"I'm not a big mother, but I'm not a junior either. This is a woman's own description of herself. Her name is Li Xue, 29 years old this year, and she is an ordinary white-collar worker. She rents a room in a corner of the city, wakes up at 7 a.m. and comes home from work at 10 p.m. every day. She doesn't have any special hobbies, except that she likes to watch TV, listen to music, or go out to dinner with friends at home in the evenings. Her life was uneventful until one day, she met him. He is a company executive, in his 40s, married, with two children. They met at a dinner party at the company, and they had a great conversation that day, and he also gave her a lot of attention.
Li Xue knew that he was married, so he didn't have any ideas at first. But as time goes on, their relationship becomes more and more intimate, and she gradually finds herself trapped in it. He would ask her out to dinner, watch a movie, and even occasionally spend a night at his house after work. He was very good to her, and Li Xue felt like the happiest person in the whole world. She didn't know if he liked her or not, but she knew she couldn't live without him.
However, the relationship didn't last long, because one day, he suddenly told her that his wife was pregnant. He said he needed to return home to take care of his wife and could no longer be with her. This news made Li Xue's heart like a knife, and she felt that her life had lost all meaning. She tried to contact him, but he stopped answering her messages and didn't answer her calls. She didn't know what to do, so she had to continue to live her ordinary life.
However, she soon discovered that she was pregnant. She didn't tell anyone because she knew that the child had no chance of survival. She felt that she had been completely abandoned by this man. One day, she saw a report with the headline "Hong Kong actress blew up that she had a third party dating her husband every night in her marriage, and declared her mother-in-law's sovereignty with a 15-character shout". The actress resolutely stood up and firmly declared her rights. She puts her dignity first and no longer tolerates her husband's cheating behavior. Seeing this report, Li Xue felt as if she had been injected with chicken blood, and she remembered her grief and despair. She suddenly understood that she should also be like this actress and put her dignity first. So, she decided to be a new version of herself. She quit that bland job and started a new life. She learned Xi new skills, made new friends, and expanded her social circle. She also began to pay attention to her dress, and she dressed herself up beautifully every day. All this has made her more confident and independent. She found that she no longer needed any man to prove her worth, and she could rely on her own strength to live the life she wanted. Eventually, she gave birth to the child, and although she didn't tell his father, she felt that she had completed the atonement for the relationship. Now, she is an independent and confident woman who is full of confidence and hope in her life. She knows that she can put her dignity first, because that's the way to really make her happy.