1. The life of an actor who keeps an empty room alone
In a silent room, only the clock on the wall ticks, as if to announce its existence in the silence. The actor Guo Jinglin sat alone on the soft sofa, gently stroking the actor trophy he had just won with both hands, and his eyes flashed with a strange light.
Bright sunlight shone in through the window, pouring on his tired but glorious body, and the trophy glittered in the sunlight, exuding a brilliant golden glow.
His gaze, however, was dim, and he did not seem to feel the slightest pleasure in this supreme honor. His mind drifted into the distance, recalling the good times he spent with his late lover Tong Xin, when they were so in love and so looking forward to walking through the long years together.
However, fate was so cruel, Tong Xin was ruthlessly taken away by the disease, leaving him alone in this cold world. He raised his head and stared at the unique roe deer's antler-shaped trophy, tears quietly slipped down, and his heart was filled with endless sadness and helplessness.
Second, the youth of ordinary families
Guo Jinglin was born in an ordinary Beijing worker family, his parents were hard-working and simple workers, although their lives were not rich, they still lived a comfortable and comfortable life.
At the door of the house is the back door of the dormitory of the Beijing People's Art Theater, and since childhood, Guo Jinglin has been deeply attracted by the strong artistic atmosphere there.
Although his parents often warned him to stay away from those who "make plays", Guo Jinglin's love for acting burned like a fire and deepened day by day. As a child, he was mischievous and mischievous, often sneaking through the back door with his friends to play.
Over time, it gradually became a place of joy for them, and he was fascinated by the performing arts he was secretly exposed to. In order to study stage performance in depth, the smart and clever Guo Jinglin even memorized all the thick "Ci Hai", which made his academic performance improve by leaps and bounds.
The life that was originally as peaceful as water has undergone earth-shaking changes after the birth of his sister. At first, Guo Jinglin was full of anticipation and looking forward to sharing more family time with this blood-related relative.
However, as time passed, the family gradually noticed that there seemed to be something unusual about her sister, and she was unable to address him as "brother".
After the doctor's diagnosis, my sister was diagnosed with congenital intellectual disability, which undoubtedly brought a heavy blow to this originally happy family.
In that era of poverty, they were always engaged in all kinds of tedious and tiring work after school, earning a small remuneration to survive the difficult times of life. Even in such a difficult environment, Tong Xin never showed the slightest dissatisfaction or accusation against Guo Jinglin's family background, on the contrary, she guarded this immature teenager with that pure and sincere love, and gave him endless courage and strength with invisible spiritual power.
3. The confused years when he first set foot in the entertainment industry
One day, an attractive recruitment message attracted Guo Jinglin's curious heart, and he bravely went to the interview with enthusiasm, never thinking that this attempt would change the trajectory of his life and let him step into the door of the entertainment industry.
His debut on stage gave him a strong longing and desire to become a professional actor.
Returning home full of joy, Guo Jinglin couldn't wait to share this joy with his parents, but his parents' reaction surprised him. The two old men are deeply trapped in the stereotype of the profession of "drama", and they are angry and resolutely opposed to Guo Jinglin's pursuit of his dreams.
His father sternly told him not to blindly follow because his neighbor was the famous actor Mei Baojiu, although the two families lived next to each other, they kept a distance from each other's professions, and the profession of an actor was not worthy of respect in their eyes.
In the face of the resolute opposition of his parents, Guo Jinglin's heart instantly fell to the bottom, and the eager expectations and enthusiasm that had been once seemed to be extinguished by a basin of cold water. However, it was Tong Xin, who was always by his side, who looked at him with her clear and bright eyes, and gave him firm support and encouragement with silent actions, allowing him to regain his confidence and determination in his acting career.
With Tong Xin's full support and the reluctance of his parents, Guo Jinglin was finally admitted to the Central Academy of Drama as he wished. During his time in school, he gave full play to his talents, rose rapidly, and became a "man of the hour" who went hand in hand with his classmate Xu Zheng.
Everyone firmly believes that his future will be brilliant and he will be able to achieve outstanding achievements on the road of acting.
However, the reality is cruel and unforgiving. In the years after graduation, Guo Jinglin could only barely make ends meet. He once questioned whether he had made the right choice and whether it would have been wiser to follow his parents' advice.
However, it was Tong Xin's unwavering support and encouragement that allowed him to always stick to his dream.
Just when Guo Jinglin was struggling alone in his career, a sudden bad news came like a storm - the news of his mother's death due to illness. In order to take care of his intellectually disabled sister and troubled father, he even wanted to give up his passion for acting.
If it weren't for Tong Xin's firm support and relief at the critical moment, Guo Jinglin might have missed the opportunity to realize his dream forever.
Wanton, entangled in Tong Xin's affectionate love
After experiencing the ups and downs of life, Tong Xin has always been by Guo Jinglin's side, becoming an indispensable spiritual sustenance and powerful driving force in his life journey. In 2000, Guo Jinglin emerged with the work "The Woman Walking in the Gobi" and made an important breakthrough in his career, and he did not hesitate to choose to enter the marriage hall with his beloved Tong Xin.
