In my senior year|, the old man's preference for me made me regret it for the rest of my life

If time could be turned back, she would never easily untie herself in the face of temptation.

I was born in a remote mountain village, my parents are authentic farmers, all the financial resources are dependent on the heavens, and the family supports our sisters and brothers.

I was 3 years older than my brother, and before I went to high school, I had never been any further than high school, and I certainly hadn't seen the world.

After entering high school, the school is far away from home, and the only choice is boarding.

In those three years, I experienced the taste of poverty and loneliness in my life. The family was poor and could not afford to pay more for tuition. Go home once every six months, and carry a large bag of pickles to eat for most of the month every time you go to school. The nickname "Pickle Girl" stayed with me for three years.

I have almost no friends, I am alone, because of my inferiority, I can only hide in the humble fortress I painted. Only in this way can we not be ridiculed and discriminated against by our classmates.

After graduating from high school, I was admitted to a university.

With my grades, I could have gone to a school close to home, but I gave up and chose a school that was very far away from home when I filled out the volunteer form. I want to get away from the past, go to places where no one knows me at all, and rewrite my life.

From the beginning of my freshman year, in addition to coping with my studies, I began to work around in my spare time. I've done everything, dishwashers, handing out flyers, waiters, tutors, as long as you can make money, it doesn't matter what you do. I survived the three years of college by myself, and Ren didn't take a penny from my family.

Until my senior year, my studies were relatively easy, except for a part-time job in a café, I was preparing for an internship at other times, and in order to facilitate my convenience outside the school, I shared a house with people, surrounded by students from nearby universities.

During this period, I met Wen Tao, who is also from the countryside, and lived next door to me. He also often works part-time, and sometimes, when he comes home from work, he can meet at the intersection and chat and go back to the residence together.

Probably all because of the countryside, we became good friends. They often chat together, and when they encounter some unconcerned things when they work part-time, they will talk to each other.

Not long after, Wen Tao began to pursue me.

Growing up, I was poor and scared, and I came so far away to get rid of my poor home. His family's situation is not good, if the two people are together, they can only continue to live in poverty, and there is no running. I don't dare to think about that kind of day.

I turned him down.

However, Wen Tao said that he would not give up and would always wait for me.

Later, I met a man at a café.

When I was serving coffee that night, a man stood up and just happened to touch my arm, and the coffee spilled all over my hands and feet. The coffee that had just been brewed was very hot and instantly hot.

The man didn't say a word and carried me to the hospital.

When he applied medicine in the hospital, he was very gentle, and while applying medicine, he also blew with his mouth, for fear of hurting me.

Looking at him attentively and carefully, as if I were a treasure in his hand, my heart collapsed.

No one has ever been so gentle to me.

And then the story, very vulgar, he came to the coffee shop every day to wait for me to leave work, saying that my injury was not good, and he had the responsibility to escort me. Gradually, I stopped dwelling on this and was driven home by him every day.

His name was Xu Jin, he was 40 years old at the time, and he was a mature and attractive successful man.

Maybe because of his age, he knows how to take care of people better, cares about people without being disgusted, and I am unguarded against him.

In the car, he would talk to me about himself. Speaking of his past, he also did a lot of things, and then started a business from scratch to have the current company.

Listening to his experience, I also told him about his family situation, and he would touch my head in pain and say that a beautiful and sensible girl like me should be spoiled and raised, and should not suffer so much.

I listened to this sentence and was very moved.

Every girl has a dream of a princess in her heart and is spoiled to grow up.

He often came to see me at school, bought me gifts, and took money to buy me things. Tell me some chicken soup in life, and slowly he became the male god I longed for in my heart, and I began to be obsessed with him.

Later, in order to coax me to be happy, Xu Jin accompanied me to the playground to play crazy all day.

I felt more and more dependent on him, both adoring and obsessed with him.

I was with him after that time.

I know that he has a family and a wife, but I still covet his kindness to me.

Since he was with Xu Jin, he objected to me going to work part-time again, saying that he didn't want me to work so hard.

Listening to him, I quit my job at the coffee shop.

In addition to buying me clothes and bags, he also gave me a lot of living expenses every month. As long as I don't spend enough for me to use.

I have been conflicted in my heart, I have reflected, I know that it is immoral to do so, but I am really poor, I am afraid of being rejected by people. The appearance of Xu Jin filled in the darkness and vanity in my heart.

When Xu Jin sent me back, Wen Tao met me, and on the day I moved away, he told me that I was too simple and did not fall for the old man.

At that time, I only said to him that I knew what I wanted, and reassured him.

Wen Tao looked at me obstinately and said to my departing back, as long as you need me one day, I am here.

I didn't leave without a word.

I know that Wen Tao is a good partner, but I need Xu Jin, and I also need Xu Jin's money.

After that, Xu Jin rented me a single apartment, the environment is very good, the most important thing is that he comes and goes conveniently.

Such days were happy for less than half a year, and suddenly stopped.

One day.

A well-dressed woman with two women stormed into the apartment, and before I could react, they punched and kicked me, attacked me, and took pictures.

Later, I was seriously injured and called Xu Jin, but he turned off the phone.

I had no choice but to find Wen Tao, and soon after receiving the call, he rushed over and took me to the hospital.

Afterwards, Xu Jin came to the hospital to see me and apologized to me, saying that he did not know that his wife would go to me.

Looking at Xu Jin, whose eyes were a little floating. I burst into tears and endured the pain to let him go, not wanting to see him.

Seeing that I was determined, he bought me some supplements and left.

Later, Xu Jin came several times, but I took them away.

On the day of discharge, Xu Jin came, and I asked him, can you divorce me and marry me?

Look at Xu Jin swallowing and spitting, Zuo Gu said that his let me wait.

At that moment, I was disappointed.

From the beginning, we were fruitless, just my cravings.

After being discharged from the hospital, Wen Tao took a leave of absence to take care of me for a few days.

Later, I was able to get out of bed by myself, and he was also busy preparing for graduation, so I asked him not to come, and I could do it myself. Graduation is approaching, and Wen Tao can only come to see me from time to time.

Xu Jin also came a few times, and I didn't let him in the door.

After graduation I got a job. The salary was barely enough for me to rent a house in the city to support myself.

Later, Wen Tao began to pursue me again, if before, I did not look down on him, but now, I am not worthy of him, he has seen the dirtiest and dirtiest past in my life, I can no longer do it with him, smile and watch the flowers blossom.

Two years after graduation, I got married and my husband treated me well. My in-laws also hurt me as a daughter-in-law.

I thought that my dirty and dirty past would be hidden for the rest of my life.

But some things are like predestined in the dark, the time to come will always come, but it is only a matter of time.

A former college classmate met her husband by chance, knew it was me, and mentioned the events of that year.

I thought that the things that were done back then were very secretive, but in fact, it was just that they kept it secret.

My husband did not expect that I, who looked well-behaved and quiet on the outside, had actually been the lover of others. person. His attitude toward me has changed 360 degrees, and my in-laws have been teaching and educating people all their lives, and they can't accept their daughter-in-law who has such a stain.

Later, I got divorced.

I left the place that had made me once crazy and depraved, and went to a strange city.

In this unfamiliar place, I reshuffled the first half of my life.

Get a job and start a new life alone.

The road ahead, I am wonderful alone.