It is really not easy for people to live for a lifetime, some people say that this life is life, and fate will be arranged for you in life.
Sometimes, I feel compelled to admit that it's like a truth that my peers are in different situations when they retire.
At the age of 60, I have been working part-time since I retired, but people like my friends have not had such a hard time as me, and they play at home all day long.
Sometimes I feel lost, not knowing when this life will end.
Born in 1965, I am 60 years old this year, I graduated from a regular medical school in 1987, and I was assigned to work in a public town hospital after graduation.
But the good times did not last long, and after working for more than ten years, the hospital was sold by the government to individuals and turned into a private enterprise.
Then I worked in the private sector for a few years and then quit to work in the south, and I worked for 10 years.
As a result, my personnel relations were placed in the talent center, and I paid social security by myself.
When I was 50 years old 9 years ago, I retired according to the company, and my initial pension was only 1762 yuan.
With the continuous rise of the pension, it has only risen to 2682 yuan, because of my pitiful pension, so it has led to my retirement in the past 9 years, I have insisted on continuing to work, sometimes I also feel quite lost, I don't know when this life is an end.
Friends who often see headlines say that after retirement, they should stop working and enjoy life.
But I want to say that this is what everyone wants, enjoy life well, but have capital, just like my pension of 2,000 yuan a month, if he alone depends on him to meet the needs of daily life, it is more than enough, but as I get older, I am afraid that this money will be a drop in the bucket when I am sick and hospitalized.
Therefore, I always feel that if I am still healthy, I can't choose to lie down comfortably, or continue to work and make money when I have a platform to earn money, and earn some pension money for myself, after all, when people are old, money is the confidence and dignity of the elderly to survive.
However, sometimes I feel quite lost, is this kind of life going on like this?
If one day in the future, all of a sudden, I am gone, will I have regrets in this life?
Because I have been working all my life, it can be said that I have not enjoyed a single day of happiness. But again, this is an unsolvable topic, because everyone doesn't know what the end will be.
If I know that my end point is still 10 years, 8 years or 3 years and 5 years, then I will definitely end this kind of part-time work, I want to go to all parts of the motherland to have a good time, stroll, take a look, to browse the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, taste the food of various places, feel the different customs and customs of various places, and let me not come to the world in vain.
But the difficulty is that the accident and tomorrow do not know which will come first, each of us is so confused to spend the Spring and Autumn Festival, and one day is one less day.
Actually, I envy my friend, who retired from his teaching position and has a pension of 6,000 yuan a month.
After he retired, he went to the university for the elderly, and every day from Monday to Friday, he went to the university for the elderly to learn how to walk as a model, and then went to participate in some competitions.
Some time ago, I also sent me a few videos, and after watching them, I was really touched and envious, I think that being like a friend is called life, and I am full of life is called life.
But, despite this, I still don't have the courage to quit now, and I also go to a senior college and learn my favorite modeling steps.
However, I have no choice but to be shy, how dare I compare with my friends, of course people are not afraid of six or seven thousand yuan a month, I can't do it, just my 2,000 yuan, if there is really a problem in the future, then it will be called every day, and the earth is not spiritual.
In today's society, if you borrow a penny from anyone, even if you can open your mouth, no one will happily lend you money, including children.
Now, like us born in the 60s, there is only one child in every family, and he can stretch his own small family to the full, which is the luck of us old people, can we still count on him to support the elderly? That's simply not possible.
Therefore, for an old man like me with a small pension, I feel that my future is very confused, that is, I continue to work every day to make money, until one day it is suddenly gone, and that is also my own creation.
I was thinking that there must be a lot of people in real life who are like me and don't have the capital to enjoy a truly comfortable retirement.
I had to continue to run around every day. Although I have a mirror in my heart, I should choose to enjoy life while I am just 60 years old now.
However, reality does not allow for compromise.
At the age of 60, I have been working part-time since I retired, and sometimes I feel very lost, I don't know where the road is, I don't know when it will end, do you feel the same way as me? Let's talk in the comment area.