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In the afterglow of the setting sun, I, a 58-year-old retired teacher, strolled the streets alone. Once upon a time, the chalk in my hand drew an ocean of knowledge on the blackboard, but now it has been replaced by a glove for picking up waste. A pension was supposed to be a comfortable life, but a seemingly trivial decision turned my life upside down.
It was a sunny day, and I was enjoying my leisure time after retirement. The phone rang suddenly, it was Xiao Wang, an old friend who had not been in touch for a long time. He excitedly told me that there is a once-in-a-lifetime investment opportunity where you can get high returns if you put in a fraction of your money. I thought to myself, although I don't know anything about investing, but I think that the pension is idle, and I can try it.
So, without fully understanding the risks, I made the wrong decision to put the majority of my retirement money into this seemingly tempting investment. At the beginning, the rewards were indeed as Xiao Wang said, incredibly rich. I was immersed in joy, as if I saw the door of wealth slowly open.
However, the good times were short-lived. As time went on, the returns on the investment began to diminish until one day, I received a desperate call - the project went bankrupt and my investment was lost. At that moment, I felt as if I had fallen from the clouds to the bottom, and my heart was filled with endless remorse and self-blame.
Most of my pension had gone up in smoke and my life was in limbo. In order to make ends meet, I had to put down my body and start picking up waste. Every morning, I carry a bag around the city, picking up the waste that others have discarded. Although this job is hard and humble, I must persevere, for the sake of life, but also for the unwillingness and perseverance in my heart.
In this process, I deeply experienced the hardships and difficulties of life. What was once pride and self-esteem pale under the pressure of reality. However, I also gradually learned to accept and face reality, and began to look for new hope and motivation in life.
I began to appreciate the people and things around me more, and learned to be grateful and tolerant. In the process of picking up waste, I met some friends who were also in trouble, and we supported and encouraged each other to face the challenges of life together. These experiences have given me a deeper understanding of the meaning and value of life.
Today, I still walk the streets every day, picking up abandoned waste. Although life is still difficult, my mindset has changed drastically. Instead of remorseful and self-blaming for my past mistakes, I put more energy into my present life and hope for the future.
I believe that as long as there is light in the heart, no matter what kind of predicament you are in, you can find your own way out. And I will continue to look for my own light and warmth in this world full of challenges and opportunities.
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In the days of picking up waste on the streets, I gradually adapted to this very different way of life. Every morning, I would go out with my bag and start my "treasure hunt". The streets and alleys of the city, the green spaces of the parks, and even the garbage dumps have become the paradise of my exploration.
One day, I picked up some old books next to a trash can in a neighborhood. Although the books are a little worn, it is clear that they have been carefully preserved. I excitedly picked up a book and flipped through it, and the handwriting inside was neatly written, interspersed with some annotations and notes. I think the owner of these books must be a book lover.
Just then, a voice sounded behind me, "Are you still going to ask for these books?" I looked back and saw that it was a middle-aged woman, who was looking at the book in my hand. I nodded and said, "I think these books are pretty good, and I want to take them back and read them." ”
The woman smiled and said, "Actually, these books are not wanted by my child, and when he grows up, these books are of little use to him." If you like it, take it. ”
I thanked her gratefully and asked if she had anything else she didn't want. She thought for a moment and said, "I still have some old clothes and furniture at home, and I can help you sort them out if you need them." ”
I was pleasantly surprised and hurriedly thanked him. In this way, I not only got these old books, but also got to know this enthusiastic neighbor. She would often leave something she didn't want to me, and I would help her with things I could, such as helping to carry garbage or repair simple furniture.
Over time, I've come to realize that picking up scrap isn't such a shameful thing to do. On the contrary, it has given me the opportunity to be exposed to more different people and things, and it has also given me a deeper understanding of the diversity and complexity of this society.
I started to take the initiative to connect with other waste pickers and share their experiences and stories. I found that many of them got into trouble for various reasons, but they didn't give up hope and pursuit of life. With their own hands and efforts, they are looking for their own dignity and value at the bottom of life.
In the process, I also gradually found my own value and meaning. Although my current living conditions are not rich, I have a rare peace and contentment. I no longer dwell on the mistakes of the past and worry about the uncertainty of the future. I just focus on my life now and enjoy the sun and air every day.
Sometimes, I think back to my days as a teacher. At that time, I was always imparting knowledge and wisdom to my students, hoping that they would have a bright future. And now, although I no longer stand on the podium, I am still using my own way to convey a love and dedication to life.
I believe that no matter what situation we are in, as long as we maintain a positive attitude, we can find our own