Among the thousands of songs that Bugs has published, "Am I your most beloved person" means a lot to him.
It was the first album song he co-produced, and it also established his creative position in the Chinese music scene.
The song sounds like a love song, but it's actually a song written by Bugs in honor of his father, describing the pain of losing a loved one.
The old man's wife died for many years living alone, and the little worm moved into the old man's house and also received a lot of help and warmth from the old man.
The little worm said that although he had never worshiped the old man as a dry father, in his heart the old man was already his dry father.
Thinking of the love between grandparents, it is as if some happiness and relief have been heard in this song of mourning.
Still full of strength in the midst of the touch, this vivid and beautiful love has become an empty valley in my life.
Listening to Pan Yueyun's singing, the whole person fell into deep sadness, and the tears couldn't help but slide down.
Ease your mood, open the comments of the song, full of sadness, the feeling of missing your deceased relatives, and the feeling of regret that your son wants to raise and can't wait.
Bugs' first album on Rolling Stone records was Pan Yueyun's album.
In 1989, Pan Yueyun released the album "Am I Your Most Beloved Person", the title of the same name was composed by Xiao Bug, Pan Yueyun's affectionate and gentle singing voice sang the love and heart of women, and sang for more than twenty years.
A lot of words, put in the heart, do not know how to say, that is because the sadness can only be known to themselves, this song is very sad, but very warm, because the story behind, although there are many versions of the story, but the truth is always in that song.
We always like to say that time is still there, and the days are still long, and we ignore the people around us who love us.
The person we are going to talk about today is Pan Yueyun.
Pan Yueyun, a 64-year-old love song diva, lost 8 million yuan to her ex-husband after being photographed as a third party living together.
As a hall-of-fame singer in the music scene in the 1980s and 1990s, her singing voice accompanied the memories of a generation's youth.
Time has passed, and now she has long disappeared and even been forgotten.
And the decline in her career is directly related to that unhappy marriage.
Pan Yueyun can sing, which has a lot to do with the environment in which she grew up as a child. Pan Yueyun's parents love music, and there are a lot of vinyl records at home, so her entertainment since she was a child is to stay quietly at home and listen to songs.
The song is natural and affectionate, and has a great influence on Pan Yueyun.
In Pan Yueyun's lonely childhood, these beautiful songs deeply soothed her soul.
For her, music is playmate.
This can be regarded as her musical enlightenment, and it is precisely because of the small ear that Pan Yueyun has extraordinary achievements in music.
When she was 17 years old, her parents died suddenly and unexpectedly, and the family changes forced her to grow up overnight. Forced to make a living, she began a half-work and half-school life, became a resident singer in a bar, and thus met Su Rui.
Until Pan Yueyun was met by his friend Tai Zhaomei at the school performance party, the trajectory of his life began to change completely.
Listening to Pan Yueyun singing Tai Zhaomei, she was very amazing, and after returning to Taipei, she recommended Pan Yueyun to Rolling Stone Records.
In the recording room, she sang "Forget Who I Am", "Just Like Your Tenderness" and a Western folk song.
She is the first singer to sign a contract with the Rolling Stones, and has overshadowed Chen Shuhua, Qi Yu and Lin Yilian.
Sanmao commented: "Qi Yu's voice is the immortal's moving, and Pan Yueyun is the female demon's soul-stirring. ”
Pan Yueyun is not beautiful, but it is special enough.
Sanmao later called her "Cleopatra."
She followed her musical path desperately.
In 1980, Pan Yueyun released a song "My Thoughts" and officially debuted, and as the Rolling Stones became more and more important to her, Pan Yueyun continued to release several songs.
The media have reported that Pan Yueyun has also become a little famous.
While the iron was hot, Pan Yueyun then released many songs, the most widely circulated of which was the song "Wild Lilies Also Have Spring".
In fact, quite a few things happened when the song was created.
Luo Dayou once said that wild lilies also have springs, which are his own more commercial works, and this song seems to have been invited to write by others.
Everyone will be soft in the face of love, especially for men who engage in art. There must be Luo Dayou's own love experience in this song, but it does not specifically design a certain person.
When recalling the recording of the song "Wild Lilies Also Have Spring", Pan Yueyun said that at that time, Luo Dayou hoped that she would drink some small wine to relax her nerves, but she drank the whole bottle of wine and did not have anything to do.
Pan Yueyun is a voice that can be recognized at first listen, the timbre is silky, flexible and clear, and the wide range of tones makes her songs calmly enter and exit various melodies and arrangements. "
This is what professionals say about her.
She became a popular figure in the Taiwanese pop music scene at that time, and was favored by almost all the folk song creators of that era, so that she could always enjoy the highest level of creation that symbolized the highest level of Taiwan at that time in each album.
But at that time, Pan Yueyun simply dominated Taiwan's music scene, and her influence in the Taiwanese music scene was particularly high.
However, compared to her music career, her emotional path seems to be somewhat eclipsed.
In 1997, Pan Yueyun opened a restaurant in Tamsui, and one day, Huang Guangquan inexplicably broke into the store.
At first, Pan Yueyun thought it was a doomed fate, after all, "Casablanca" said this: "There are so many towns in the world, and there are so many taverns in towns, but you came here." "
The two fell in love for many years, soon married, and gave birth to a lovely daughter.
In the hearts of the outside world, Pan Yueyun has a successful career and a happy family, which can be described as unlimited scenery.
But in fact, soon after marriage, the two had some contradictions.
Huang Guangzhong took care of his family and children at home, and Huang Guangzhong, who could not go out to work for the sake of the family for a long time, gradually felt the gap between himself and his wife.
Perhaps it was the psychology of the man, who gradually became inferior and anxious, and began to complain to Pan Yueyun.
Pan Yueyun couldn't even stand Huang Guangquan's mental devastation and moved home 3 times. Every time she moved, Huang Guangquan would rely on her to death, and during her performance abroad, she broke into the house on the pretext of watching her daughter and secretly assigned a key.
In the past 10 years of marriage, Pan Yueyun has been saving the marriage in addition to making money to support the family.
"It's not hard to raise a family, but after working hard to create and strive for happiness, it is still not as expected."
Even when Pan Yueyun was pregnant, Huang Guang all threatened her with domestic violence.
Because of her husband's behavior towards Pan Yueyun, she really couldn't stand it, so she quickly found Xiao San, but she did not expect to be caught and raped by her husband in bed soon after, and the two eventually divorced.
The divorce is a relief for Pan Yueyun.
The goddess of singing, who was once very popular, has now become poor.
It is said that in order to survive, she even borrowed money everywhere, even borrowing a small amount of 10,000 or 20,000, which was really sad.