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My name is Li Ming, and I am an ordinary rural person. I was born in a small village, and my family was not wealthy, but it was kind of warm and happy. My father was a hard-working farmer, while my mother was a virtuous housewife. I have a wife named Xiaohong, and we grew up in the village. She is a beautiful and kind girl, gentle and considerate, which makes people fall in love at first sight.
We've been married for 21 years. At the beginning, because of her poor family, she chose to go out to work for the sake of her family. I stayed in the village and took care of everything at home. At first, when she went out to work, I didn't think it was a normal way of life. But gradually, as time passed, her hard work outside became longer and longer, and she went home less and less.
I tried to persuade her to come home more, but she always refused my request on the grounds that she was busy with work. Slowly, I began to feel lonely and helpless, and the responsibilities at home became heavier. Not only do I have to take care of my elderly parents, but I also have to take care of the family's farmland and livestock. Sometimes, I even feel like a lonely watchman, guarding this empty home.
And Xiaohong's life outside seems to be getting more and more exciting, and she often sends me some photos and videos to tell me where she has gone and who she has met. I looked at her bright smile in the photo, and I couldn't help but feel a little sour in my heart. I know that she may have gotten used to being away from home, or she may have left her family behind.
But I'm not a complaining person, and I did my best to accept it all, although I still had some reluctance in my heart. I told myself that as long as she was happy, I would be satisfied. I worked hard and worked hard to run the home, and although I felt exhausted at times, I never gave up.
However, fate is always full of dramatic turns. Just when I thought our lives would always be like this, an accident changed everything......
I remember that day vividly, as if engraved in my mind. It was a cold winter day, and I woke up early to get ready to work in the fields. Suddenly, the phone rang, and I picked it up, only to hear the voice of a strange man.
"Hey, are you Li Ming?" a slightly hoarse voice came from there.
"Yes, who are you?" I asked, with a little trepidation in my heart.
"I'm Xiaohong's colleague, and I have something to tell you......" the man said in a solemn tone.
When I heard the name "Little Red", my heart suddenly lifted. "What's the matter?" I asked anxiously.
"Xiaohong had an accident, she was in a car accident at work and is now being treated in the hospital. The man's words made my whole body panic.
"How is she in the car accident?" I quickly asked.
"She was seriously injured and is still resuscitating, and I don't know the exact situation. The hospital is XX Hospital, so come over quickly. With that, the man hung up.
I was so anxious that I hurriedly put on my clothes and hurried out of the house. I called my neighbors as I ran and asked them to help take care of my parents. Then, I rushed to the hospital.
When I arrived at the hospital, I found the ward where Xiaohong was. Walking into the room, I saw her pale face, lying on a hospital bed with gauze wrapped around her body. My heart sank to the bottom all at once, and I couldn't help but cry when I saw her like this.
"Xiaohong, what's wrong with you?!" I asked, holding her hand and my voice trembling.
Little Red opened her eyes with difficulty and saw me, a hint of confusion flashing in her eyes. "Brother Ming, why are you here...... Me, I'm in trouble......" Her voice was so weak that she could barely hear it.
"Don't be afraid, you are in the hospital now, and I will always be with you. I held her hand tightly, trying to keep myself calm.
"Brother Ming, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have done that...... I should spend more time with you and your parents......" Xiaohong's voice became weaker and weaker, and it seemed that she was about to lose her support.
"Don't talk about that, you have to take care of your injuries now, and we'll spend it together. I comforted her hard, but my heart was filled with guilt and remorse.
In the hospital, I stayed in front of Xiaohong's bed, day and night. Whenever she woke up, I would chat with her and tell her some interesting stories about her hometown, hoping to make her forget the torture of her illness. Although her injury is not minor, I am still hopeful that she will recover.
As time passed, Xiaohong's injuries gradually improved. In the hospital, our relationship also became deeper. She told me that the accident had taught her a lot of things, and she decided to work less outside the home and spend more time with her family in the future. Hearing this, my heart was filled with gratitude and relief.
Finally, the doctor announced that Xiaohong could be discharged from the hospital. I happily took her home and took good care of her. Under her care, Xiaohong's wounds gradually healed and regained her former vitality. Our lives are back on track, eating and chatting together every day, and life is full of warmth and happiness.
However, just when we thought that happiness would last forever, fate once again cast a cruel shadow on us.
One day, Xiaohong suddenly felt unwell, and I rushed her to the hospital. After a series of tests, the doctor came to a shocking conclusion - Xiaohong had advanced cancer.
"Cancer?" I repeated in disbelief as the doctor said, "this...... How is this possible?"
