Tranquility has been scolded on the hot search again, this is the first time in the past four years that I don't know.
In the new issue of "Little Flowers", Tranquility, as a tour guide, left all the planning matters to Li Sidani, but ran out to play without telling his peers.
When her teammates saw her disappear, she was easy to find, but she just said lightly:
In fact, you can play on your own
Because they're all adults
Why tie it up and play with it
There is no need
It's not rough, it's just that my sister forgot that this is a show that focuses on "group travel", and you're here to work, not to really play, right?
In the past few years, Tranquility, who has devoted himself to reality shows, seems to have faded the filter of "high morality" and gradually reduced to a sensational "variety bastard" in the eyes of the public.
In "Chinese Restaurant 5", she was scolded for stepping on it, connotating other artists, and putting on a stinky shelf.
"Infinite Transcendence Class 2", people don't see her attainments in her old profession too much, but they can see that she really loves to encourage students indiscriminately and raises the bar with other mentors.
Some netizens came out to jump the prophet -
I have already seen that her true temperament is fake, and she actually has 800 hearts and eyes!
But I always feel that it is difficult to measure such a person as tranquility based on the number of "heart eyes" alone.
The premise of "overturning" should be that the car was driven well before, and even went quite smoothly.
And from the original broad road straight into this dead end, what happened to Tranquility?
Let's get to the bottom of it.
Drama spirit
The four words "success and retirement" are the realm that Chinese have pursued all their lives, and the same is true of the entertainment industry.
Just imagine, the big flowers who were so powerful back then rarely show up now, maybe they can't move anymore, or they may be afraid that the evening festival will not be guaranteed, so they simply play a set of legends that disappear.
The more mysterious it is, the more you can keep it.
is a generation older than the tranquility of the big flower, but does not abide by this invisible "rules", but plays the "self-lowering price" to flowers, which is also a strange story.
But here's actually a big contradiction-
If she wants to stand on the shelf of a big name and highlight her identity, it is the right solution to see the head and not the end like Maggie Cheung and Gong Li. In internal entertainment, fighting with the younger generation, comparing calculations, what kind of game is it?
Even if you are really short of money, you will be doing your job if you receive some money and bad movies, and it will not be more unseemly than being a so-called "variety show bastard".
But I later felt that when we tried Tranquility's, we were always too concerned about what she had to lose because of it—
Reputation, status, starlight, popularity......
Instead, we lose sight of what she got out of it.
The answer lies there: attention.
The problem is just that everyone understands that Tranquility wants to pay attention, but they don't necessarily know how much she sees these two words.
Tranquility once explained the opportunity for her to be on a reality show, saying that she had faded out of the film and television industry for two years, but found that some children really didn't know her anymore, and this fear made her enter this period of high exposure since "Sister Lang".
She is not a conspirator with a deep sense of the city, but a drama spirit with a clear purpose.
- I didn't make her up, she admitted it herself.
In 1999, she was nominated for the Golden Rooster Actress for "Yellow River Love".
But at the awards ceremony of the per capita suit dress, she wore a military coat to the banquet, and her sharp eyes seemed to be provoking the camera, which was intimidating.
Tranquility later recalled this out-of-the-circle scene, saying that she was worried that if she dressed too grandly, she would appear to care about the award, so she deliberately performed an indifferent gesture.
This is serene self-esteem.
Others want to be decent, so they would rather sacrifice some attention than put on a posturing job.
And Tranquility regards attention as the greatest decency, and tries to put on more postures.
When she was young, she shook the showbiz because of her cruel words of "only playing the heroine", because she thought that the director did not take herself seriously.
"I play a supporting role, I feel like I'm very serious about creating my character, a lot of people don't care about me, and the director doesn't value me...... I made a vow that I would never play a supporting role again, and if I wanted to play the leading role, I would play the leading role. ”
- Contemporary Television, 1994-11
Dare not look at Sister Jing properly? The consequences are severe.
