As a nanny, my daily work is trivial and complicated, but the task that bothers me the most is the task of bathing my employer. Despite my best efforts to remain professional, I am deeply embarrassed and uneasy every time I am faced with this task. This sparked me thinking about suitability for work and personal values.
The stress of work and the lure of money put me in a dilemma. I realized that money could not fill the emptiness in my heart and craved the understanding and respect of my employer. However, communicating openly with your employer can lead to trouble and even loss of your job. In the process, I began to think about the way forward.
Perhaps, I should look for a job that is more suitable for me, even though it may pay less, but it will make me feel comfortable. Or maybe I can look for other solutions, such as aids or the help of others. In any case, I need to find a balance that meets the needs of life while protecting my dignity and well-being.
By sharing my experience, I hope to draw more attention to the plight of the nanny community. At the same time, we also call on employers to give more understanding and respect, so that we can feel warm and cared for in our work.
Every day, I shuttle to and from my employer's home, busy and diligently completing various tasks.
From cleaning the room to taking care of daily life to meeting various needs, I give it my all to do my job. However, the task that made me nervous was to bathe the male employer. Every time I faced this task, my heart beat faster and my hands trembled slightly. As much as I tried to stay calm and professional, the inner awkwardness haunted me all the time.
This struggle not only bothered me, but also made me reflect on my own situation and choices. I couldn't help but wonder, is this kind of job really for me, and can money compensate for the discomfort and pain in my heart?
Should I pay more attention to my feelings and dignity? These questions left me deeply lost and confused.
Although a salary of 9,000 yuan meant support for me, I began to wonder if money could make up for the emptiness in my heart. I crave the understanding and respect of my employer, and I hope they will be aware of my feelings, or find other solutions. I also wanted to communicate openly with my employer, but I was worried that it would cause unnecessary trouble.
In the process, I began to think about my future. Perhaps, I should look for a job that is more suitable for me, even if it pays less, but at least makes me feel comfortable and comfortable.
Or maybe I can try to alleviate this embarrassment and discomfort in other ways, such as finding the right aids or asking for help from others. Anyway, I knew I couldn't go on like this.
I need to face up to my inner feelings and find a balance that will sustain the needs of life while protecting my dignity and happiness. This is the true story of me, a 58-year-old female nanny. I hope that by sharing my own experience, more people can pay attention to the plight and struggles of our community. I also hope that those who hire nannies can have more understanding and respect, so that we can feel more warmth and care in our work.