At night, he took his children to the basketball court to play, and Dabao earned 10 yuan by selling cigarette cards during the day, and wanted to invite his younger brother and sister to guests, so he took them to a small shop to buy them halfway.
The children chose what they ate to eat, and I looked at the beverage cabinet at the door and found that there was no urge to drink any more bottles of drink, and I no longer had the desire to open the door and drink them when I looked at the different brands of drinks that I had liked from stage to stage.
I went to look at the place where the jewelry was hung again, fiddling with the bracelets strung with colorful beads, and I didn't want to wear them anymore, and I hadn't worn the bracelets in the drawer at home for a long time.
When I looked up and saw a watch on a higher shelf, I remembered that before I had a child, the watch was not left on my arm, but when I had a child, I was afraid of scratching their delicate skin, and I felt inconvenient when I took them, so I took it off, and I have hardly worn it again.
During this period, the child was older and also worked outside, and I had the idea of buying a watch, and once I placed an order to buy it, and returned it before delivery, and finally the watch was not worn.
I don't know if it's because I have children, I don't want to buy or wear these anymore, or because I have a lot less desire for life, and I find that these dispensable things can be dispensed without.
Sometimes I feel that it is boring to have a lot less desire, looking at a bunch of things that I want to eat, but I don't want to eat so much.
The fruits I bought were all put dry, and I gnawed them one by one every day, and I ate them all.
Snacks are also, put upstairs for fear that the child will eat too much at one time, so hide it and give it to them regularly, but if you can't remember it, you don't want to take it, so you can leave it for a few months without eating.
In fact, this is also a sign of getting older.
When I was young, I had the desire and momentum, I wanted to buy, I wanted to eat, I wanted to play, I did it, but now that I am older, I don't want to move, I don't want to move, I don't want to move, I want to play, I don't want to move, I don't want to move, I don't do it, and it becomes dispensable.
Once it becomes a dispensable thing, it means that you can do without it at any time, you can discard it at any time, and then there is nothing to pursue, and then slowly the desire is gone, the interest is gone, the momentum is gone, and you are old, and you are left to wait for the end that no one can escape.