Therefore, the eyes of the quiet mind are mostly true, and the true temperament can also be true, and the two are not in conflict at all.
She thinks that there are many dark and sinful things in her personality, and she is difficult to change, but she also does not want to hide them.
Because there's that bad stuff in my personality
Restless stuff
Restless stuff
I've been raising this since I was a child
So I always want to stand in the sun
Expose all my sins
Because I have a lot of time
It's someone who has that kind of dark thought
But I don't want to hide it
Jiang Wen once commented on Tranquility back then: The most impressive thing is her expressive face, I can't tell what it means, like a girl in the eyes of a teenager, quite mysterious and unattainable, and at the same time it can be broken at any time, making people re-imagine.
Today, it seems that these words are still an accurate portrayal of tranquility.
seems to be high-end, high-profile, and unattainable, and it always shatters people's beautiful imagination of her.
This trait can create the most outstanding actor and the most controversial artist.
antagonism
"Artist" is the new identity that Tranquility crowns give herself.
I prefer to believe that this is her self-hypnosis under the anxiety of being out of breath, aiming to give justification to her "sinking".
I can understand her nostalgia for this cheap heat.
In the first half of her life, her fiery and straightforward personality was actually a burden to her, and she could only continue to prove herself with her works in order to gain a firm foothold in this Vanity Fair.
Even the now famous "Flower Less 2", at that time, the blow to tranquility was far greater than the coolness.
She did gain unprecedented popularity because of this variety show, but the overwhelming abuse was the first time for a big name like her.
She admitted frankly that in the two years after "Flower Less 2", she has been deliberately concave and elegant and introverted.
It wasn't until "Sister Lang" 20 years ago that the rules of the game in the whole circle suddenly changed.
Tranquility suddenly discovered that tearing X is popular, it is legal to go crazy, and more importantly, the audience suddenly loves to see her "true temperament".
Tranquility went all the way from the interview with Yi Lijing to the night of the group, saying that there were many mistakes, and the more wrong they were, the more popular they became.
When a person's unconscious mistakes can be praised, then the next step is to consciously make mistakes.
In 2013, Tranquility served as a mentor for the performance show "Miracle Dream Factory".
Those inexplicable, deranged humorous comments, she came as open her mouth as she does now.
- But a little bit cartoonish
- Am I cartoonish?
But unlike now, she was quite ruthless and precise as a mentor at that time.
Although her eloquence is average, she is not from a professional class, and she has no way to output systematic theories, but she can always accurately find the core problems of students' performances and point them out, without losing the level of a good actor.
In contrast, her performance in "Infinite Transcendence Class 2" this year, even if it is not a gag, at least it is afraid that the world will not be chaotic.
The main victim this time is Hao Lei.
Hao Lei criticized actors for not wasting their energy in short dramas, and Tranquility immediately jumped out and said that the short dramas were good to watch and she had watched hundreds of episodes in one go; Hao Lei criticized actors for not going to live broadcasts to make quick money, and Tranquility immediately pretended to be stupid and said, "He is passively engaged in live broadcasts, but I am actively engaged in live broadcasts."
In addition to these elementary school students' bickering, the two also had two quite serious confrontations in the show.
Round 1，赵晴事件。
After the performance of student Zhao Qing, Hao Lei criticized her wrong performance very harshly because of her cherishing talent, and directly criticized her for being empty and disappointing in her heart.
Listening to the silence on the sidelines, his expression immediately changed.
When it was her turn to speak, she jumped out directly to confess Zhao Qing, and she didn't talk about any performance or creation, pure confession, pure liking.
Zhao Qing, who was still digesting Hao Lei's guidance, suddenly blossomed, and Hao Lei, who was still angry, suddenly darkened her face again.
Afterwards, Hao Lei had to help Tranquility who came to the door to find faults.