The doctors nodded heavily, and they told me that Xiaohong's condition was already very serious and had metastasized, and there was little hope for treatment. When I heard the news, I fell into despair. I tried desperately to save her life, but I couldn't.
In the days that followed, Xiaohong and I experienced a life-and-death struggle together. I accompanied her through all kinds of treatments and stayed by her side. Even though I knew that the end result might be inevitable, I was still unwilling to give up hope and was willing to do whatever it took for her life.
In Xiaohong's ward, we experienced countless days and nights, laughter, tears, endless waiting and anticipation. I watched her gradually emaciated figure, and the pain in my heart was indescribable. I want to do anything for her, as long as I can get her a little comfort and comfort.
However, fate was so cruel that just when I thought we had passed the most difficult time of my life, an even greater catastrophe struck......
As her condition worsened, the doctor told me that her body could no longer withstand any more treatment. My heart was cut like a knife, and I felt hopeless and helpless like never before.
"Doctor, is there no other way? I'm willing to do anything to save her life. "I knelt in front of the doctor, with tears on my face and pleading.
The doctors shook their heads, and they told me that they had done everything they could, but Xiaohong's condition was already very unoptimistic, and they could only wait for her to leave.
I closed my eyes in pain and grabbed Red's hand. "Xiaohong, you must hold on, I will accompany you. I said to her with a trembling voice.
Little Red opened her eyes slightly, and she smiled weakly. "Brother Ming, I know you've done a lot for me, but I really can't do it...... I hope you can forgive me, I'm sorry for you......" Her voice grew fainter and weaker, barely audible.
I burst into tears and held her hand tightly. "Fool, you don't have to say I'm sorry, you have always been my good wife, and I will always love you. I said hard, but I knew it was our last moment.
As Xiaohong drifted away, I felt like a knife in my heart, and endless grief welled up in my heart. I wanted to do something for her, but I couldn't do anything but stay by her side silently, watching her leave this world.
Eventually, Xiaohong closed her eyes, her breathing gradually stopped, and life quietly left in my hands. I held her body, tears welling up, and my heart was like a knife.
"Xiaohong, you go well, I will miss you forever. I whispered softly to her body, tears blurring my vision.
On that night when I lost my love, I felt like a lonely island, overwhelmed by endless sadness. I think of the days we used to spend together, and I think of her gentle smile and thoughtful care, and my heart is like a knife.
"Xiaohong, I'm sorry for you......" I couldn't cry, my heart was filled with endless remorse and guilt.
After Xiaohong's death, my life became empty, and I felt that no matter where I went, I could not get rid of the grief in my heart. Whenever I walk past the places we once walked together, my heart is filled with endless thoughts and sorrows.
However, even after losing the loved one, life goes on. I know that Xiaohong hopes that I can live strong and not let sadness cloud my heart. I tried hard to tell myself to be brave in life and to live my life to the fullest.
After Xiaohong's death, I had a long time of grief. Every day seems to be an ordeal, and every night is an endless loneliness. But slowly, I began to understand that even after losing the person I love the most, life has to go on. I remembered what Little Red once said to me, she wanted me to live strong and not let grief cloud my heart.
Gradually, I began to face life again. I got back into working on the farm, and although my heart was still full of sadness, I tried to keep myself busy so that I didn't have too much time to miss her. I also often visit my parents and spend time with them in their old age.
However, despite my best efforts to keep myself busy, the sadness in my heart never dissipated. Whenever I see pictures of my home, whenever I walk past the places we once walked together, my heart is filled with endless thoughts and sorrows.
Until one day, I received a letter that changed my life.
I held the letter with doubts in my heart. I don't know where this letter came from, let alone what it is. But I decided to open it anyway and take a look.
I was shocked by the contents of the letter. It turned out that the letter was sent from Xiaohong's colleague, and it was written that Xiaohong had left a letter on her deathbed that she hoped I would receive.
I opened the letter with excitement, and it was full of Xiaohong's handwriting with trembling hands. I stared at the words, tears blurring my vision.
"Dear Brother Ming, if you have received this letter, then it means that I have left this world. I know you will be saddened and saddened by my loss, but I hope you will stay strong. I have always loved you, and I want you to live happily and not let sadness wear down your heart. ”
Looking at those emotional words, my heart was full of emotion and reluctance. The letter that Xiaohong left me made me feel her deep affection for me, and also made me more determined to live my own wonderful life.
I took that letter to heart and decided that I wanted to live hard and live up to Xiaohong's expectations of me. I believe that our love will last forever, both in heaven and on earth. I will always miss her, forever.
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