Hunan Satellite TV has a very popular program, once a reporter asked which program, he will not hesitate to answer "fast and daily." ”
But then there was a very angry person who said in the interview, "Fast Ben and the singer." ”
The man, he was always surrounded by a lot of fans, talking, thick dialect, the iconic bad laugh.
Such a person should have been in two worlds with him Liu Yuhan, if he hadn't seen him cry so sadly.
He chased the singer from the first issue, and his eyes never stayed too much on Liu Yuning. Until he kicked the gym, he said that he would not cry when he lost. He himself did not go to college, that is, from the Dandong Culinary Technical School, he said relaxed, he looked inexplicable, mixing this circle has always been cruel, no one can be better than anyone, this truth has finally been understood after he has been groping for several years.
The song of kicking the pavilion is Mao Buyi's people like me, this song he has listened to countless times for Liu Yuning's choice He said no in his heart.
Sure enough, Liu Yuning failed to kick the museum, and finally said goodbye to there, across the TV he could see that he was crying like a downcast dog, marketing bones, he was momentarily shy, how much he loved music, modern brother Liu Yuning, before going to sleep he read this name three times.
Liu Yuhanhan is just an eighteen-line little paste star, his daily work is to play a male N number in various unknown web dramas, TV series, and after he has been diligent and earnest for a few months, the economic person Zhang Jie has called a "huge amount" to his account and told him that he can have a good rest.
He was a little happy for a moment, but he didn't know who to share with and what to do with the money. A face full of bitterness suddenly appeared in my mind, "At that time, I was in Beijing with my girlfriend, poor, and I told my girlfriend that I wanted to eat Yoshinoya." My girlfriend at the time said to me that you are so poor that you still want to eat."
Just thinking of this, the hand has taken the lead in opening the B station, just in time for a live broadcast of Liu Yuning, Liu Yuning is really hot, and the popularity of the live broadcast room is very strong.
The ghost sent the gods, and when he reflected on it, he had already given Liu Yuning a gift of tens of thousands of yuan. There was an uproar in the live broadcast room,
A: Which local tycoon sent the crystal ball, 999 ah
B: The great god will let me worship you
C: The concubines are awesome.
……
He sat down at the computer and laughed out loud. When he looked up, he saw the man on the screen with a playful smile, "Liu Yuhan yes, thank you Liu Yuhan, I remember you Ao, I remember your name Ao, Liu Yuhan." ”
The world was quiet, his heart palpitated for no reason, the live broadcast could not be watched anymore, he withdrew, and the light flashed in front of his eyes was Liu Yuning's smile.
"He's a meter nine, he's taller than me."
Alas, shake your head and drink a glass of milk before going to bed.
In the days that followed, he wholeheartedly played the role of a worker, participated in several low-cost web dramas in the male N, and he wanted to change careers when his popularity was low.
The only thing that supports him to survive is Liu Yuning's songs, most of his songs have to be charged, and he tirelessly buys these songs and must listen to them every night. He sang lonely people, and he also hummed unconsciously, sometimes feeling that their fates were similar, but soon they would be driven away by him.
One night, he dreamed of Liu Yuning.
Dressed in a cool black dress, as if it were in the same crew, Liu Yuning took the initiative to greet him, "Hey, my little fellow, Liu Yuhan is it, I remember you Ao." ”
Cold sweat poured down, and he was awakened, waking up on the balcony blowing cold wind.
The city is neon-lit, high-rise buildings, and traffic. Not far away, on the giant screen, the flashing light sign is the real top of this era, the boy who has more than 80 million fans at the age of twenty. He had seen Sim on the same show, the boys were surrounded by flowers and applause in and out, the flash could no longer take the camera off the boys, and he could only smile bitterly in the corner.
He wasn't jealous, just envious, occasionally sour.
He understood that in an era where profit is paramount, traffic is the original sin.
Success and defeat of kings, the truth since ancient times.
