Ji Xiaodong:
Hello! The letter has already been received, you know the inside story, rest assured! How is the current situation? Your daughter is very lovely, bless you!
Don't mention the past again, start tomorrow's life, aren't we also friends? Between friends, I am hospitable, affectionate, and emotional! If you are like this, we can become confidants, good friends.
Life is woven of pain and joy. Alas, I haven't been in touch for a long time, everything has changed, you see you have become a father, I am also married, my lover Wang Ping, an actor of the Haizheng Repertory Troupe, a college classmate, a Beijinger. Our family lives in Xicheng, XX dormitory XX house X, we have two units, two houses, there is a chance to come to Beijing to welcome guests, you're welcome! Tel: 8921XX to XXX (find Lin Sha or Wang Ping at XX house X).
My father died suddenly in June of this year, and I didn't see my dad for the last time, and I lost the greatest love in my life, and the pain still torments me to this day -- Well, I can't say any more, my dad left us less than two months, and my grandmother passed away in August.
After my father died, I was seriously ill, very bad and admitted to the hospital, after being discharged from the hospital, I rested for a long time, I only went to work in September, this disease was terrible, people were so thin that they didn't look like it, people who hadn't seen me for a long time walked on the road, but now it's basically back to normal.
After graduation, I was able to stay in Beijing to engage in art, and finally got my wish, but the work was not pleasant, although I was asked to play the leading role in the first big play when I arrived at the troupe, maybe because of this, some actresses stared at me and did not let go, but I did not have the energy to accompany them! But from another point of view, I also understand them, many actresses have worked all their lives, I am afraid that they have not played a leading role, and some people have not even been able to go on the stage for several years in a row. I also thought this way to comfort myself and restrain my anger caused by the unreasonableness of others! Gradually, I learned to endure it, and at the same time cherished my practice opportunities even more, and I spent almost all of my spare time in the rehearsal room, and I silently thought about my own play by myself when I had nothing to do. Many of my classmates were very envious of my artistic beginnings, but they didn't expect my mood to be so low and sad, I used to regard art as extremely sacred, but it was difficult to find the world of pure art since I entered the society for more than a year.
Not long after I recovered from my illness and went to work, the crew of the TV series "Homeland" asked me to play "Xia Qianru", but the group did not let go, because it took too long to affect the performance of the group. During the "Eleventh" period, Xiamen TV asked me to play the heroine "Ye Lulu" in the TV series "Gulangyu Love", the contract was one month, and the group finally agreed. I went to Xiamen on October 5th, but I still didn't come back on time, because there were too many cloudy days and it took two months to complete, and I returned to Beijing at the end of November. This is a musical feature film.
In recent days, CCTV has asked me to shoot four episodes of the TV series "Snow Lights on the Fifteenth Day of the First Lunar Month", which is a rural drama, and the book is good, I don't know if our group can let me go. At present, the TV station is negotiating with our group, and this week has been decided, because this film will be filmed after New Year's Day, and we have to work in order to broadcast the Spring Festival on the 15th day of the first lunar month. I don't think it's a big problem, because there is nothing going on in the troupe at the end of the year, but before that, the head of the troupe told me that a new play would be arranged in January, and I would play the heroine, and I would be ready to participate in the rehearsal next year. Well, without further ado, if the letter can still be received before New Year's Day.
Best wishes!
Linsha
1984.12.17 Evening grass
Ji Xiaodong:
Hello, the letter has been received, and it is a pleasure to see a recent photo of your daughter. Did you give the name "Nan Nan"? It's so interesting, I'll tell you one more thing when we meet.
After filming the TV series, I have been on sick leave at home, and today is the first day of work, so I just read your letter. "It's the New Year in the New Year" was rebroadcast again on the night of the 7th, and four episodes were shown in a row, I don't know if I watched it, give more opinions, and my heavy scenes are concentrated in the first and second episodes. After filming this scene, one is physical fatigue, and more is that he is in a bad mood and irritable to the extreme. There are many reasons, and they are more complicated, of course, there are also dissatisfaction with this play and awkwardness with themselves, which seems to be unsightly. Although the director was satisfied, Yang Zaibao also said that he liked my play, but he still couldn't comfort me.
