Preamble:
Yang Ruoxi: The ups and downs of an amorous woman's life.
Is she really just chasing love?
Yang Ruoxi, a once bright and moving girl, is now unrecognizable.
She pursued the so-called true love all her life, but in the end she was labeled as a "little three".
Yang Ruoxi's life course is full of ups and downs, she has experienced many failed relationships, and each time she is unwilling to let go, persistently trying to catch that ethereal happiness.
So, what drove Yang Ruoxi to embark on this road of no return? Is she really just chasing love and desperately destroying other people's marital relationships? Let's explore this tear-jerking story together.
Growing up lacks shape the character of pursuing attachment
Yang Ruoxi has lacked the love of her family since she was a child, she lives independently, and there is always an abandoned complex in her character.
This lack of parental care has formed a strong attachment need in her heart, and she longs to be cared for and cared for by others.
On weekdays, Yang Ruoxi lives her own, but she has never been able to completely fill the emptiness in her heart, and she needs someone to rely on.
When he was 19 years old, Yang Ruoxi met the popular actor Liu Wei at the filming site of the TV series "God of Wealth".
41-year-old Liu Wei has a mature and stable personality, he carefully takes care of Yang Ruoxi's daily life and cares about the difficulties she encounters in her work.
Liu Wei is like a loving father, who will patiently listen to Yang Ruoxi's bitter growth process and give advice.
Perhaps, Yang Ruoxi has always longed for father's love deep in her heart.
She respects Liu Wei as a father, and this sense of attachment is getting stronger and stronger.
Liu Wei's rich life experience also made Yang Ruoxi sincerely admire, she would look forward to Liu Wei coming home from work, and then the two talked about life while drinking tea.
In fact, Liu Wei is not only a lover who can rely on Yang Ruoxi, but also a fatherly existence.
His steady and gentle personality is in line with Yang Ruoxi's fatherly fantasy when he was a child, which may be the fundamental reason why Yang Ruoxi is uncontrollable.
The trauma of abandonment is deeply imprinted in my heart
The relationship between Yang Ruoxi and Liu Wei has been maintained like glue.
Liu Wei's gentle and considerate personality brought Yang Ruoxi an unprecedented sense of security, which also made up for the emotional trauma she suffered when she was growing up.
No one would have imagined that this relationship would suddenly come to an abrupt end in 2007.
At that time, the two were co-starring in the movie "Once Upon a Time in Peking", and Yang Ruoxi also privately proposed the idea of marriage to Liu Wei many times, but he was rejected every time on the grounds of "career first".
After the filming of the movie ended, Liu Wei evaporated from the world.
He evaded Yang Ruoxi's contact, quietly flew to the United States to develop his career and married an actress.
This man, who once made Yang Ruoxi dependent on each other, said goodbye without saying goodbye.
For the young Yang Ruoxi, this sudden departure was undoubtedly a catastrophe.
She washed her face with tears all day long, regretting that she had not grasped happiness more decisively.
Liu Wei's betrayal became an indelible scar in her heart, and it also made her gradually doubt the so-called true love.
Perhaps, the pain of being abandoned by those closest to her is a shadow that she will never forget in her life.
This failed first love became a lingering demon in her heart for many years, and it also made her determined to cling to happiness in her next love.
Seize the second chance and fill the void with enthusiasm
In 2009, 29-year-old Yang Ruoxi won the opportunity to play the heroine in the film "Looking for Happiness" by new director Lian Yiming.
For her, a woman who has repeatedly failed in love, the new job undoubtedly provides an excellent platform to revive her career.
During the year-long film shooting, Yang Ruoxi and director Lian Yiming maintained frequent work exchanges.
The two get along day and night every day, from the initial rustiness to the later familiarity.
Yang Ruoxi also slowly discovered that Lian Yiming's introverted and stable personality was actually somewhat similar to Liu Wei back then.
Gradually, a strange feeling arose.
Yang Ruoxi found that he would blush when Lian Yiming praised his acting skills, and would also take the initiative to invite him to have supper together after work.
For this famous young director, her eyes reveal indescribable enthusiasm.
In fact, there has always been endless emptiness and loneliness in Yang Ruoxi's heart.
She longs to be understood, to be needed.
So, when Lian Yiming confessed to her, Yang Ruoxi happily accepted.
Perhaps she hopes to fill that void in her life.
However, Lian Yiming, who is 7 years older, has actually entered the auditorium with his wife Chen Shi for many years.
Yang Ruoxi did not flinch, she still resolutely chose to intervene in this marriage relationship.
This time, she must seize the opportunity to make up for the trauma and regret caused by her failed first love.
