I don't know if you believe in fate? But I believe it!
The busyness and exhaustion of life sometimes always make us breathless, and I don't know how you guys get rid of it. Because of the pain and trouble in life, we will always have insomnia, can't sleep, although we are very tired, very tired, but we just can't sleep. When we couldn't sleep, there was no TV or cell phone at home, and I don't know how you guys sorted it out, and I always liked to listen to the radio late at night, which was a very old and small model from my dad, the radio. Oh, the platforms I like to listen to the most are a lot of people who put their emotions in the past, pour out their emotions and dating platforms, and one night there was a number host who read it again, and he was deeply imprinted in my mind, because that number is so easy to remember, right? The next day when I was resting at home at noon, I remembered the number, and I thought that so many people sent messages there every day to make friends, was it real or fake? Could it be that those numbers are empty numbers? Always curious, I took the landline phone at home to dial that number, after dialing that number called, I was startled, and then immediately hung up the phone, just hung up for a few minutes, the number can not come back, he asked me who I am? Just called him, and I said I don't know, then we just talked casually, chatted for a while, passed by, on the question, I admitted that I dialed her number, he asked me where to get his mobile phone number, I said it was boring, casually dialed out, at that time I didn't know if she believed it or not, she just smiled, and the two of us often contacted like this, bored to chat together, that is, from that time on, I took the old man's mobile phone that my sister didn't use, and went to get a phone card. We often text or call and chat, at that time I was just a junior high school student, in the process of chatting, I knew that he was a little in his early 30s, and I don't know why I enjoyed the kind of mood that came with chatting with her, every time I chatted with him, my depressed and unpleasant things, all of them were thrown out of my mind, the two of us kept in touch for more than a year, and then I thought he sent the information to the dating platform, is to make a girlfriend, And I haven't had a boyfriend yet, or don't waste people's time, and then I told him that we shouldn't contact each other in the future, because I don't want to have a boyfriend and plan to start a family. In this way, the two of us broke off contact for more than a year. Of course, I also went out of society to work for how long I contacted you, because the two of us have been cut off since then, but after about a year, he sent me a text message, said hello to me, and asked me how the time I did not contact was. But I received his message and I was conflicted inside because I didn't know whether to ignore him or continue and keep in touch with him. Because of this idea, I did not reply to his message, a me who is not yet an adult, just work outside like this, unhappy things, do not want to talk to the people around and the family, do not want the family to worry, there is no place to talk about the troubles. That sent me a text message, after a few days to see that I did not reply, one night, he suddenly called my phone, but when I answered the phone and chatted with him, I felt again, drinking for two days, you can forget all the unpleasant things and troubles, every time you hear his voice, it is so good, crisp and clear, the two of us have continued to keep in touch since then, come about half a year, he said, want to see me through WeChat video or QQ video, I worked not long ago to change the smartphone, But I lied that my phone didn't have that function, and I couldn't play QQ and WeChat, so we continued to keep in touch for a year or two, and then he asked me if I would go home for the New Year this year? I said that when I went home in the New Year, not long after coming home after the New Year, he proposed to meet with me again, but I felt that I was still too young, I did not agree, and then I thought about it and felt that she was in a hurry to find a girlfriend to get married, and I did not want to get married, just like this, did not want to delay him, broke the contact, just the first few days she still kept sending me messages, called but I did not return his message, did not answer his phone, left the mobile phone, stopped by myself, about a month later, This month is my hardest day, I want to understand, I don't want to lose such a friend, I charged the phone bill, called over, then his phone also stopped, just like this, the two of us, became strangers.
This missed fate became the deepest secret buried in my heart, I don't know if anyone is like us, just through phone calls and text messages to keep in touch for a few years, maybe this is the most regrettable thing in my life.
Marriage is not the graveyard of love, in this process it just depends on how you manage it? It is also very important that you choose the other half, it can be said that love is the beginning of happiness, it can also be said that marriage is the graveyard of love, and how he is depends on how you make choices and business.