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Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

author:Sharp film critic

The 49-year-old Shanghai model Gu Ying is a legendary figure, she was already a well-known model when the folk customs were conservative in the 90s, and she was a famous "little rich woman" with a lot of income, but Miao Linghua fell into the drug devil's cave and spent a full 10 years of her life.

Later, Gu Ying quit drug addiction with the encouragement of her family and regained her life, and devoted herself to public welfare to help "addicts" get rid of drugs, with immeasurable merit.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

Gu Ying's life experience is very "wonderful".

In 1997, a company in Shanghai openly recruited models, and 15-year-old Gu Ying accompanied Xue xue to the interview, and as a result, her friend regretted being out of the third interview, but Gu Ying was successfully elected in the first round of interviews.

At that time, Gu Ying's height had grown to 173, her legs were long and white, and her temperament was outstanding, and she was favored by the interviewer at a glance and stood out among more than 2800 candidates.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

After three months of training, Gu Ying became a professional model and began to run business performances everywhere to earn money. The commercial performance of the 90s, also known as "walking hole", is a kind of platter performance that integrates modeling, cross-talk, acrobatics and singing.

The model's income is in the middle and high-end, only 15-year-old Gu Ying earns more than 5 figures per month, and she gives most of the money to her mother and keeps hundreds of "pocket money" for herself.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

In the 1990s, the social security was chaotic, the modeling industry was also mixed, and there were more dark sides of the society exposed, and Gu Ying gradually lost interest in the modeling industry.

At the age of 19, Gu Ying decided to briefly quit the modeling industry and started her own business as a boss. That is, in this experience, Gu Ying accidentally contaminated with drugs, and her life was almost ruined.

When the boss Gu Ying came into contact with more and more celebrities, many people coveted her beauty, and there were two successful people who openly pursued her.

Unfortunately, 19-year-old Gu Ying made a wrong decision.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

Gu Ying's first boyfriend is a contract foreman, whose experience strength is much inferior to Gu Ying's, but he is also young and promising, and he is very good at making girls happy with clever words.

After dating for a while, Gu Ying found that her boyfriend was not right, and often hid in the toilet to smoke some white powder. At that time, Gu Ying did not know that this was a drug, and her boyfriend lied that it was a high-grade "cigarette" and encouraged Gu Ying to "taste it".

Unsuspecting, Gu Ying took her first drug, heroin.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

Gu Ying really thought that her boyfriend gave her a "cigarette", so she continued to smoke on the second and third day, and soon became addicted to drugs.

The two people soon became addicted to drug use and could not extricate themselves, and their daily lives were all around drugs. The two people's savings, more than 2 million boyfriends and more than 4 million gu ying's own, were all squandered and thrown on drugs.

In the end, the two were destitute, and the boyfriend began to exchange Gu Ying's expensive clothes for drugs, and a mink coat was only exchanged for 5 (about 3,000 yuan) drugs.

Gu Ying realized that she could not go on like this anymore, and the man completely ruined himself, so he decisively proposed to break up.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

After that, Gu Ying returned to her parents and continued to secretly smoke drugs while working as a model to earn money. Once Gu Ying was hit by her sister when she was taking drugs in her bedroom, and the drug use could not be hidden at all.

Under the persuasion and encouragement of her family, Gu Ying decided to quit drugs. At first, she thought it was nothing, thinking that quitting drugs was like quitting smoking, nothing remarkable.

However, reality gave Gu Ying a heavy blow, and drug addiction was too difficult to quit. Every time the drug addiction came up, it was as painful and itchy as an ant eating bones, and the hands scratched the skin without any relief. On a hot summer day, everyone else was too hot to do it, but Gu Ying was like an ice cellar, covering the three layers of quilts still trembling, and shivering all over her body.

Soon Gu Ying threw herself into the arms of the drug again and relapsed. Later, Gu Ying was caught taking drugs by her family, and her mother did not hesitate to send her to a drug rehabilitation center.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

In the following years, Gu Ying was struggling with drugs, repeatedly relapsing three or four times, each time feeling that she had successfully quit drugs, and the urine test also showed that all the toxins were eliminated, but she always relapsed again every other time.

Gu Ying concluded that what is really difficult to quit drugs is actually addiction. Physical pain can still be overcome with the help of drugs and the encouragement of family members, but the desire for drugs in the heart is always there, and from time to time it will gush into the brain.

Fortunately, Gu Ying finally successfully quit drug addiction at the age of 29 and returned to a normal life. Now Gu Ying works as a lecturer at a public welfare drug rehabilitation institution, providing guidance and help to people who have the same experience as her.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

Up to now, Gu Ying has been successfully rehabilitating drugs for 20 years, and is one of the very few people who have successfully rehabilitated from drugs. But the 49-year-old Gu Ying is still "paying" for her past drug abuse experience - because of the sequelae of drug use, the brain does not react so quickly, and sometimes the brain will be "broken" when speaking, and the coherence of thinking and expression is not strong.

Shanghai model Gu Ying: 19 years old drug addiction spent more than 6 million yuan in 10 years, frankly said that "heart addiction" is the most difficult to quit

In any case, we congratulate Gu Ying on her success in drug rehabilitation, and also remind everyone that drugs are worse than flood beasts, and not a drop can be touched

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