"When I was a child": I stole my grandmother's money, and when I grew up, I asked my grandmother, "Do you know that there is less money?" ”
Grandma said, "I know. ”
I said, "Why don't you change places?" ”
Grandma said, "I'm afraid you won't find it." ”
Right now:...... I couldn't find my grandmother.
The moment I saw the video, the tears fell. Right now...... I can't find Grandma anymore...
When I was a child, I grew up with my grandmother. Grandma had four children, two cousins, a cousin, and one for me. At that time, the countryside was more or less patriarchal, and Grandma was no exception. At that time, I felt that my grandmother was not good to my two cousins. She would serve the boys first, and then she would serve me. She would tell me that my cousin had a bad temper and let them; my cousin was still young and wanted to let him. At that time, I thought, who let me?
Since I was a child, I have done well in my studies (except for composition) and worked very hard. I still think in my heart, when I grow up, I will make a lot of money, I will buy a lot of things for my grandmother, I must be particularly filial, especially good to my grandmother, let her regret that I was not good to me when I was a child. In the fifth grade, I was left by the Chinese teacher for my essay, and when I left the classroom, it was late and it was dark. As soon as I left the school gate, I saw my grandmother standing at the school gate, anxiously waiting. I trotted over, took Grandma's hand, and it was cold. At that time, I thought that in fact, my grandmother should also love me.
Later, when he grew up, he went to the county alone to attend high school. At that time, my brother was put at home again, so Grandma could not go and accompany me to study. But almost every other week, Grandma would make a lot of dishes at home and send me, there were snow vegetable meat balls, braised chicken, ribs... Such a gift is four years. Later, I learned that my grandmother was very sick with motion sickness, and every time she took the bus to deliver food to me, it would be uncomfortable for a long time, but my grandmother never told me.
When I was a child, my grandmother would always wash my hair. At that time, my hair was very long and long, and every time I washed my hair, I would cover a basin. I didn't have much patience when I washed and washed, but Grandma would always carefully and patiently wash and comb me. Because my hair was too long, I always didn't comb it well myself and looked messy. So I was groomed by my grandmother from a young age until I left home for high school when I was 15 years old. That year, I cut my hair short. I'm already able to manage my hair well, even if it's long, long.
In 2014, Grandma fell seriously ill and her health deteriorated. While my grandmother was in the hospital, I hurried back for a few days and hurried back to work. When I came home for the New Year, my grandmother lost a lot of weight. In the impression, Grandma has always been a fat grandma, and that year, she was skinny and skinny. Before leaving, Grandma took my hand and said, "I don't know if I can wait until you come home next year for the New Year." I held my grandmother's skinny hands and comforted her: "No, you don't have to think too much, I can earn money now, and you will wait to enjoy my blessings later." "After I went back, I thought about it for a long time, but I quit the job with superior treatment and went back to my hometown to find a job." But even so, I could only go back once a month.
When I was a kid, I thought the bazaar was so far from home. Every time I went to the market with my grandmother, I always clamored to take the car. Grandma was afraid of spending money, and always pulled me and walked step by step to the market. Later I left home, every time I came home. Grandma always told me that the next time you come back, when you are about to go to the market, you will call home and ask your uncle to pick you up, and it is too far to come back. But every time I used to walking back from the market by myself, thinking that when I was a child, my grandmother took my hand and walked back step by step.
Every time I came home to the door I would shout, Grandma, I'm back. Grandma would run out of the house and be happy. Every time I go back, I buy her something to eat, cook a few dishes, chat with her, wash her hair and bathe, and dry the quilt. Once I washed my grandmother's hair, and my grandmother said, "My head is good to wash, right?" It's not like when you were a kid with a lot of hair and a lot of long hair, every time I washed your hair, I couldn't straighten my waist. "Yeah, Grandma's hair is well washed, short and little. I smiled and said, "Then I'll wash you for a few more years and make up for it." If you wash me for 15 years, then I will wash you for 20 years, 30 years..."
I grew up, my grandmother was getting older, her health was poor, she was sick, I had seen a lot of doctors, and it was useless to take a lot of medicine. Grandma always said, "Grandma is seeing you now." "Every time I hear my grandmother say this, I feel sad for a long, long time, and I want to be at home every day. But not at all.