The role of the mother fills the emptiness of the heart
In 2011, under Yang Ruoxi's soft grinding and hard bubbles, Lian Yiming still filed for divorce from his wife.
The two soon held a grand wedding in Chongqing, causing an uproar in the industry.
However, on the wedding night, the drunk and hazy Lian Yiming suddenly disappeared, and the wedding ended in tragedy.
Yang Ruoxi, who became a junior, was condemned by public opinion, and her image fell into a trough.
However, Yang Ruoxi is still hopefully waiting for Lian Yiming's return, even if the whole world is on the opposite side of her.
In 2014, Yang Ruoxi finally waited for the person she wanted to return to her.
She also gave birth to a son for Lian Yiming in this year.
The birth of a child seems to make up for the boundless void in her life.
For the sake of this child, Yang Ruoxi resolutely decided to quit the entertainment industry and lived a low-key family life.
Raising a baby is hard and fulfilling for her.
Yang Ruoxi will personally prepare three meals for the child, walk with him to the park every day, and then work hard to put him to sleep alone.
Despite this, Yang Ruoxi still draws great satisfaction from it.
She threw herself into her role as a mother, just to get inner joy and satisfaction.
This hard-won happiness seems to make up for all the regrets and emptiness in her life.
Day after day, Yang Ruoxi lives a plain but fulfilling life.
She finally found the meaning of life.
But this happiness is still fleeting.
The unrecognizable comeback sparked suspicion about her motives
Time flies, Yang Ruoxi's children have grown up and no longer need her all-weather care.
When the only spiritual sustenance left him, Yang Ruoxi fell into confusion again.
She began to reflect on what she really wanted and where her life should go.
In the end, Yang Ruoxi chose to make a comeback in the entertainment industry.
She combed her long gray hair and looked at herself in the mirror affectionately, her eyes shining with hope for a new start.
When an unrecognizable face was reflected in the mirror, Yang Ruoxi was not moved at all.
Perhaps, the determination to return to the top has beshadowed all her hesitation.
However, Yang Ruoxi's unrecognizable appearance still surprised and puzzled the public.
For no other reason, the motive for her comeback is itself full of doubts.
Why did Yang Ruoxi choose to make a disfigured comeback? Could it be that she began to crave attention and need again?
Rumors began to spread in the entertainment industry, and Yang Ruoxi faced unprecedented doubts and pressure.
However, she was at ease and unmoved.
Because she knows that as long as she grasps that glimmer of hope in her heart, it is enough to support herself in the face of all criticism.
Even more shockingly, there are rumors that she did so in order to intervene in a relationship that already has a family.
In the face of these suspicions, Yang Ruoxi just smiled faintly, neither denying nor explaining.
She knew that this time, no matter what, she had to seize the last chance.
In fact, Yang Ruoxi is amorous, and she has been looking for the meaning of life all her life.
Perhaps, the empty life once again made her feel hesitant and lost.
So, she subconsciously repeated the choice in the past - at the expense of herself, she also wanted to grasp that illusory love.
Is she really just chasing love? The answer may be obvious.
Yang Ruoxi's heart has never been filled, and she is still pursuing attachment and identity.
Just for the satisfaction of this nothingness, she chose to embark on this path with an uncertain future.
Epilogue:
When we look at Yang Ruoxi's tragic life from the perspective of a bystander, we can't help but sigh at the wonder of fate.
She was involved in the whirlpool of feelings again and again, struggling in the undercurrent again and again.
When we thought that she could finally live a peaceful life, Yang Ruoxi once again resolutely chose to fight against fate.
Perhaps it is this persistent energy that makes her get up from the emotional trough again and again, even if she falls to pieces.
We can't help but ask, how can a living person easily give up the pursuit of love and happiness?
Yang Ruoxi's experience seems to remind us that life is so fickle.
We can't predict what will happen in the next moment, and we can't take full control of our own destiny.
The only thing you can do is to live an active life and face it calmly.
So, is Yang Ruoxi destined to repeat the mistakes of the past? Is she really unable to escape this repeated tragic fate? The answer may only be clear to herself.
We all repeat our choices until one day we realize the mystery.
Maybe one day, when Yang Ruoxi realizes that the meaning of life is no longer sought from outside, but from the heart, she will be able to truly examine herself and face the ups and downs of life calmly.
That moment will be another turning point in her life.
Whatever the road ahead, we should wish her true tranquility in the end.
After all, the hardest journey is our own struggle with our hearts.
But I believe that a heart that has the courage to chase love and hope will eventually be rewarded by life.