I was born in '87, and the elementary school in front of the house was in front of the house, and my dad invited the teacher in front of the house to have a meal, and then my brother took me to school.
At that time, I lived with my parents, my parents, and my brother in a wooden house built by my grandparents.
There are also big uncles and little uncles who live in the same house.
Usually my parents are busy with farm work, and I follow my brother to school, he goes to preschool, I go to preschool, he goes to the first grade, I am in the first grade, I usually follow him like a fart, and I will follow him to help my grandmother herd the cattle after school in the afternoon, he put the cattle on his back, I was thrown down hard, and I was almost folded in the hands of this young and strong scalper.
Speaking of the years when I was my brother and a fart, it was both exciting and thrilling, he took me to eat insects in the trees, took me to pick up fungi in the mountains, took me to dig out the bird's nests in the trees, and took me to roll in the fields and play in the mud...... just didn't take me to study hard, and then he was often beaten by his father.
Maybe I had better qualifications, so I followed suit, and I graduated from elementary school with my brother, when I was only 10 years old, and I had already graduated from primary school when others were still in the fourth grade.
In the three years of junior high school, my grades got better and better, my brother's grades got worse and worse, and after graduating from junior high school, I was admitted to high school, and he went to Shenzhen.
I thought that I could change my destiny through knowledge, and when I went to high school or university, I was full of ambition and believed that the future could be expected.
But my dad didn't want to send me to high school, he said to go to teacher training, work early, and help the family lighten the burden.
My dad heard others say that as soon as the teacher teacher graduates, the country will assign it, and there will be an establishment, and there will be a chance to take a career in the future.
I was only 13 years old at the time, and I was sure that my dad would not harm me.
This is what I looked like when I was studying in the city, I looked like a stinky child, I became a group pet when I entered the school, my brothers and sisters took care of me, with the expectations of my parents, I was 13 years old and began to break into the world alone.
My dad didn't know where he heard that he could have a preparation as soon as he graduated, and as soon as I graduated, I even had to take the teaching certificate myself, which was still 108,000 miles away from my dad's goal.
When I was 16 years old, I graduated and returned to my county seat to start my internship at the teacher's arrangement, and I took sixth-grade math for the first time.
I was bold, but I was short, and the students were even more surprised than the school leaders saw me, because I was shorter than the students in the back row, and one of the children said, "Teacher, are you sick and have short stature?" "Maybe the nutrition hasn't kept up, and it stands to reason that I should be higher than them.
I was really embarrassed at the time, I was only 16 years old, I was still playful, and I was a little vanity, it was really difficult to adapt to that job, and I gave up as a deserter before the internship was over.
I didn't do what my dad said, to be a teacher and take the teaching exam, and I didn't even get a teaching certificate because my internship period had not yet expired.
My dad hated that iron is not steel, and when I became a deserter, he scolded me a lot of ugly things and beat me with a stick.
At that time, I went to Shenzhen to find my brother without looking back, and fate seemed to be destined to be his follower.
I stayed in Shenzhen for ten years, working in the factory, and I rarely went home for ten years, because I felt that I didn't mix up with people, and my father would never look down on me.
In the past ten years, I have also hated my dad, why did I study so early, hated why my dad didn't let me go to high school! I also hated myself, why didn't I persevere, because the classmates I studied with at that time became teachers and leaders, but there were also those who gave up starting a business, and I felt that I was the worst.
I always thought that it was because I went to school too early, that my mind was not mature enough, and I didn't know how to control my own destiny at all! I still imagined that if I had studied two years late, maybe my fate would have been different!
I was quite decadent in those ten years, I felt like I couldn't see any light in my life, and I went home three times in ten years, until my dad died, and that was the fourth time I came home.
Now I have already started a family, my wife is virtuous, and my children are well-behaved and sensible, but I will never see my father again, and then I also figured it out, maybe this is the best arrangement of fate, but the knot between me and my father has not been opened, and now I really want to say sorry to my father, Dad, I miss you!
The story comes from life, and this manuscript is dictated by netizens, and I will organize it. Thank you for the kind and lovely you for reading.