再是Round 2，金莎事件。
This duel is similar to the cause of the Zhao Qing incident, in short, the actor's poor performance, Hao Lei's criticism, and Tranquility's cover-up, but the contradiction between the two is even more intensified.
At the beginning, Hao Lei pointed out that Jin Sha broke away from the script and shed tears at the wrong time, while Sun Chengxiao didn't know how to be flexible and pretended not to see her cry, resulting in no communication between the two in the play.
Then, there was a serious theoretical lesson.
At this time, there were two people on the field who changed their faces-
has never liked to listen to the tranquility of people's big words, and Wu Zhenyu, who vaguely foresaw the next plot.
"Actually, I followed what Teacher Hao Lei said."
The quiet opening seemed polite, but Hao Lei's reaction seemed to have tasted the taste of trouble.
Jingjingzi then continued to boldly open the microphone-
Acting is a very private thing...... You just want to cry there, what's wrong?
郝蕾be like：大姐你认真的吗？
Strictly speaking, there is nothing wrong with the view of tranquility, she thinks that people's obedience to the feelings of the moment is the most natural performance, which is completely consistent with the experiential school practiced by Hao Lei.
But the problem is that Hao Lei is not talking about feelings here, but about the lack of communication between the two actors.
She also tried to explain it with label management, but Tranquility said high, just focusing on one thing, and didn't mean to communicate with her at all.
A rare teaching ended with the teacher breaking up and the students being confused.
Tranquility has said that she is a very confrontational person, and whenever someone shows her fangs in front of her, she will subconsciously fight back, even if it makes no sense.
She said it very accurately, the word "confrontational" is actually the version of "true temperament" that people like to see.
She symbolizes people's disdain for social rules, rebellion against clichéd rhetoric, and lives a free life for us that we dare not imagine.
In the past, she was rebellious and passive confrontation because of repression and discipline, but now she has gradually become provoking trouble out of thin air and taking the initiative to seek the enemy, and everything has completely changed.
She seems to have transformed from a suppressed person to a depressed person.
Hypochondricity
Looking at her response to the recent controversy in her live broadcast, you will feel an even more incomprehensible sense of contradiction.
Regarding the performance on "Infinity 2", Tranquility said that peers can't judge the strength and weakness of technology, let alone talk nonsense by pretending to be seniors.
Paradoxically, she is the one who enjoys the aura of her predecessors the most in the show, and she is also the one who is most worthy of the words "nonsense".
And for the new season of "Little Flowers", her explanation is also intriguing-
"Little Flowers" has its own temperament
They just love it
It is such a kind of floral temperament
You have to understand the show
Also, everyone has a different division of labor
I think my division of labor is my personal life
"Each show has its own temperament" is a new truth realized in her career as a "variety show bastard".
And taking the initiative to cooperate and find her own division of labor seems to be her new means of coping with work.
So when Tranquility began to operate different characters in each variety show, did her "true temperament" personality collapse?
Infatuation.
Because Tranquility didn't run anything new, but just deliberately put different aspects of her personality into different programs-
The paranoid and willful part, she still gave "Little Flowers"; For the arrogant and conceited part, she gave "Infinity" again, and so on.
Of course, this can also reflect her "heart and eyes", but the level is very low, and it is still at the entry level of "watching people put dishes on the plate".
But the weirdest thing about this live broadcast is her next conclusion-
She said that people can't have too much self-awareness in a team.
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In fact, Tranquility has always been a person who contradicts herself, and in "Sister Lang", her "static logic" that does not match the preface became famous.
Out-of-character, emotional, and attention-hungry, people would say that this is the quintessential "performative personality".
And if you look up the etymology, you will find that the foreign name for "histrionic personality" comes from hysteria, hysteria, or "hysteria".
Here, hysteria does not refer to a clinical disease, but to a personality structure, and everyone has this tendency to varying degrees.
