2006 was definitely the most memorable year for me.
That year, my brother and I took the college entrance examination together.
The younger brother is the treasure of the whole family, and he is surrounded into the examination room.
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And I had to wear old clothes that didn't fit well and take the bus to the exam.
But the final results were very different.
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I passed the score line steadily, but my brother was only able to go to one broken junior college.
When my mother went up, she slapped me and asked me to go to work to support my younger brother and study.
I was obedient, but I wasn't stupid, so I fled from my hometown overnight.
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Ten years later, I was earning a million a year, and my whole family was on their knees crying and begging me for forgiveness!
The content of this article is purely fictitious, if there is any similarity is just a coincidence, do not sit in the right seat!
01
In my memory, my family was the poorest in the village.
At a young age, I couldn't understand why my parents didn't make money when they had hands and feet.
It's obviously a lot of strength, and it hurts every time I hit me.
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Daddy loves those green glass bottles the most, and he must blame those stinky bottles!
Every time I put down those bottles, I would habitually shrink together, because this is when my father likes to hit people the most.
Sometimes when I was beaten, I was beaten by my mother.
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Mom is a very cowardly person, at least in my impression, she was very good to me at that time, and she liked to call me Nan Nan the most.
I like my mom very much, she would give me beautiful pigtails and make unpalatable greens delicious.
At least...... It was like this before I was four years old.
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My younger brother was conceived when I was three years old, and my family was different because of my brother's arrival.
My father finally put down the green bottle, and my grandmother smiled at my mother, and even her attitude towards me improved.
I was looking forward to the arrival of my younger brother, and at that time I felt that thanks to my brother, my mother and I would not have to be beaten.
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As everyone knows, this will be the beginning of the nightmare of my later life.
Dad left home to become a migrant worker and earn money on the construction site.
Mom no longer has to wash clothes with cold water in the cold winter, and grandma takes care of a lot of things in the house.
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Although I also have to work and clean, I am very happy because my home is visibly better.
In the spring of the following year, his younger brother was born, and his father named him "Jiabao, Xu Jiabao".
The whole family was very happy because of the arrival of the younger brother, but as the younger brother grew up day by day, something quietly changed.
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The balance in everyone's hearts has unconsciously tilted to one side.
At the age of four, I was asked to wash my brother's diaper, stand on a stool and wash the pots and dishes, and do everything that wasn't my age.
When my brother was 6 years old, I was 10 years old, but I never went to school.
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Mom and Dad mean that I should go to school with my brother so that I can take better care of their baby bumps.
In this way, I was in the same grade as my brother in elementary, middle, and high school.
In fact, when I went to high school, they didn't want me to go to school anymore because high school was not compulsory and they didn't want to pay for my tuition.
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Or did I kneel down and repeatedly promise that I wouldn't have to pay a penny for my grades, and that I would be able to go to my brother's school to study and take care of my brother.
But I didn't expect them to be so ruthless that they wouldn't even give me money for food.
In order to survive, I cheekily went to the school cafeteria and asked if I could help them with their work and take care of the meal.
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Seeing that I didn't have two taels of meat on my body, Sister Li, the person in charge, was very distressed, because her daughter was also the same age as me.
So I helped out in the cafeteria, and my aunts and uncles were very nice to me, just letting me do chores.
That period was one of the few happy times I had at school.
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Xu Jiabao would pretend not to know me every time he was at school, and when he was at home, he told me again and again that he should not be too close to him at school.
I know, he thinks I'm ashamed, because I'm thin and small because of long-term malnutrition, and my hair is still yellow.
I often wear old clothes that adults don't want, and the incompatibility is small, but some of them have a lot of patches on them.
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It's just that, once upon a time, he would follow behind my ass and sweetly call me sister, hide the candy my grandmother gave him, and give it to me to eat.
But those times are really gone, and now he has changed his old appearance, becoming cold-blooded and arrogant.
I'm not reconciled, since I knew that my classmates were three or four years younger than me, for so many years, I have always had a thought, that is, to study hard and get out of the mountains.
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I knew that it was not enough to be the first in the class, I had to work harder to become the first in the whole school.
It's just that my parents never praised me together, they always said:
"What's the use of girls studying so well, it's not that they want to get married when the time comes, just if I can recognize words and count. ”
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But they turned around and praised my brother, who was less than half my score, and even said that they would reward him with a new pair of sneakers.
Looking at them happily, I knew that I couldn't fit in, so I had to go back to my small room.
It's not so much a room as a utility room, and there's very little space in it, but I like it because they hate it and rarely bother me.
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The small room was filled with books, all of which were given to me by Arbor, who picked up garbage, very old, but like a treasure to me.
I saw a strange world in books that I had never seen before, and it strengthened my desire to escape from here.
It's just that I didn't expect that the road to freedom was sprinkled with spikes from my flesh and blood and my own hands.
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02
In the summer of 2006, it was very hot, and cicadas were chirping everywhere, so I rushed to the college entrance examination hall with my sweat-soaked and shabby clothes.
But the irony is that the whole family is revolving around my brother, as if there is no such thing as me.
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However, I am glad that they ignored me at this time, the college entrance examination is a very important and important opportunity for me, and I will never allow it to be delayed by other things, and there will be any mistakes.
So I steadied myself and walked into the college entrance examination room, in order to be able to get rid of the injustice that I will encounter in the future, I must go all out, and this time the college entrance examination is the best time, I am bound to win.
When I came home from the exam room, I was unsurprisingly empty, and I knew they were celebrating my brother, who had just finished the college entrance exam.
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Although I am also a college entrance examination candidate, I have been used to being ignored in this family for a long time.
