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I'm Xiaojie, an ordinary office worker, busy between work and family every day. I have a five-year-old son, Xiao Ming, and my loyal partner, Mr. Bai, whom I have always considered.
Speaking of Mr. Bai, he is a successful businessman, and he always makes people feel that he is the pillar of the family and my most reliable support. Recently, however, I've started to wonder about that. It happened after an argument between me and Mr. Bai.
On that day, I suggested a family dinner in the hope that we could spend some quality time with our son. But Mr. Bai politely declined my proposal, saying that he had too much work to do. I was disappointed because I felt that my family was far more important than my work. We got into a heated argument as a result.
"You're always like this, work and work, don't you think our family needs you too?" I reproached.
Mr. Bai was silent for a while, then sighed and said, "Xiaojie, you know how busy I am, family is indeed very important, but I also have to shoulder more responsibilities for the family." "
I listened to his words, and my heart was even more uncomfortable. I felt as if he was blaming me for not trying hard enough, and a wave of dissatisfaction and grievance arose in my heart.
After the argument, I decided to take Xiao Ming to this dinner alone, I didn't want him to be disappointed by my father's busyness. On the way home, I thought about Mr. Bai's words, and my feelings were very complicated.
When I returned home with Xiao Ming, Mr. Bai had already returned, and he seemed to be waiting for our return. I saw a hint of apology in his eyes, but the anger in my heart had not subsided.
"Xiaojie, I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have rejected your offer. Mr. Bai's voice was apologetic.
I hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't help but say, "You're always like this, always put work first, and our family is only secondary to you." "
Mr. Bai shook his head, "Xiaojie, you misunderstood. I just hope to give you a better life, and I'm working hard for it, not because I don't care about you and Xiao Ming. "
I listened to his explanation, and the anger in my heart slowly subsided, but there was still a trace of unwillingness. I turned around and walked to the bedroom, leaving Mr. Bai and Xiao Ming in the living room.
In the evening, when I was busy preparing dinner in the kitchen, Mr. Bai came over and tried to talk to me. "Xiaojie, I'm sorry, I know I'm not good enough, but I really love you. "
I stopped what I was doing and looked into his eyes, which were full of sincerity. The anger in my heart was once again dissolved by tenderness, and I knew that he did not mean to ignore us.
"Mr. Bai, it's not that I don't understand your hard work, but sometimes, we also need you by our side. I whispered.
He walked over with a smile and hugged me gently, "I will try to spend as much time as possible with you in the future, I promise." "
I felt his sincerity and relieved the unhappiness in my heart. Our family sat around the table and enjoyed a good dinner, as if the quarrel that had just happened was a thing of the past.
However, the doubts left by this quarrel were not completely dispelled. I began to think about our relationship and Mr. Bai's role in the family. Perhaps, I need more time to sort it all out.
As the days passed, I tried to let go of the doubts in my heart, understand each other with Mr. Bai, and maintain the warmth of the family together. However, there are always things that confuse me.
One day, I suddenly noticed that Mr. Bai was extra careful with his mobile phone. He always wouldn't let me see his screen and often hastily locked my phone when I approached, which made me wonder if he was acting inappropriately.
So, I decided to secretly observe his every move and try to find some clues. However, I didn't see any obvious signs. Mr. Bai is still busy with work during the day as usual, and comes home at night to spend time with me and Xiao Ming.
However, my doubts did not decrease, but grew stronger. I began to become sensitive and suspicious, and became suspicious of Mr. Bai's every move. Every time he picked up his phone, I felt a little uneasy, afraid that he was hiding something.
"Xiaojie, what's wrong with you? I've been so unhappy lately, what's the trouble?" Mr. Bai's concern broke the silence in my heart.
I hesitated, but finally decided to tell him about my doubts. "Mr. Bai, I think you've been extra careful with your phone lately, and you always don't let me see the screen, and I'm starting to wonder if you have any secrets. "
His expression suddenly became embarrassed when he heard me, but then he regained his composure. "Xiaojie, you misunderstood, in fact, I was just dealing with some work emails, and there were no secrets. "
I was stunned for a moment, then felt a little relieved. Perhaps, I was really overly sensitive and overthinking. I tried my best to believe what he said, but the doubts in my heart were not completely dispelled.
However, just as I was trying to let go of my doubts and re-engage with my family, an unexpected circumstance plunged me into hesitation and doubt again.
It was a weekend morning, and I was sorting out my clothes in my bedroom, while Mr. Bai was reading the newspaper in the living room. Suddenly, I heard a call from my mobile phone, and the sound came from the living room.
My heart moved, so I quietly walked to the door of the living room, wanting to see who Mr. Bai was calling. However, when I walked to the door, I couldn't help but stop what I saw.
Mr. Bai was holding his mobile phone and was looking at a text message displayed on the screen, his expression was a little nervous. I couldn't read the text message clearly, but the doubts in my heart were ignited again.
"Mr. Bai, you ......" I tried to ask, but before I could say anything, he put his phone in his pocket and turned to the balcony outside.
I felt an inexplicable uneasiness in my heart, I didn't know what he was doing, and I didn't know what he was doing outside. I involuntarily followed, trying to figure out what was going on.
"Mr. Bai, you ......" I tried to speak again, but he interrupted me.
"Xiaojie, I have some things to deal with, I'll be back soon. His tone struck me as a little weird, and I began to wonder what he was doing out there.
I looked at his back, my heart full of doubts and uneasiness. I don't know what the hell he's doing out there or why he's hiding it from me.
Back in my bedroom, I began to think carefully about what had happened recently. From his caution with his phone to this scene now, I feel as if I am stuck in a labyrinth and can't find an exit.
I began to wonder if I should talk to him and talk to him about all my doubts. But we were afraid that it would make our relationship even more strained. I was stuck in a state of hesitation, not knowing what to do.
I decided to give myself some time to think calmly, and at the same time I hoped to find some evidence that my suspicions about Mr. Bai were unfounded. However, after a few days, I still did not find any conclusive evidence, but my doubts grew stronger.
By chance, I found a business card of a strange woman, hidden in Mr. Bai's wallet. My heart sank to the bottom, and a wave of anger welled up in my heart. I couldn't understand why he had a business card from a strange woman, and it was hidden in his wallet.
That night, I decided to have a showdown with Mr. Bai, I could no longer tolerate my suspicions and doubts, I needed the truth.
"Mr. Bai, I found a woman's business card hidden in your wallet, can you explain?" My voice was filled with anger and unease.
His expression became a little embarrassed, but then he regained his composure. "Xiaojie, this is the business card of one of my partners, we have some cooperation projects in business recently, so ......"
I listened to his explanation, and the anger in my heart did not subside, but burned even more. I didn't believe what he said, I felt like he was lying.
"Mr. Bai, do you think I'm a fool? I won't believe your lies, I need the truth!" There was a hint of crying in my voice, I didn't know why I was like this, but I couldn't control my emotions.
He looked at me, as if he didn't know how to answer for a moment. Then, he sighed, "Xiaojie, actually...... I've been out there for a while with some things to take care of, but I promise I haven't done anything sorry for you. "
I listened to him, and the anger in my heart gradually subsided, replaced by an inexplicable sense of loss and helplessness. Maybe I really blamed him, but I didn't know how to trust him and rebuild the trust between us.
Our relationship is at an impasse and I don't know how to proceed. I began to wonder if there was still true love between us, and perhaps we had already become strangers in each other's lives.
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