That lonely man still did not bear to be shared on the oasis by him, he was never afraid of his heart being spied on by others, probably too mushy, his Weibo not only had few fans, but also commented and liked it was very abusive.
He saw Liu Yuning go from falling down to being liked by everyone, and his heart was happy. Even if Liu Yuhan is just a code name in his eyes, it doesn't matter, as long as he is good, he will be happy.
So when Sister Zhang called him, she said that she had taken on a role for him. When asked if he could play CP with Liu Yuning of the Modern Brothers, he only felt a thunderbolt on a sunny day. For an instant, he actually felt who had missed the wind, and laughed at his stupidity. People like Liu Yuning are idle people who know who Liu Yuhan is. He happily agreed.
The moment the phone hung up, there was an emptiness in my heart.
He remembers describing this feeling when he was in high school, when the teacher said that homesickness was more timid.
Nowadays, he is also more timid.
In August, when the sun was shining, he took a taxi to the crew, carrying a large box, and walked in Hengdian for more than two hours, almost suffering from heat stroke.
After greeting the director, he finished his things and took something to eat in the hotel lobby.
Someone whispered, it's the top stream coming, wow, he's so handsome.
In the noise of the people, he looked up, the man was surrounded, familiar with the other actors greeting, laughing and giggling, one meter nine tall, a glance at him, he saw him, he was in the crowd, particularly eye-catching, but also very good-looking.
He was pulled hard by Xiao Yuliang, and when he saw Liu Yuning in person, his heart was shocked.
"Xiaohua, don't be embarrassed as soon as you see Teacher Liu, how can you shoot together in the future?"
He begged, "Brothers spare me." ”
Liu Yuning smiled forward and backward, "Our little flower is gentle." ”
Modern brother Liu Yuning, I finally met you in person.
Meet for the first time, lucky!
From August to October, three months, was a happy time he had never felt before.
Liu Yuning was not born in Keban, and he always loves to forget words when filming, at this time he will always smile and accompany him to reshoot the scenes that were NG. Filming with Liu Yuning, even if he is bullied, he feels happy and tight.
"Xiaohua, I was recently learning true and false tone conversion, and that's it..." Liu Yuning squeezed his eyebrows at him during the break on the set, "Can you sing?" ”
He wanted to say yes, but in his mind he couldn't help but think of the grief-stricken look of crying when he failed to kick the gym.
He shook his head vigorously and blurted out "I won't."
Liu Yuning laughed and taught him how to convert true and false tones and how to sing.
At that time, time flew by like an arrow, and what remained in the impression was endless happiness, just like the seven words of the modern brother Liu Yuning, the dream.
Back in December 2020, he and the company argued on the basis of reason, but they could not win the final farewell banquet for the crew. At the venue of the three people, Liu Yuning was not comfortable laughing and having fun alone, but he saw the loneliness of the person through those whitewashes, so when Liu Yuning's video came over, he was choked up badly.
"Little flower, aren't you also in Hengdian?" Can't you come in 20 minutes? ”
He tried to be as happy as possible, facing the man's aggressive questioning, almost wanting to cry, "I'm busy filming, I'm very busy, next time, next time must be a good appointment." ”
The person on the other side seemed to be unable to see his embarrassment, "I see your posture, you are not busy, are you kidnapped, if you are kidnapped you blink, we have so many brothers, go together to save you." ”
"How did Grandpa Hua Er get kidnapped, Teacher Liu, can we change the topic?"
He was still sad, and his voice choked up, "Well, it's not good." ”
Muddy, this live broadcast he was confused to see that they were over, and then in the evening he received a WeChat message from Liu Yuning, "Why don't you come today, there must be some reason right, I need an explanation." ”
What explanation could there be, could it be told that he was at the mercy of the company everywhere, and he drank two beers with a sullen head and a little warmth in his heart. After hesitating for a long time, he replied, "I tried, you don't understand, for me, to work hard is to do my best." ”
In the future, we still don't want to contact each other again.
Liu Yuning, in front of you, I want to keep one last bit of decency.