I never blame my brother, I'm serious.
I didn't care about changing into clean clothes, and went to a barbecue restaurant a few blocks away from home, thanks to my younger brother and my father went to earn money, the family was able to have the money to move to the county seat.
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The barbecue restaurant took up most of my youth, and I have been working there since junior high school, and the proprietress has always taken good care of me when she saw that I was pitiful.
My parents didn't give me pocket money, so I had to go out and earn it on my own, and I spent a lot of my vacations here, but since my senior year of high school, my studies have become busier and busier.
The proprietress knew that this was a critical period, and I also understood that I couldn't lose a big one because of a small one, so I went back to study hard under the urging of the proprietress and agreed with her to come here to help after the college entrance examination was over.
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The proprietress was really good to me, and when she saw me, she hurriedly threw the work in her hand to the guy and greeted me, not raising the exam at all, only caring about how I was doing recently.
During the holidays before the college entrance examination scores came out, I had been helping out at the barbecue stall.
On the day I checked the score, to be honest, the proprietress was even more excited than myself, and after waiting for a long time, the page finally loaded.
When I saw the score on the screen, I knew that this time the key book must be stable, and I never wanted to be admitted to a prestigious school, because I knew that the backward education here was not as good as theirs.
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Just when I was happy about the upcoming freedom, my biological parents pushed me hard again, and the last trace of my feelings for this family was worn out.
My parents never cared about my situation, nor did they care where I was when I was away from home, and whether I would be in danger.
All they care about is whether the floor is mopped, whether the dishes and chopsticks piled up on the table are cleaned up, or whether the clothes they have saved for a long time are washed.
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So when I saw my parents come to the barbecue stall where I worked, I was shocked, full of suspicion, but at the same time I was a little happy.
Could it be that they finally remembered that I was a good girl at home when they knew my scores?
Who knew that before I could think about it, my mother rushed up and said in front of many people:
"Lose money, why don't you hurry up and go home and pack your things, and let me follow your sister Cui into the factory to work!"
I knew what that meant, and stubbornly expressed my resistance to her.
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To be honest, this is the first time I've refuted her since I was a child, and I'm very worried in my heart, I don't know what she will do to me.
"Smack!"
The sound of the slap was very abrupt in the lively crowd, and everyone suddenly quieted down and looked towards us, when the proprietress finally saw me with her head down.
I came up and scolded my mother directly in front of me, but I couldn't hear what they were saying at all, my ears were full of buzzing sounds.
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"I gave birth to her, I let her do whatever she wants, she will go to work in the factory in the future, otherwise what will happen to my son's tuition?"
This was the last thing I heard before I fell unconscious, it was okay to work part-time, but they didn't let me go to school, they were really ruthless.
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03
Yes, that's right, I fainted because of the long period of malnutrition and the slap from my mother.
When I woke up, I was at the hostess's house, and she looked at me distressedly.
"Such a well-behaved doll, my mother is really not a thing. ”
I was very indifferent, because this was not the first time she had beaten me, and she would beat me no matter what I did, if she wasn't satisfied.
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I miss the mother who would wear pigtails with me before, but I know that there are some things that can't come back, and if they don't have them, they won't come back.
I was determined to change my fate, I would never allow myself to sink into the quagmire, I could pass through, but I would never be trapped here.
When I got home, there was no one at home, in fact, I did it on purpose, I went back to my small room, and a lot of dust fell on the small broken bed that had fallen into disrepair.
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But I didn't care at all, I neatly packed all my things, very little, a backpack was enough, and of course the five thousand dollars I had saved over the years and my acceptance letter.
I bought a ticket to the city where the university was located and escaped the prison that had trapped me for more than two decades.
In order to be able to save enough for the tuition and living expenses of the four years of college, I had a hard time, and when I didn't have a tutor, I went to do other things to fill my life to the full, happy and fulfilling.
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No one here thinks that girls are worthless, girls are born to marry, and the idea of equality is ingrained in the people of these cities.
I think that's why some people can't get out of the mountains for the rest of their lives, because of the old ideas that bind all their actions, and because some people are just stupid and pretentious.
I can't understand it to them at all, they will only listen to what they want to hear, and I can never wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep, which is my biggest feeling.
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After I went to university, I didn't slack off, but worked harder, whether it was professional knowledge or something I had never been exposed to, I always tried my best to accept it.
I graduated from school with honors, and I was lucky enough to be hired for a company with great potential, and many people wondered why they chose such a small company.
With my resume, which of those big factories is picked at random, I just smiled and didn't speak.
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In this way, after a few years, this company successfully fought its way out and went public, and my former classmates were very envious and said that my luck was really good.
yes, I think I have a good eye.
At this time, I already have an annual salary of one million, and I don't have the appearance of the skinny little girl back then, I am confident and generous, and my strength and means can not be underestimated to be able to go to this day.
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I was surprised to receive a call from my mother, because they had not contacted me since I left home, and my mother on the phone was full of earnestness, and she wanted me to come home and have a look.
I don't know if it's a coincidence, during this time, my father was diagnosed with cancer and needed a lot of money for treatment, so I remembered the existence of my daughter, so I tried my best to get my phone call.
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When my mother saw that I didn't move, she pulled my younger brother who was depressed and knelt down, pulled my trouser legs, and cried that I couldn't see death without help.
They said they knew they had done something wrong and wanted me to forgive them.
I just smiled lightly, pulled out the clothes in their hands, and left a card of 500,000 yuan.
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The damage caused by the original family cannot be filled for many years, and it will not work for many years.
As for them, from now on, they will be cut in two.