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The 35th anniversary of Haizi's death丨I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you

author:He Yangen

Source: Poetry Press 2024-03-26 10:35 Beijing

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The 35th anniversary of Haizi's death丨I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you

Today is the death anniversary of Haizi (1964.3.24—1989.3.26).

Haizi, formerly known as Zha Haisheng, was born on March 24, 1964 and grew up in the countryside. In 1979, at the age of 15, he was admitted to the Law Department of Peking University, and began to write poetry during his college years. After graduating from Peking University in 1983, he was assigned to work in the Department of Philosophy of China University of Political Science and Law in Beijing.

Haizi began writing poetry in 1982 and was known as one of the "Three Poets of Peking University" at that time. In 1984, he created his famous works "Asian Copper" and "The Sun of Arles", and used "Haizi" as a pen name for the first time. In less than seven years from 1982 to 1989, Haizi created nearly 2 million words of work with extraordinary enthusiasm and diligence.

On March 26, 1989, Haizi committed suicide at the age of 25.

Born on March 24 and died on March 26. Haizi belongs to spring, as he said in the poem: "In spring, all ten Haizi are resurrected."

In the spring, reading Haizi, as he said in the poem: "May you have a brilliant future, and may you be happy in the world."

Selected poems of Haizi

Live in the precious world

In this precious world

The sun is intense

The waves are gentle

Layers of white clouds are covered

I stepped on the grass

Feel yourself thoroughly clean black clods

Live in this precious world

Dirt splashes

Beat the cheeks

Live in this precious world

Humans are as happy as plants

Love is as happy as rain

September

A patch of wildflowers on the steppe that witnessed the death of the gods

The wind that is far away is farther away than the far away

My piano sounded and my tears were gone

I return this far land to the grassland

One is called wood and the other is called horsetail

My piano sounded and my tears were gone

In the distance, only a field of wildflowers condenses in death

The bright moon hangs high above the grassland like a mirror, reflecting thousands of years

My piano sounded and my tears were gone

Fight a horse alone across the grassland

Facing the sea, spring flowers are blooming

From tomorrow onwards, be a happy person

Feed the horses, chop wood, and travel the world

From tomorrow, care about food and vegetables

I have a house facing the sea and spring is blooming

From tomorrow onwards, we will communicate with each and every one of our loved ones

Tell them about my happiness

The blissful lightning told me

I'm going to tell everybody

Give every river and every mountain a warm name

Stranger, I bless you too

May you have a bright future

May you have a lover and eventually become married

May you be blessed on earth

I just want to face the sea and bloom in spring

New Daughter

A cabin in my hometown, chopsticks, and a jar of clear water

and many days to come

Many, many goodbyes

Illuminated by you

Today

I don't say anything

Let others do the talking

Let the boatman on the distant river speak

There is a lamp

It is the quiet eye of the river

shiny

This lamp sleeps in my room today

After the end of the month, we open the door

Some of the flowers bloom on tall trees

Some of the fruit bears deep underground

The 35th anniversary of Haizi's death丨I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you

Dedication to the night

- To the daughter of the night

Night rises from the earth

obscured the bright sky

A desolate land after a good harvest

The night rises from within you

You come from afar, I go afar

A long way to pass through here

There is nothing left in the sky

Why give me comfort

A desolate land after the harvest

People took away the year's harvest

Took the grain and rode away

Those who remain in the ground are buried very deeply

Pitchforks sparkle and straw piles on the fire

Rice piled up in a dark barn

Too dark in the barn, too silent, too harvesty

It was also too desolate, and I saw the eyes of Hades in the harvest

A flock of birds like black raindrops

Fly from dusk into night

There was nothing left in the night

Why give me comfort

Walk on the road

Sing aloud

Strong winds blew over the hills

Above is the boundless sky

Spring, ten seas

In the spring, all ten seas were resurrected

In the midst of a bright view

Laugh at this savage and sad Haizi

What is it about you that you have been asleep for so long?

In the spring, ten seas roared lowly

Dancing and singing around you and me

Rip your black hair and ride you away, dusty

The pain of your splitting pervades the earth

In the spring, the savage and vengeful Haizi

This one, the last one, is left

This is the son of the night, immersed in winter, obsessed with death

Can't extricate himself, he loves the empty and cold countryside

The grain there was piled up high, obscuring the windows

Half of them are in the mouth, food and stomach of a family of six

Half is used for agriculture, they reproduce themselves

Gales blew from east to west, from north to south, ignoring night and dawn

What exactly do you mean by the dawn?

The 35th anniversary of Haizi's death丨I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you

Autumn Twilight

The top of the flame

At the feet of the setting sun

The vast dusk is gorgeous and supreme

Ripening in the sorrow of autumn

Sunset in the land of fire

The red-hot horizon rolls in

Make people heroic, make people glorious and live together, and separate

Lights at dusk

Cut the blood vessels

The sunset is red

May a lover finally become a family wish

Love lasts a lifetime

Or, on the contrary, extremely brief, extremely short, hurried

extinguish

I won't talk about it again

Don't talk about the past

Pain and happiness

Life does not bring, death does not bring

Only the dusk is gorgeous and supreme

reply

Wheat field

Others see you

Feel warm and beautiful about you

I stand at the center of your painful questioning

Burned by you, I stand on the sun's painful rays

Wheat field

O mysterious questioner

As I stand before you in agony

You can't say I have nothing

You can't say I'm empty-handed

The 35th anniversary of Haizi's death丨I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you

Editor: Zeng Zifu, Review: Ding Peng, Approval: Huo Junming

Article modified on 2024-03-26

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