Interestingly, in the history of psychiatry, hysteria was basically considered to be exclusive to women, and it manifested itself as a state like this-
The personality is a mixture of narcissism, selfishness, and low self-esteem at the same time;
Resistant to authority, often standing up against others;
Always complain that others don't understand you, but in fact you don't understand yourself;
constantly talking about their desires, but always unable to explain their desires;
……
Ariki Yu? Shizuko Motoko Shizuko.
Of course, this is not a diagnosis, but a general problem in society.
In Lacan's theory, the central question of hysteria is how to be a woman.
They are desperate for the affirmation and acceptance of others, so they will try to show themselves, improve themselves, and even appear pompous and contrived, all in order to become a fascinating ideal.
For example, like the haunting portrait in "Sunny Day".
This is actually a common psychology among women throughout history, who believe that there is a perfect "woman" template, who will never lack a dress that flatters them, and who will always feel that their makeup should be removed.
And the ultimate pursuit of perfection also makes it difficult for women with hysterical personality to maintain long-term love.
Because when they find a partner by fantasy, they will immediately find that they have fallen off the altar and lost their charm.
Pursuing the affirmation of others all his life sounds like objectifying oneself completely.
But after accumulating enough disappointment, the situation will be reversed, and the hysterical personality will suddenly realize -
It turns out that it is not the perfect other that attracts the flawed me, but the perfect me who complements the flawed other.
The hysterical personality is ostensibly to serve the master, but in fact she only regards herself as the master, and those of us who are others have become a part of her and her narcissus.
There is an absolute self-identity in Tranquility's bones.
This kind of personality is so strong that when she thinks she is serving the audience, she is often self-satisfied, and because of this inconsistency in words and deeds, her "overturning" is basically only a matter of time, and we will find out that we have been deceived one day.
But is this personality bad?
I can't say never.
In my opinion, "hysteria" is both a huge weakness of Serenity and her unique talent.
talent
There are two types of people in the world, one is the stupid person who is anti-rational, and the other is the genius who is arrogant.
When these two are added together, we get a serenity.
Serenity is indeed a person who is not very reasonable at times.
But, after all, man is a believer in experience.
The experience of Tranquility's entire career clearly tells her that those things that seem to others to be the most unreasonable and unruly, as long as she does them, the wrong ones can become right.
How could she not be narcissistic.
For example, the almost nonsense remarks between her and Hao Lei above, she must have thought it deeply.
After all, when she was on "IMHO" in 18 years, she expressed exactly the same thing -
But who said she couldn't laugh?
Why?
Who doesn't eat screws when talking?
Why a performance time
It requires you not to eat screws
Your tongue is not straight
A lot of people don't have their tongues straightened
This is life
This is directly referring to the incident of "The Birth of an Actor" next door, Zhang Ziyi's criticism of Shuangzi's acting and laughter.
Tranquility is justified because she herself loves to act like this.
She is best at creating anti-intuitive and anti-common sense, but the presentation is always real and vivid.
"Infinity 2" has a clip that was not cut into the feature film.
When remaking "Infernal Affairs", Tranquility felt that Gao Haining played the role of an undercover agent very well, but it was too straightforward and needed to add a little more something.
She couldn't understand what it was, but she instinctively felt that Gao Haining regarded death too much as home, and didn't have enough depth.
Because of his stupid mouth, the play is even more messy-
It's just a moment
Either your eyes are loosened a little more
Or just a little tighter
Just a little
Very little
But when she demonstrated it herself, everyone got it at once.
This is a complex feeling that has long expected this day, mixed with surprise, confusion, calmness, and a bit of nostalgia.
Although it was an unexpected reaction, it completely elevated the level.
What this look gives is actually the sense of communication and dialogue that Hao Lei said about the performance.
Oh Jin-woo, the protagonist of "Infernal Affairs 2", was ecstatic when he saw Tranquility's interpretation and shouted "It's so beautiful".
Looking at her previous classic images, she often has this "unreasonable" aesthetic orientation.