It has always been said that drama is ruthless and bitches are unrighteous, so today he will also be a bitch.
He said that he did not want to contact Liu Yuning, so there was really no contact again, and the days finally returned to the original calm and waveless. He paid attention to all the people in the crew, but did not pay attention to the modern brother Liu Yuning, and sometimes he also wondered what kind of feelings he had for Liu Yuning, the simplest liking, or the last straw that the drowning man grabbed.
Oh, self-pity.
However, overnight, the news that Liu Yuhan liked Liu Yuning was flying all over the Internet, Douban, Tieba and Weibo, and some people pulled out the past between them one by one, and those thoughts he carefully buried were nakedly exposed in front of everyone. It turned out that he loved him so much, was this love, but why did it make him feel so bad.
Mobile phone Douban opened in that article "Talking about Qionglou Yuyu what exactly are we sorry about" After reading the headache and crying, in a moment he was attacked by huge pain, stiff, unable to himself.
"Ding-ding" has a message coming in, and opening it is a private message.
"He plays him for thirteen hours a day, twenty-four hours a day, and how do you know if he really loves you at a certain moment." ”
Buzzing in the brain, it flashed over and over again, it was Liu Yuning's joke-like words in the crew, "Black glasses and small flowers are a pair"
It turns out that the whole world thinks they are a couple, only you refuse to admit it.
Now everyone thinks that Liu Yuhan has a crush on Liu Yuning, but what you don't know is that Qionglou Yuyu first let everyone into the pit that Liu Yuning loved Liu Yuning more. This crush that can't see the light of day, compared to who is deeper than whom, he actually lost everything.
That night, I had a dream that you loved me very much.
He had never seen Liu Yuning so out of shape, he had seen him in various ways, hippie smiling faces, smiling faces on the show, pretending to be serious, happy, sad, lost... Among so many emotions, there is no kind of anger, and even the most good-tempered person will be angry.
On the night of January 28, the live broadcast barrage was questioning liu Yuning when he could have dinner with Liu Yuhan, and in that live broadcast, Liu Yuning ordered three songs, one person thinking about a person, one small lucky, and one misplaced time and space. All three songs were sung halfway, which is really not like Liu Yuning's style. Finally, for the first time, he responded positively to their relationship.
"In the future, everyone should not mention this matter, I am a big old man, I don't want to cause trouble to others, I understand it."
Liu Yuning said the words with a cold face, he thought in his heart, it was good, he was not a person of the world, it was good to open up.
But he unconsciously remembered his own live broadcast in November 2019, when he asked in the live broadcast room, "Have you met someone you like, and what will you do when you do?" ”
At that time, the background music played Liu Yuning's people like me, and someone asked which little paste coffee this was, the cover of Mao's easy song, he was super upset at the time, instantly changed his face, a serious fan "Yes, it is Mao Yuning's song, but it is his cover, it is the modern brother Liu Yuning cover singing." ”
At that time, he was bent on maintaining Liu Yuning and defending the person who had a bumpy star path but had been moving forward.
He understands, he understands...
The follow-up thing is much simpler, on Weibo, his entry related to Liu Yuning was withdrawn, and at the same time, he and Tong Zhuo's, of course, could not be his own money to withdraw, this money he has not been willing to spend, he is just a thirty-eight line of small paste, the company can not do this kind of thing for him, and the remaining answer, he carefully hid in his heart, do not want to mention it to people.
In the days that followed, he has been nestled in the crew, taking over an unknown small web drama, playing the male number two, busy with the script and shooting locations every day. He was really just as busy as he had prevaricated to give Liu Yuning their excuses at that time. The night he heard that Liu Yuning also came to Hengdian to shoot a play, he mispronounced a line, and because it was the last closing scene of the day, he was fiercely trained by the director.
The actress who played with him saw him being reprimanded and was a bit schadenfreude.
He was embarrassed for a moment, and he returned to the original cloud light and light wind.