Once, when I came home in the Mid-Autumn Festival, my grandmother was very happy to see me, pulled me and asked: "This time when I go home, can I stay at home for a few days?" "Grandma thought I could stay home for a few more days. But I said, "Stay at home for a day tomorrow, and leave early the next morning." As soon as he finished speaking, he obviously felt that Grandma's gaze suddenly dimmed. I said, "When I rest, I'll come back to see you often." Grandma hurriedly said: "No, you are busy working outside, you don't have to come back often, rest for a day to rest, and you are tired of tossing and turning." I'm fine at home with your grandfather. "I was a little sad for a while, maybe the old people are like this, obviously expecting their children to go home often, but they are afraid of causing us trouble, saying that they don't have time to come back, as long as we are all right outside."
I woke up at 6 o'clock the next morning, didn't see Grandpa, and asked Grandma. Grandma said, "Your grandfather went to the street to buy vegetables." "At about 7 o'clock, Grandpa came back and brought me my favorite raw fried. I bought fish, ribs, edamame rice, broccoli, etc. I love to eat. An aunt from the same village passed by my door and smiled and said, "When you see you come back, your grandparents are happy and have bought so many dishes." Usually your grandmother can't buy so many dishes a week. "I was a little sad to hear.
Every time I came home, Grandma would always take my hand and talk to me about my childhood. Every time I left, Grandma would always come to the village entrance to send me, stand at the entrance of the village and watch me go, stand and watch, until I couldn't see it, and would stand for a long time.
I bought my grandmother an elderly mobile phone, wrote down the phone numbers of my family in a book, and asked her to call us when she had something to do. Grandma doesn't recognize words, and every time I call her and the phone gets picked up, I always say, Grandma, I'm... Grandma said, I know, there's your name on it, I know.
I grew up with my grandparents, and I barely left them until I was 15. When I was young, I always said that when I grew up, I would definitely be filial to you. Later, I grew up slowly, but I came home less and less because of study, work and other reasons. And now their health has become worse and worse, every time I crouch next to them, they hold my hand, talk to me about the things when I was a child, I feel very sad and sad, sorry, grandparents, I finally did not do what I said when I was a child, I did not even do the company.
When Grandma died, it was summer, and according to the custom, the funeral was to be done every two days. The air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, and I sat on the edge of the bed wrapped in a cotton jacket and talked to my grandmother. I said, Grandma, you know what? When I was a kid, I thought you were eccentric. I quarreled with the children outside, you don't help me, you only kill me, you don't have two cousins for me... Grandma, you talk to me, okay? Grandma, Grandma, Grandma... I wished Grandma could answer me, but there was only my own voice in the room, and Grandma would never talk to me again.
Grandma, I don't have Grandma to shout anymore.
After my grandmother's funeral, my aunt called me to the room, took out a pair of gold earrings, handed them to me, and said, "This is what my mother left for you." "I held the pair of gold earrings, and the tears came out again. I remember the pair of gold earrings, which were the most valuable thing grandpa had given to grandma. Grandma always liked it and always wore it, but after Grandma fell ill, she never wore it again. One year, my aunt asked, "Mom, why don't you wear your gold earrings?" Grandma said, "No, the earrings will be left to my granddaughter later." "Grandma kept this in mind at the time of her death, telling her aunt where the earrings were, and asked them to give them to me, and they were not allowed to rob me." But Grandma, I don't want any gold earrings, I want you to be with me all the time.
Before Grandma died, she would always take my hand and nag me to find a boyfriend, and Grandma didn't know if she could wait until you got married. I always comforted her, no. But in the end, I didn't let my grandmother see me get married.
The day before I got married, I wanted to go to the Sabbath to see Grandma. The family did not let it, saying that it was unlucky. But I guess what's so unlucky about that? I'm getting married, and I always have to tell Grandma.
Grandma died a long time ago, I came home and pushed the door and shouted, Grandma I'm back. Then I was stunned, and the tears came out. Many times, I called home, the phone was picked up, and I always habitually said, Grandma, I am.... Then grandpa's voice came from the other end of the phone, which one are you? (Grandpa is 91 years old, the ear is not very good) I laughed again and said loudly, Grandpa I am...
Grandma, I miss you.