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This is a story that happened 40 years ago and tells a touching story about my experience after I was admitted to a military school in 1979. While I was successful, I was faced with a dilemma.
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At that time, getting into a military school was seen as an honor and a responsibility, especially for me as a young man, it would be an important turning point in my life. At that time, my name was Li Wei, and I had just turned 22 years old. I was born in an ordinary rural family, although the family is not wealthy, but warm and happy.
Before entering military school, I had a relationship experience. At that time, I met a blind date. Her name is Lulu, and she is a cheerful and lively girl, and she can always feel an infinite vitality when she is with her. We became happy lovers, but fate did not go as smoothly as we expected.
In the year after we officially fell in love, we encountered some difficulties. The pressures of the family environment and the problems of their respective growth have caused some conflicts. Eventually, we had to break up in search of a better future for ourselves. We all believe that this time of separation is only temporary, and that we can get back together in the future.
However, fate is often unexpected. On the eve of my military school entrance examination, Lulu suddenly found me. She cried and cried, hoping we could get back together. She expressed to me her vision and desire for our future, and she believes that we should start over.
My heart was full of contradictions and entanglements. I know that I still have deep feelings for Lulu, and I can feel my softness and vulnerability in front of her. However, it was also clear to me that it was my own dream to be admitted to a military school, a commitment to my personal growth and family honor.
I adjusted my emotions and decided to be honest with Lulu. I told her that I had made up my mind to go to military school and worked hard for it. Although I know that this choice will have an impact on our feelings, it is a responsibility that I cannot shirk. Lulu nodded silently, she understood the persistence and responsibility in my heart.
The exams finally came, and I successfully passed the selection of the military school and became a military cadet. In that harsh and upright military academy environment, I began to train and study hard Xi, and I threw my body and soul into it.
However, fate played a joke on me again. In my first year of military school, I met a girl named Xiaoqing. She is Lulu's cousin and my classmate. Xiaoqing is gentle and kind, and always gives me selfless care and support when I am in the most difficult times. We knew each other and understood each other, and gradually, I found that I had feelings for Xiaoqing.
In this way, during the years of military school, I became Xiaoqing's friend, and then her lover. We have experienced all kinds of difficulties and challenges together, but we have always been close to each other. Her smile and eyes warmed every day of my time in the military school.
However, deep down I have always had a flaw. Lulu's figure often flashes in my thoughts, and the memories of my old lover can never be completely erased. I tried many times to find my own answer, but in the end I found that there is no absolute right or wrong choice, only relative fit and inappropriate.
Finally, I decided to marry Xiaoqing. It wasn't an easy decision, but it was a choice that was in line with my heart and reality. After I married Xiaoqing, Lulu's expression was complicated, and the smile on her face hid a trace of regret. And I, too, know deep down at this moment that our dreams have disappeared with the passage of time.
However, I have never regretted my choice. Through this experience, I have learned that love is not the only existence, and there are still many choices waiting to be faced in life. Sometimes, we need to make difficult decisions for our own growth and the needs of our families.
Now, years later, I still remember that melody. I share this story with you in the hope that it will provoke you to think about similar issues in your own lives. Sometimes, when we are faced with a choice, the most important thing is to hold on to our inner convictions, not just blindly pursue the satisfaction of love.
In this way, I continued with my love for the barracks and a sense of responsibility for my choice. I believe that as long as we face every choice bravely and move forward, we will always find our own happiness and fulfillment.