The example of the rotten is the crying scene in "The Secret History of Xiaozhuang", when he learned of Dorgon's death. Other actors would have cried and fainted, but Tranquility reached out and touched his eyes and found that he had no tears.
At that time, Da Yu'er pretended to be the world in her heart, and she was no longer only a young man, she could no longer be as simple and enthusiastic as in the past.
So the next collapse is not only to pay tribute to the original sweetheart, but also to pay tribute to the young self.
Another less popular case is her famous work "Cannon Twin Lights".
This film is about a big feudal family that has no children to inherit the family business, so the girl Chunzhi dresses up as a man as the owner, and orders her not to marry for life.
Tranquility plays this tragic character.
It is not difficult to guess that the direction of this story must be the awakening of Harueda.
A person who has been imprisoned in his desires and erased his identity since he was a child suddenly discovers the secrets of the female body and experiences happiness for the first time in the pain and depression of life.
How would she react?
Satisfy? Amazement? Excited? Ecstasy?
The serene answer is: panic, anxiety, pain.
Touching her breasts with both hands, she frowned as if she had been electrocuted, and looked confused.
Tranquility herself may not be able to refine that a long-disciplined woman trying to find herself is destined to be full of pain and trauma.
But her keen sensibility directly led her to the true meaning with her performance.
Facing her fragile self in the mirror, she hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to face it.
When she finally looked up, tears glistening, and her face finally revealed the surprise and tremor of discovering a new world.
What is top talent? Here it is.
Her subconscious pursuit of perfection inevitably makes her an artist.
Tranquility said that actors can "go up and play with almost zero skills", as long as they poke there and talk.
This is a sincere Versailles, she really thinks that Hao Lei's set of big truths is useless, and Zhang Ziyi's deduction of details is superfluous.
She practiced it herself, and the more wrong the acting, the more right it was. In 93, she just entered the film studio, and the following year she filmed this "Cannon Double Lights", and won an international A-class actress.
She was just 22 years old.
In the same year, she also played a girl named Milan in a movie called "Sunny Day".
She is a concrete Beijing girl, a carrier of desire in the protagonist's fantasy, and an abstract symbol of that old time.
Today, this character has become a statue of a god in Chinese film history.
How does Serenity, you ask, understand this complex character?
Serenity said, I don't understand.
You have such a high-speed tranquility into the crew, remember the principle she gave when it was small-
"I don't have a specific concept of what kind of character I am suitable to play, I just have a feeling, if the role can move me, I can play it."
- Contemporary Television, 1994-11
Anthracene, she just feels it.
Therefore, tranquility is not that you don't understand the basic skills of when to cry and laugh, but just don't take it seriously.
Zhou Xiaowen, the director of "The Legend of Lü Buwei", once praised Tranquility's control. When filming the coronation of Ying Zheng, he asked Tranquility to be at the moment when he hugged his son, and tears happened to flow from his left eye.
Tranquility is coming, and the timing is just right.
What's even more terrifying is that because of the photographer's mistake at that time, Tranquility cried twice and was not photographed, and the version we see now is the third one that Tranquility herself is not sure of.
Geniuses tend to be narcissistic and even become superstitious about themselves.
The serenity of eternal contradiction is itself a paradox -
She presents so many deep people because she believes in herself.
But because she only believes in herself, she doesn't really care about others.
Mu Qiang
Red River Valley is my favorite work of tranquility.
In this movie, the Tibetan princess Danzhu she plays is almost the embodiment of her own image -
From afar, she is the most beautiful wildflower in the mountains, sacred and beautiful.
But back in life, you will find that she is so rebellious and arrogant, like a beast that can never be tamed.
I just let her kneel on her own
Promise not to bother me again in the future
And the only person who can make Danzhu lower his arrogant head is a poor boy named Gesang.
- The reason is simple, because only he dares to disobey the orders of the princess.
The essence of Danzhu and Tranquility is the same, they are the most wild and animal women, and the underlying logic of nature is Mu Qiang.
