The stage of the Spring Festival Gala in 2012 was filled with a festive atmosphere. As a newcomer, Li Sisi nervously held the manuscript paper in her hand, she knew that this was a great opportunity and she had to go all out.
Li Sisi took a deep breath and reminded himself to be calm. She still remembers what the director told her - a smile on stage, a thousand hearts off the stage. She must use her strength to win the recognition of the audience, rather than relying on her family background.
"Please welcome our new host, Sisi Lee!" The director's voice pulls Li Sisi back to reality. The applause poured in like a tide, and she slowly walked onto the stage, like a flower bone about to bloom.
"Good evening, everyone, I'm Li Sisi. Her voice trembled a little, but the words were sonorous.
As the Spring Festival Gala progressed, Li Sisi gradually found his state. She released her aura and charm to the extreme, and the host read the words well. The audience applauded her performance, and Li Sisi's eyes were red with excitement.
After the Spring Festival Gala, Li Sisi was relieved, and she thanked everyone for their support to the newcomers.
Li Sisi puffed out her chest proudly, she knew that this was her first step, and there was a wider sky waiting for her to fly.
In 2013, Li Sisi, who has been in love with her boyfriend for many years, finally ushered in the first highlight moment of her life - marriage.
Li Sisi put on a well-made wedding dress, and the glory of the bride made her whole person radiate happiness. With her boyfriend's ten fingers clasped, Li Sisi's eyes were full of tenderness, and her face was full of a shy smile.
"I do. The boyfriend solemnly put a ring on Li Sisi, and Li Sisi kissed her boyfriend's cheek with a red face. From their school days to their wedding days, they made an eternal promise to each other.
"I am so blessed to have you in this life. Li Sisi whispered in her boyfriend's ear.
After marriage, life is rich and colorful, Li Sisi and her boyfriend are you and me. Even though the sweetness of many years ago has long since faded from the freshness, when the child's laughter came, Li Sisi knew that the taste of home was what she longed for most in her life.
In 2014, Li Sisi gave birth to a cute big baby. Holding the child, she burst into tears. "Our home is finally complete.
Li Sisi looked at her boyfriend standing aside, and the two looked at each other and smiled, full of happiness in this small home full of milk powder flavor.
Li Sisi took two leave due to pregnancy, and the work at hand had to be handed over to the newcomer. She sighed helplessly, but her heart was full of expectations for her family.
During pregnancy, Li Sisi often thought crankily. She misses the feeling in front of the camera and the applause of the audience; I was worried about whether I would be a competent mother. Until she heard the baby's cry for the first time, Li Sisi happily picked up the child, knowing that her life was no longer just a career.
The newcomers grew rapidly during the time that Li Sisi was away, and some even took her place in important programs. Li Sisi couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but she was also sincerely relieved to see the terrifying juniors in the future - the show has a good successor, and CCTV will get better and better.
After 2022, Li Sisi officially left the big stage like the Spring Festival Gala. She was not reconciled, but quickly adjusted her mentality. On the TV shopping channel, Li Sisi has no shelves and mingles with new colleagues; On Douyin, she has accumulated nearly 10 million fans.
Li Sisi was not defeated by marginalization, but found a new point of brilliance.
She often says to herself: she is not afraid to walk slowly, as long as she persists, she can reach her height. Li Sisi looked ahead hopefully, believing that spring would eventually come.
Li Sisi's life seems to be smooth sailing, but he has also experienced criticism and doubts behind it.
Some people say that she is just a "vase" through the back door, and some people say that she is married to an old rich businessman. In the face of these rumors, Li Sisi was deeply saddened. She looked at her slightly haggard face in front of the mirror, and tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes.
"Why don't people believe in my strength?" Li Sisi muttered softly. She clenched her fists, reminding herself to take the nonsense seriously.
When the child ran into his arms, Li Sisi was immediately relieved. She touched the child's little head, thinking that as long as her family supported her, she could let go of everything from the outside world.
Li Sisi chose to give up the peak of her career, and people did not understand her decision. But when she watched the child go to school and heard the word "Mom" in his mouth, Li Sisi knew that she had no regrets.
A child's growth is only once, and the time spent with him is the most precious. Li Sisi can come out of the mountain again and win back the stage that belongs to her; But the bits and pieces of childhood can only be slowly raised in maternal love.
Li Sisi hummed a nursery rhyme softly, and a brand new melody flowed in her heart. She finally found the direction of her life - the smell of fireworks to protect her home. This is Li Sisi's most regretless choice in this life.