Wandering is not as traction as a magnet in your hometown. In 2000, she finally chose to return to her familiar homeland. During the seven years of drifting, she sang about the continuous reflection and precipitation of her life, and these experiences made her see many once vague truths.
So she was determined to return for the reason that she still wanted to sing, not for any honor, but because of the innate talent of singing. It is still fragrant after the wind and sun, and it has never dried up through her youth, and it is part of her soul.
However, the road back is still full of thorns, and her ex-boyfriend's sudden accusations once again pushed her to the forefront. In the face of Zhisang's scolding-like words, she was neither humble nor arrogant, but responded indifferently, which was not something she was willing to respond.
Perhaps, the world's comments can never guess the turmoil in her heart, and she has her own reasons for choosing to move forward to the next decade.
So, with the encouragement of her former mentor and friends, she rekindled the aura of the stage. The singing voice is still ethereal and round, but it has more vicissitudes of life. All the glimpses of applause and flowers turned into the motivation for her to move forward firmly.
This time, she's going further.
After going through vicissitudes, she finally ushered in a stable and auspicious home. In 2003, her encounter with wealthy businessman Xie Zhikun made her the most beautiful marriage in her life.
The first encounter many years ago was not outstanding, just like the usual social occasions, the usual etiquette greetings. Until the end of the stage performance in a certain year, a bouquet of flowers came from the backstage, and the signature was quite familiar - Xie Zhikun.
In a simple greeting, the two were surprised to find that the other party had left a slight impression in their hearts. Perhaps, this is the wonderful opportunity arranged by fate.
After the encounter, the two began to see each other frequently. Mao Amin found that the man in front of her was gentle and firm, and his demeanor was calm, which was quite different from most of the people in the entertainment industry she had met.
In such an atmosphere, the pain in her heart seems to have been healed.
So, she took the initiative to confess her heart to Xie Zhikun, and the other party accepted this olive branch of trust without hesitation. When the two hearts are close, they both sigh that this is the beautiful arrangement of fate.
In 2003, 41-year-old Mao Amin chose to enter the palace of marriage with Xie Zhikun. This time, she has a solid backing.
After marriage, life is plain and warm, picking melons and fruits in the countryside, and watering and weeding in the vegetable yard at home constitute the quiet portrayal of her dreams. Even though Xie Zhikun already has a daughter who has a family, his love for Mao Amin has never changed.
With his encouragement, at the age of 43, she gave birth to a son and a daughter, fulfilling her last wish.
These 18 years have been the happiest time in her life. The care of her husband and the laughter of her children dispelled all her unwillingness and frustration, and she once again regained the power of life, like a bud breaking through the ground, blooming with the luster of youth.
In life, the most feared thing is the word short. Seeing that everything is fine, fate likes to make unpredictable jokes.
Early one morning in 2021, she received a call from the hospital that her husband had passed away due to a sudden heart attack. At that moment, she felt that the world was spinning, and her mind was blank.
The passing of life at the age of 61 is like a bolt from the blue. The suddenness of the blow made it difficult for her to accept reality.
At the moment when her successful husband closed his eyes, she lost the most intimate support in 18 years. The beautiful blueprint that was planned together came to naught overnight. And she can only chew regret and heartbreak in the cold mansion.
The outside world is more concerned about the whereabouts of the huge inheritance. In the face of all kinds of speculation, she didn't say a word, just stood silently, letting tears roll in her eyes.
Perhaps, in this journey of life full of trials and turns, she has never been able to really stay away from the shadow of sadness.
Grief always takes time to fade, and this time is no exception.
The sudden death of her husband hit her unimaginable, but the pace of life could not be stopped for anyone. Time always flows silently, and there are always strong people who wait.
Now, isolated in the mansion, she still has to face a new chapter in her life after all. We don't know if such a woman who has gone through ups and downs has been on the verge of collapse under the blow of fire.
But with the tenacity flowing in her bones, she shouldn't give up hope easily.
Perhaps, she will open the window at dawn, watch the colorful sunrise, and tell herself again that she still needs to take care of two little lives to survive the ups and downs of the world.
Perhaps, she will regain her confidence and no longer be shrouded in the shadow of the past, just to protect the hard-won sunshine in her heart.
Loneliness will eventually be washed away by time. We are confident that she will pick herself up and get out of this endless pain and start a new chapter. After all, despair is never the end of her long journey.