Unknown feelings came to mind, and Liu Yuning silently stared at Liu Yuhan. Seeing that he had returned to his usual gentle appearance, he said that he laughed and re-matched the script with the actress who played the role, and there was a little sting near the heart of his left shoulder, and where he could not see, he actually lived such a life, being bullied.
Oh, Liu Yuning, what have you done, when you were most depressed, he gave you a fire, you were proud of the spring breeze, turned around and inserted a knife into the old man, those kindnesses and gifts, you don't deserve it.
Thinking like this, my heart was even more irritable, and I simply abandoned everything and broke into Liu Yuhan's crew. He constantly warned himself in his heart that the tone should not be too impulsive, and he should be rational and restrained, but when he saw Liu Yuhan's lonely look, the anger in his heart still rose up, "Director, I am looking for Xiaohua a bit of a private matter, today's scene, I will watch it. ”
The director is an unknown director, if you change to any big director, Liu Yuning's acting career is estimated to be smashed. But the flow is Wang, and if there is really any conflict between him and this eighteen-line director, it must be Liu Yuning who wins and he loses.
"No matter who you are, this scene must be filmed." The director has a cold face and just doesn't let people go.
The scene saw that the stalemate could not continue, Liu Yuhan had to come out of the round field, he first comforted the cold-faced director, "My friend is a kind person, the director you have to bear more." Turning back to Liu Yuning helplessly, the look could not be said to be complicated, "Teacher Liu, no matter what you are looking for me, this is my job, please respect me." ”
Liu Yuning bowed his head and only spat out one word from his mouth, "Good."
The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and I didn't know when it rained a little, just like his heart at the moment, it didn't hurt much, it was a little empty.
It was close to ten o'clock before the crew slowly finished working, when Xiaohua was filming, he was watching from the side, although Liu Yuhan was not very old, the filming was also particularly serious, and like his people, he was not gossipy and extra serious. He had always known that he was good-looking, but he did not think that he had dressed up in ancient costumes, crowned with a wide belt, and there was a kind of dusty beauty, cold and inviolable, and he was fascinated.
"Teacher Liu, can you start talking about what happened to me when you came to me?"
Liu Yuhan pretended to be shocked, he was just knowing the adviser.
Liu Yuning laughed, he is a person who laughs all the time, "Can't come to you when there is nothing to do, the scene will disperse after filming, is it so Xiaohua." ”
Sighing, the person across from him was really hard to wrap up, and he didn't know how he didn't want to have too much to do with him.
"Today I do the east, invite Teacher Liu to have a meal, and then tell you a story, I don't know if Teacher Liu is willing or not."
The two walked out of the Hengdian and casually wandered the street, "Oh, I am sure I would like to hear more about it." ”
In an inconspicuous alley, the two sat down.
"I liked a person before, and I had a good relationship at that time, and I was really daring, and I did a lot of things that were then, even now seem to be shocking." 」
He stood up and drank a glass of wine, the wine was bold, his face was stained red by the wine, he felt that he was about to get drunk, and his mouth said nonsense, "I will put the words here today, we will not meet in the future." It's not easy for me to get to this point today, and I don't want to ruin myself because of some other misplaced line. Teacher Liu, you are also a person who has suffered hardships, you should understand, count me begging you. ”
The atmosphere of the confrontation was somewhat strange, Liu Yuning remembered that when they were filming, he teased him, and he complained to the director, at first he was attracted by that gentleness, and then he was completely intoxicated by his entire words and deeds. He is a small born in a non-science class, but Xiaohua looks up to him very much, he is a nostalgic person, others are good to him, he wants to try his best to return three points.
If that's your choice, then I respect you.
"Good", Liu Yuning got up and put on his sunglasses, he has frequently liked to wear sunglasses recently, as if no one can see his expression clearly, is he happy or sad.
Liu Yuhan had been watching the man leave, and at this moment the sky was bright, the wind was blowing on his body, the wind of thirty-nine degrees, the wind-like dream.