order to cope with such people, Jin Shijie often relentlessly shrugged back and pointed to other people's clothes on his body:
I also have a brand name.
In fact, Jin Shijie did not care at all whether this troupe could make a profit, he only cared about whether this troupe that gathered a lot of hard work could become a "utopia" in his heart.
In the early days of the troupe, he lost money every month, and he even felt that those who engaged in art should be poor, and he also regarded the "poor" point as his "pride".
Jin Shijie was arrogant and arrogant, but he also had times when he couldn't get over his face.
Every time he came home, the others were not empty-handed, just him empty-handed;
Friends were admitted to the hospital, and everyone else brought a few bags of milk powder to visit, but he was empty-handed, and when he left, his friends asked him to take back a few fruits.
At these times, he also felt that his face was dull.
It was not until 1986, when Jin Shijie became famous for his cameo role in the drama "Crush on Peach Blossom Garden", and many audiences came to visit, that Lanling Opera Workshop really got out of the predicament.
Everything was difficult at the beginning, and in the days that followed, Jin Shijie was like a sharp sword straight into the sky, and his achievements were close to those of a titan in the Taiwanese drama industry.
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In the 1990s, Jin Shijie began to enter the film industry.
With the role of Jiang Binliu in the drama adaptation film "Crush on Peach Blossom Garden" starring with Li Liqun and Lin Qingxia, the film industry also has his place.
Grandpa Ma in "Taipei Snow", Wei Zhongxian in "Embroidered Spring Knife", He Weiguo, a veteran who makes a living in a tourist scenic spot in the micro-movie "Veteran" adapted from real events...
One vivid and three-dimensional role after another, Jin Shijie stepped into the hearts of the audience step by step.
Especially in the movie "The Leftovers Are King", Jin Shijie's three-minute-long confession to the end has no performance trace, as if it were a documentary, touching the hearts of countless audiences.
Jin Shijie's acting road did not start well, but along the way there were flowers and applause, but his emotional experience was really bumpy.
Jin Shijie was in his forties and only ushered in his first heartbeat.
In 1996, due to the need for rehearsals for the stage play "Between You and Me and Love", Jin Shijie and Ye Wen, who was six years older than him, met for the first time.
Strangely enough, Jin Shijie, who has always cared about the private feelings of men and women, first moved his feelings for Ye Wen.
Jin Shijie racked his brains and did not figure out why this was, so he attributed it to Providence.
He decided to obey his heart and began to pursue Ye Wen.
"If it doesn't sound, it's already a hit", Jin Shijie began a fierce pursuit of Ye Wen, a crush, at the beginning of his love.
Ye Wen, who had just ended a failed marriage, was discouraged at that time, but under the warmth of Jin Shijie, she picked up the feeling of heartbeat.
The two naturally came together, but Ye Wen did not want to get married or have children because of the severe trauma of her previous relationship.
When she reluctantly explained the reason to Jin Shijie, she found that Jin Shijie smiled:
Marriage only proves our relationship to the world and the law, but our relationship does not need to be proved by others. Whether or not to have children is a small matter, I don't care.
The two have been together for ten years, and they have walked together through ups and downs, no different from a real couple.
But during this time, something happened that led her to the end of the road.
Ye Wen was found to have cancer.
Her long-term chemotherapy body gradually became dry and thin, and her hair loss became more and more serious, as if she had aged several years in a year.
Unable to accept her appearance, she suffered from depression, and under the torment of illness, she went to the sea and let the waves swallow her life.
When Jin Shijie saw her again, she no longer had the breath of a living person.
At her funeral, Jin Shijie wrote a letter about what he wanted to say to her and buried it in her coffin:
There are two middle-aged men and women who are forty or fifty years old and have just begun to fall in love, and the woman said: Reincarnate in the next life, I will definitely come to you. Remember the middle-aged man's answer? He was very proud, but he pretended to be cool and said: Very good! But next time please come to me a little earlier. Then the woman laughed for a long, long, long time.
Jin Shijie was once depressed, until the appearance of Tu Guping, there was a glimmer of light in his life.
Tu Guping was his student, 25 years younger than him.
Her tenderness gradually healed him, and he once again nurtured the love of man and woman.
Jin Shijie has always not cared about the age difference, as long as he likes it, it is enough.
As he got older, he wasn't as stubborn as he had been.
People always change, Jin Shijie no longer resisted marriage, began to reconcile with himself, and the two entered the palace of marriage.
At the age of 60, his wife gave birth to twins.
In order to give his children better living conditions, he learned to drive, began to use mobile phones, and began to make cameo appearances in various film and television works...
In the first half of his life, he worked hard for his "pride";
In the second half of his life, he stepped down from the "altar" and bent down to taste the bittersweet and bittersweet of this world.
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