01
Seven years ago, I met him, the gentle, but somewhat uninhibited man. His smile, like a warm sun in spring, warm and dazzling, made me fall infatuated with him.
At that time, I was young, enthusiastic, and full of longing and anticipation for love. I thought that as long as I gave sincerely, I could get his sincere treatment.
However, fate does not seem to favor me. He already has a family, his wife is a gentle and virtuous woman, and they have a lovely child.
I know that I shouldn't interfere in their marriage, but how can emotional matters be easily controlled by reason?
So, I silently waited by his side, like a shadow, silently existing. I spent countless lonely nights with him, listening to him talk about his inner troubles and confusions. I tried to make myself a part of his life, hoping to slowly take his wife's place.
02
Finally, one day seven years later, he divorced. I was ecstatic, thinking I could finally have him. We quickly entered the palace of marriage, and I thought that was the happiness I had always dreamed of.
However, life after marriage was not as good as I imagined.
Half a year after I got married, something unexpected happened. A woman younger than me broke into our lives, she was the new colleague of my husband's company, young, energetic, and full of endless charm.
At first, I didn't take her to heart, after all, my husband and I have been through so many years of ups and downs, and I thought our relationship was strong enough.
But gradually, I found that their interactions seemed to go beyond normal colleague relationships. They often chat in WeChat, talking about everything from work trivialities to life bits and pieces. Moreover, they often make appointments to go to the gym together, and every time they come back, their husbands are always in good spirits, and their faces are full of brilliance that they have never had before.
03
I began to feel uneasy and began to doubt their relationship. I tried to ask my husband, but he always prevaricated me on the grounds of work and even started to get impatient with me. I tried to keep my emotions in check and try to stay calm, but the anxiety and anxiety inside me grew like weeds.
I knew I couldn't sit idly by any longer.
I decided to take action, and I began to secretly observe their interactions, trying to find clues between them. I've noticed that they're interacting more and more often, and sometimes they even go to lunch and movies together.
Finally, one day, I couldn't help but explode. I asked him hysterically why he betrayed me, why he hurt me. At that moment, I felt as if I saw the shadow of his ex-wife, the woman I once thought was fragile and emotional.
It turns out that love can really make people blind and crazy. I finally understood why his ex-wife was so hysterical and messed with him back then, and she just didn't want to let go. The feeling of being betrayed and abandoned is really painful.
In the end, my marriage with him came to an end, and the funny thing is that now, I have also become his so-called ex-wife.
04
After the divorce, I spent many painful days alone. I began to reflect on my own mistakes and began to understand his ex-wife's feelings. We've all loved the same man dearly, and we've all given everything for him, but we've all been hurt in the end.
Now, I have finally lived like his ex-wife, not only on the outside, but in the inner struggle and pain.
Message from the setting moon:
Someone asked me: Can a married man's feelings be trusted?
My answer is: I really can't believe it, because no matter what sweet words they say, no matter how many promises they give you, they are actually lying to you.
If you believe it, then sooner or later you will find out how good he was to you at the beginning, and how ruthless he will be to you later. And his kindness to you at the beginning was fake, but the ruthlessness later was real.
Therefore, the relationship should be placed on the right person, and the married man is always the wrong person, so if you fall in love with a married man, no matter how much you love, you must let go decisively and never do anything that you regret.