By the way, the first TV series I filmed, I personally felt a little better in comparison. At present, on March 8, I have been taken to Hong Kong, the United States, and Southeast Asia to broadcast it. After "It's the New Year in the New Year", I took over a series of dramas from the central station.,The characters in the book are very good.,After the review, the superior leaders had a lot of opinions on the book.,So I got off the horse.。 I am very sorry to have lost this opportunity to practice. Yang Zaibao asked me to dub his film, but the unit refused to let me. As soon as I got to work today, I was given a drama book, negating the Cultural Revolution, and I played the daughter of a municipal party secretary, who was a B corner.
It's not that I don't want to perform dramas, it's just that the troops can't do it, the artistic quality is too poor, the efficiency is low, a play has to be scheduled for half a year to a year, and it is not performed publicly, at most the troops will perform a few shows for the soldiers, it is too pitiful, and it is too dangerous for an actor to not see the audience perform unfairly, and it will be redundant after graduating from college. I'm not willing to be like this, sooner or later I have to change jobs, even if I change careers, I am willing, and I will still come out to rehearse when I go to the place. If I continue to mix, I should be "sick", I am a person who is defective and abnormal, and now I am really about to become a neurotic person. I'm angry when I say it, so I'll stop writing it and I'll talk about it next time.
Best wishes!
Friend: Lin Sha
1985.4.9 Noon grass
Ji Xiaodong:
Hello! I received two letters and two books at the same time, thank you, the letter was forwarded to me by someone not long ago, and I know everything about it! I am really happy that you can come to Beijing to study, congratulations! Beijing is indeed a center for broadening people's knowledge and increasing their knowledge, and it is also a center of cultural exchange, and you will like it here.
In the first half of the year, I was hospitalized once, and I never went to work after I was discharged, and I studied a lot in the correspondence department of the outer hospital, and there were 1 or 200 words in a lesson, so it took up a lot of my time. Commissioned by the graduates of our college, we are writing the script for ourselves, and then the graduates also directed and acted by themselves, and the script has not yet been finalized, and I am afraid it will be completed next year. Because I was invited to work as an assistant to the director of the film crew of "Zheng Banqiao", which is a large group, I am very busy with work. After the completion of this play, I will continue to stay in Shandong to shoot "Kite", this play will be sold to the outside world first, I will participate in the performance and English dubbing, the contract has been booked, both plays are co-produced by Shandong and Central TV, it is estimated that I will be able to return to Beijing at the end of October. My lover took over Changying's new film "Lonely Journey to the End of the World", and the actor "Yuan Ye" who played the play has also been on xenophobic scenes in other places, and he also returned to Beijing at the end of October. When the time comes, I will introduce you to him, and he will be sincere and friendly, and you will be able to talk about him.
You still don't know me very well, so you have a lot of worries! Be cautious, how can you have normal and real communication? You don't have to worry about it, people either lived in the past, or you didn't know me in the past, I have always respected other people's feelings for me, and I have tried my best to understand other people's actions and communicate with me. Today I hope we can become friends, I don't think friends often make me feel like I don't know what to do with letters, right?
I also have to make a shooting plan for next week, I don't want to write more, I'm busy, please understand.
Best wishes!
Your friend: Linsha
1985.8.7 night
Ji Xiaodong:
Hello, it's a pleasure to receive your letter, thank you for still thinking of us, our family is still safe.
First of all, please greet your father on my behalf! A few years have passed, and your children have grown up, so I wish you all the family well. It's a pity that we only met you once in Beijing, so how will you be doing after you return to Kazakhstan?
We have never moved, and we still live in the dormitory of the Ministry of Water and Power, but in the first two years, we were almost not at home, filming and working outside. Presumably this is the main reason why you lost contact with us, I remember seeing a letter from you when I went out and came home, but it has been a few months since I looked at the time, and I guess you have returned.
I have changed a little in the past few years, the most important thing is that we have a beautiful daughter, although it is just over eight months, it is enough to see that she is smart and cute, and I feel balanced and comforted by the arrival of my daughter. In '86, my unit founded the monthly magazine "Contemporary Television", an academic journal on television theory, and I was mobilized and transferred to the editorial department, and since then I have been engaged in editorial work as an editor and reporter, and I still do so. Another change is that I'm very thin, I'm afraid you'll have to recognize it again.
In addition, I will tell you that my house has installed my own phone, and I see that the business card has a number.
Okay, I'll talk about it next time.
Best wishes!
Linsha
1989.7.6