Everyone thought that their love story would come to a perfect end and they would live happily ever after. However, fate did not favor them extraordinarily, and the newlyweds' marriage road was full of ups and downs.
Looking back on the past, it turns out that the affectionate love between Guo Jinglin and Tong Xin has sprouted as early as their youth. At that time, they were immature and innocent, and they often walked hand in hand near the back door of the Renyi dormitory, enjoying a carefree time.
Tong Xin is a cheerful girl who can always bring laughter and positive power to Guo Jinglin, who loves to perform, and dispel the haze in his heart.
With the passage of time, Tong Xin gradually became aware of Guo Jinglin's deep dedication to the acting career and the ambition to be uneasy about the status quo, so she silently watched him with clear and bright eyes, giving him endless encouragement and support in a unique way to help him bravely pursue his dreams.
In this way, the connection between the two has become more and more intimate, and the vague friendship has been sublimated into another deeper emotion.
Later, due to the need to take care of his younger sister with intellectual disabilities at home, Guo Jinglin had no choice but to give up his studies and rely on part-time jobs to make a living. However, Tong Xin never changed his deep affection for him because of his poverty, but gave him selfless care and material assistance when he was most difficult.
Faced with his parents' strong opposition to his acting career, Guo Jinglin was once confused, but it was Tong Xin's consistent encouragement and support that made him regain his enthusiasm and pursuit for his career.
These two lovers, with their pure and flawless emotions and the belief of supporting each other, spent that challenging time together. In the end, when Guo Jinglin's career began to show results, his first task was to fulfill the promise he had made - to marry the love of his heart, Tong Xin, and unswervingly express his eternal deep friendship with her.
However, life seems to play a joke on them, and just as they are immersed in the sweet and sweet atmosphere after their marriage, fate starts a new round of cruel banter.
Fifth, the heavy blow of his wife's critical illness
After entering the palace of marriage, Tong Xin still gave Guo Jinglin endless support and forgiveness as in the past. After experiencing the baptism of wind and rain, they finally ushered in a small breakthrough in their careers in 2007.
However, at this time, a sudden disaster ruthlessly destroyed their otherwise beautiful future.
That year, Tong Xin, who was pregnant, went to the hospital for routine prenatal check-ups, which was originally just a normal affair. However, when the test results were announced, both of them were stunned - the report revealed that Tong Xin had advanced breast cancer, and the condition was so severe that not only could not be preserved, but even Tong Xin herself was facing a threat to her life.
Upon learning the bad news, Guo Jinglin was heartbroken, and tears flowed like a spring. He clasped his wife's hands, and his heart was full of deep self-reproach: Is it because he is too desperate for fame and fortune and neglects the health of his lover? If only I had noticed it earlier...... But what good is remorse? The most important thing at the moment is to do everything possible to save Tong Xin's life.
Tong Xin saw the pain, guilt and self-blame on her husband's face, she did not cry or complain, but stretched out her slender fingers, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and gently comforted: "Don't be sad, life is the most precious treasure."
We all need to have the courage to face it and believe that everything will be okay."
Hearing his wife's tough words, Guo Jinglin's heart was full of helplessness and helplessness. He nodded vigorously, his eyes becoming more determined. Indeed, at this moment he must learn to make decisive decisions, to use courage and determination to defy fate and defend their love and happiness.
After a thorough evaluation, the doctors recommended that Tong Xin's cancer be treated as a priority. This means that the young mother will lose the opportunity to become a mother forever.
Faced with a major choice of life and death, Tong Xin chose to survive without hesitation. She said to Guo Jinglin: "Only living can bring the greatest hope, and about the child, let it go with the wind."
When his eyes touched the affectionate Tong Xin, Guo Jinglin was once again deeply moved by her tenacity and kindness. He was so determined that he vowed to rescue the most precious man to him.
So, in the days to come, all members of the family worked together and devoted themselves to Tong Xin's treatment process. And it was this man who once cherished the expectation of fatherly love, and since then has permanently lost the possibility of becoming a father.
During the treatment, Tong Xin showed great strength and optimism, never revealing any negative emotions, but comforting her husband in her ingenious way: "Don't be sad, our love is not limited to this life.
"We might as well think of this as our lack of fate in this life, and we can still continue our fate in the next life."
Listening to his wife's comforting words, Guo Jinglin not only sincerely admired and admired her, but also added a determination and courage to her heart. It is true that instead of leaving regrets and burdens in life, it is better to cherish what you have in front of you.
Therefore, in the following days, Guo Jinglin accompanied Tong Xin wholeheartedly, caring for and caring for this beloved person in his unique way.
Just as they support each other and work together to get through difficult times, an unexpected job opportunity shatters the peace. In 2008, Xiaoxiang Film Company took a fancy to Guo Jinglin's excellent acting skills and warmly invited him to go to a different place to participate in the filming of a film.
Faced with this rare opportunity, Guo Jinglin was a little hesitant at first. After all, his wife's condition is not yet fully stabilized, and he really can't leave with peace of mind.