First of all, let's take a look at Zhu Xun's moving moment full of sadness and helplessness - she silently held the portrait of her mother, her eyes were empty, her face was gloomy, and she was as white as paper. Such a brilliant "CCTV first sister" who once shined in the Spring Festival Gala is now haggard and depressed, as if her soul has left her body.
Despite her neat professional outfit and smart ponytail hairstyle, she seems to be more than a decade older than the other stars around her.
Zhu Xun looked around and couldn't help but recall the short but precious two-month reunion time before his mother's death. At that time, she wore a red sweater given by her mother, and was busy in the kitchen herself, carefully cooking her mother's favorite home-cooked dishes.
Sometimes, she even draped the red sweater over a thick down jacket, as if she could immerse herself in her mother's warm embrace forever.
However, this hard-won happy time only lasted for two months, and Zhu Xun once again witnessed the sad moment of his mother's death. Since then, the scars in her heart seem to have been torn apart again, forming a bottomless chasm, and the wounds have begun to rot and flow blood again.
Next, let's go back to the beginning of the year and see how Zhu Xun welcomed his mother's return from Canada. When she saw her mother's sturdy figure appear at the exit, she burst into tears of excitement and immediately rushed over and hugged her mother tightly.
In order to make up for the lack of family affection over the years, she specially put on the red sweater that her mother gave her many years ago, and was busy in the kitchen, cooking her mother's favorite home-cooked dishes.
Sometimes, Zhu Xun would even drape his red sweater over his coat, as if he could immerse himself in his mother's warm embrace forever. She cherishes the opportunity to be reunited with her mother, and she has longed for her love for a long time.
It is worth mentioning that Zhu Xun has lacked maternal love since she was a child, and she once stood on the top of the mountain in the show and shouted: "Mom, come back quickly! I really miss you!" Her ambivalence about her mother's love and being loved is destined to accompany her for the rest of her life.
The return of his mother this time made Zhu Xun once again ignite the hope of being loved.
Finally, we would like to mention that during Zhu Xun's illness, she received endless love and care from her husband's family.
When Zhu Xun was diagnosed with a vocal cord tumor, the whole family did their best to give her unprecedented care and support! Her husband Wang Zhi was always by her side, and her in-laws were even more worried about her and worked tirelessly.
Especially his son, he tried every means to encourage his mother to undergo surgery, he was afraid of losing his dear mother, under the strong love and expectation of his family, Zhu Xun bravely took that step, although the operation process was difficult, but it was successfully completed in the end.
Looking back, Zhu Xun's father-in-law was bedridden for a long time and needed to be taken care of 24 hours a day. However, Zhu Xun had no complaints, and took care of his father-in-law's daily life wholeheartedly, treating it as his own. However, there are unforeseen circumstances, my father-in-law passed away at an old age, and what is even more distressing is that Zhu Xun's biological father also died of cancer at that stage.
Fourth, after the vicissitudes of life, forge ahead
Looking back on Zhu Xun's growth road, it can be said that it is full of ups and downs. His father was a senior editor of Xinhua News Agency, and his mother was a university Chinese professor specializing in Lu Xun's literature, and both had quite stable careers.
However, Zhu Xun has been neglected since she was a child, her father does not pay much attention to her, the third daughter, and even bothered to bother with the name, the original meaning of the word "East" was ruthlessly deleted, and the mother also entrusted the three children to her grandmother and went to Japan to work alone, Zhu Xun has been missing the company of her parents since she was a child.
At the age of 14, with her excellent appearance and outstanding language talent, Zhu Xun was honored to become the host of CCTV, and at the age of 18, she played the heroine of the movie "Little". thought that after a successful career, her parents would cherish her even more, but she never thought that after the movie was released, her parents just called indifferently to congratulate her, which made her feel very lost.
During his study in Japan, Zhu Xun's life became more and more embarrassing. Her mother was only willing to pay for her tuition for one year, and she had to wear many hats, including heavy lifting such as cleaning the toilet. Accidentally encountered abuse from a local noblewoman, and was even forced to bow his head to apologize to his colleagues, and finally lost his job.
When she was sick, her mother's attitude was still indifferent, and she only paid for the operation, but did not express any words of concern.
Fifth, diligent and hard-working, brilliant achievements
Despite the hardships and hardships, Zhu Xun never gave up pursuing his dreams. Since she was a child, she has been determined to change her destiny and escape poverty and neglect.
In the course of her life, she has always been tireless in the pursuit of the ocean of knowledge, constantly surpassing herself, and finally came out on top in her academic performance, and easily stepped into the door of China's top art school, Beijing Film Academy! However, in order to better take care of her parents who have been adrift all year round, she resolutely gave up this rare opportunity and chose to go to Japan to continue her studies.
In a foreign country of Japan, Zhu Xun overcame many difficulties and finally served as the host of a well-known TV program with his profound Japanese skills.
After returning from school, she worked harder to improve her Chinese level, successfully transformed into the head of CCTV, hosted variety shows loved by the audience, and finally won the reputation of "CCTV First Sister", and successfully appeared on the bright stage of the Spring Festival Gala.
However, despite the booming career, the psychological trauma caused by the lack of family affection has never been healed by these brilliant achievements.
Part 6: The death of a loved one became the last straw that crushed Zhu Xun
Just when Zhu Xun's career was on the right track, fate began a new round of ruthless tricks. First of all, her beloved father-in-law died suddenly in his hospital bed, which left her devastated.
Her father-in-law loves her meticulously, just like his biological father, and his departure undoubtedly made Zhu Xun fall into deep mourning.
Even more tragic, not long after, her biological father also passed away due to cancer. Facing the pain of her father's death, Zhu Xun's heart was full of endless self-blame, she originally thought that after her father's death, her mother would be willing to reunite with her and share the joy of family, but her mother chose to go to Canada to visit her eldest daughter, ignoring her call.
How Zhu Xun wished that her mother could look back at her at this moment, even if it was just a faint smile or a warm word of comfort, but her mother stepped on the flight to Canada without looking back.
Zhu Xun's heart instantly froze, did her mother ever love her sincerely? This question, which has plagued her whole life, has not yet been answered.
Later, my mother said in an interview that the reason why she didn't dare to turn back at that time was because she was worried that she would change her itinerary because of her soft heart. She just wanted to be with her lonely eldest daughter in her old age.
Zhu Xun thought that her mother was finally willing to be by her side in her old age, but her mother only stayed in Canada for a short time, and then hurriedly returned to Shanghai to reunite with her.
However, what is sad is that Zhu Xun's reunion with her mother only lasted for two months, and she once again witnessed the moment of her mother's death, and the grief was indescribable.