The Green Years of Absolute Life (1)

The lost youth carries full of memories, there are throbbing, there are wanderings, and there are countless regrets about the past...

Because of some unrealistic dreams, I was caught in the whirlpool of high debt, and because of my own evaluation, I was underestimated, and I often fell into a dilemma.

This ups and downs continues to this day.

My name is Lin Xiao, I am a post-80s, 38 years old, from a small county in the southwest border, currently, surviving within the system.

In 2002, I finally got rid of the "senior year" after five years of study and entered the unified admission college sequence.

Finally, I survived.

When I received that red acceptance notice, it was like I had returned from purgatory to the human world.

Before the age of eighteen, I did not make a single thing, and after the age of eighteen, I think there may be a qualitative change.

However, in the end, I still idealized, and I have always been restless in my heart, and I always like to take some unusual roads.

And these roads are not within my ability to take it well. On the contrary, it has made me go through a lot of tribulations.

On August 31, I came to Jiujiang, Jiangxi Province, alone.

Although the family conditions are superior, they have never been out of the province, and they are full of curiosity about everything outside.

This trip was the first time I took a 33-hour train ride.

For the first time, I felt the charm of other provinces, saw what the Yangtze River was like, saw a lot of good-looking girls, and saw the crowded railway station.

Everything was attractive to me.

I secretly resolved in my heart that I would never return to the backward county town of my hometown.

I want to develop outside, I have to work hard outside, and after all, I will give my parents a satisfactory answer to the face.

A person, a card, a pair of slippers, a small backpack, without dragging mud and water, entered the school gate.

In my mind, the things that can be solved with money are not things.

Obviously, I was a bit out of place with my classmates around me.

In order to integrate into the new group as soon as possible, I would like to follow my father's words and try to reduce your stature, and your popularity will be better.

So, I chose to live with my classmates with ordinary family conditions and squeezed into the small eight-room room.

There, perhaps before everyone came, they all received the exact same education at home and sold miserably.

What is the primary school is to walk thirty miles to the school, from four o'clock in the morning to drive away...

What has not seen trains, ships, planes since childhood, this time came to study, sold the old cattle raised by the family for many years...

What's more, he actually said that he grew up from a snack of a hundred meals, reading while hungry, talking, and bursting into tears of sympathy.

Actors, both TMD actors.

In my eyes, they are a bunch of chicks, a bunch of idiots.

But when it was my turn to make up the story, I was a little dumbfounded, embarrassed on the spot.

I said in passing, my family is still OK, the working class, can still live.

So, that night, logically, I became a hero who killed the rich and the poor, and invited the whole dormitory to a big meal.

Later, when I thought about it, I was the stupid bird.

At night, everyone was very enthusiastic and introduced their hometowns.

Nanchang, Wuhan, Xuzhou, Shenyang, Lu'an, Jining, Ganzhou.

In these cities, there is no place that is poorer than my family.

It's unfathomable...

(To be continued)