Only those who can overpower themselves will see it, and others are just tools to bring out their uniqueness.
As a result, many people feel that Tranquility loves to watch people serve dishes.
Yi Lijing mentioned her title of "Gong Li's successor" back then, and she first replied with contempt and contempt, "Why should I take over her class".
Then when I came back to my senses, I still honestly admitted: It's not that I can't take it, it's that I can't take it.
When she met superstar Lin Qingxia, her posture was even lower to the dust, and she said all kinds of beautiful words, but I never saw her praise herself so much.
When the two met, it was even more rare to show their most humble and respectful fan sister.
The logic of Mu Qiang's criticism is like this, when there is a strong person, she is immediately humbled; When there is no strong man, she admires herself.
So other artists who don't have her big names and don't have her senior ones take her seriously? No.
Zhang Ziyi's gang got mixed up with this status, and she had to fight back to the "Four Little Flowers of many years ago" in her mouth.
What "big flowers"? I haven't heard of it, but there is anyone who is bigger than me?
And the current trend is that when a celebrity rolls over, people immediately start to question whether they are not worthy of their name.
For example, after Zhou Xun fell into the "Daru" turmoil, many netizens criticized her for not knowing how to act, and the actresses were all famous.
Tranquility certainly can't be escaped.
Various groups on the Internet have never stopped comparing her with Dahua, not to know, it turns out that Tranquility has won three relatively large awards.
took out the big vase Fan Bingbing in the public's impression, and it seemed that it was enough to make the tranquility seconds several rounds.
But the problem is that Dahua is in the era of superstars after the highly developed entertainment industry, they have strength, and they have the precise cooperation of background, connections, resources, capital and personal means, which is already another dimension of fighting.
What is the situation in the entertainment industry of Tranquility's debut?
The "Five Golden Flowers" in the 80s are still influencing domestic entertainment, in addition to Gong Xue, Zhu Lin, Tao Huimin and other corners.
These actors are often at the artist level, not to mention Gong Li, who has sprung up in the back, none of them are soft persimmons.
Five Golden Flowers: Liu Xiaoqing, Siqin Gaowa, Chen Chong, Zhang Yu, Pan Hong
and those who have been active for a similar time to her are Da Song Jia, Chen Jin, Jiang Wenli, Xu Fan, Alia, and Xi Meijuan.
"Sunny Days" has a supporting role with few scenes, and it is the later Xiao Tao Hong.
In the heyday of Chinese films, in that era when the gods gathered, the weight of every award won by Tranquility was not comparable to today.
In addition, the 90s happened to be the era of stratification and industrialization of the domestic entertainment circle.
The fifth and sixth generations of directors are at the peak, the Beijing circle and the northwest circle divide resources and contacts, colleges and universities such as China Opera, Nortel, and Shanghai Opera rely on alumni to form their own networks, and capital like Huayi Brothers has gradually become the controller of the film and television industry.
On the other hand, Tranquility, non-professional, outsiders, no one knows anyone and everyone dares to offend, although she is backed by the unit, but the Shanghai Film Studio has been in decline in the 90s, so the resources she can touch are really limited.
In such an era, with pure natural empowerment and tranquility, he is really qualified to be "strong" to himself.
Serenity's pride is not only because she knows how strong she is, but also because she understands how strong her opponent is.
Father
From 93 to 94, a terrifying melon spread everywhere in the whole internal entertainment -
Jiang Wen, who wanted to transform into a director at that time, successfully set up a project with the funding of his girlfriend. His girlfriend not only invested in Jiang Wen, but also helped him choose a good heroine.
As a result, Jiang Wen and the heroine actually had a scandal.
This heroine, of course, is Serenity.
At that time, Jiang Wen's girlfriend was called Liu Xiaoqing.
"Today's Style" 1996-2
The truth of this past is still intriguing, and gossips often mention it to Tranquility.
And I was also picking up this old thing, and I suddenly realized one thing-
Jiang Wen actually met two women who were so similar at the same time.
Don't you think? Liu Xiaoqing and Tranquility are completely the same kind of people.
Just a while ago, Liu Xiaoqing, who was 71 years old at the time, was hotly discussed because of his calm madness.
said that he wanted to play Daji in "Fengshen", and said that he could still play the vigorous vitality of twenty or thirty years old.
The most outrageous thing is that after watching the movie "I Love You! , Ms. Liu Xiaoqing actually danced CP in front of the main owner, and forced the leading actor Hui Yinghong to ask if she wanted to marry Ni Dahong.
Hui Yinghong replied that he had a family, and she continued to make suggestions: Then you become an extra, supernumerary.
In Liu Xiaoqing's eyes, it was only enough to fit himself.
I don't know if when she was casting for "Sunny Days" in 93, she could only see the girl who was most like herself.
Tranquility and Liu Xiaoqing are both typical old-school independent women.
The common characteristic of these women is that they have taken advantage of the progress of the times to stand in a position of competing with men, but there is still a kind of conservatism and obsolescence in their bones.
They can't say anything that makes modern women happy, but you say they're not independent?
Their domineering life is the best answer.
In recent years, the public has loved to use a word: "patricide".
It comes from the ancient Greece tragedy "Oedipus the King", which tells the story of Oedipus who became a sinner who killed his father and married his mother because of fate. But now it is used to refer to the process by which each person overthrows the authority that has shrouded him or her and achieves self-independence.
But in fact, people often ignore the intention of "marrying a mother" -
Don't think of it as an ethical tragedy. The point is that when Oedipus became his mother's husband, he became his own father.
Yes, Ning Jing and Liu Xiaoqing are both people who have achieved "killing their fathers".
But after clearing the big daddy in their lives, they occupied this position instead.
Because of this, people often say that their speeches have a "daddy flavor".
Please note that I am not criticizing them, this is actually a detour that women will inevitably take in their upbringing. They have gone too far in their actions, and the ideological level of society has not yet been able to adapt to their evolution, so they can only apply the most old-fashioned experience to become a "patriarchal" strong woman.
To a certain extent, Tranquility or Liu Xiaoqing's current "overturn" was doomed when they became famous.
They create great things, and they are bound to be criticized in this era.
And this is clearly an unsolvable proposition.
Tranquility and Liu Xiaoqing don't know that they can save their reputation by going into seclusion? But can they endure this loneliness?
In the midst of their great discomfort with the world, we hear this argument -
I want to change myself
But I was reluctant to change myself
This is the smartest sentence that Serenity has ever said.
She subconsciously grasped her predicament, but in action she continued her adventures in the entertainment industry.
Everyone actually enjoys playing the victim, and she likes to play her own victim the most-
"Well, if only I weren't this character."
In fact, she was happy with everything about herself.
Unknown
The article was written so long that even I was surprised, but the more I wrote, the more confused I became.
I can't predict Serenity's future, and I think so does she.
Over the years, she has frequently mentioned that she doesn't want to act because there is no script suitable for her.
But I think what is more in line with her true thoughts in her heart is what she said to Yi Lijing: "I don't want to hurt it."
This "it" refers to the performance, and it is also the most sublime thing in her mind.
Today's tranquility, whether at work or in a show like "Infinity", has traces of deliberate avoidance of performance. And this evasion is nothing more than two solutions -
First, she feels that these works are not worthy of acting by herself.
Two, she felt that she was no longer worthy of acting.
There is often inferiority under extreme self-esteem, and I'm not sure if Tranquility, who was branded as a "variety show bastard", began to be shameless to face the identity of an actor because of this.
But the way forward can only be explored by herself.
Will Serenity lose its aura altogether someday? Or will she become the most shining performing artist again with a work in the future?
Nobody knows.
A woman's life is unpredictable, especially such a great, weird, vibrant, and headache-inducing woman.