Before reading this article, please click "Follow", which is not only convenient for you to discuss and share, but also can bring you a different sense of participation, thank you for your support!
Text: Interesting and diverse
Editor|Siwenlu
The 55-year-old singer Siqingerile appeared on the hot search for releasing a new album.
Later, he posted a video feed late at night.
Originally, promoting your new album should have been enthusiastic and happy.
But netizens found that her whole mental state was not quite right.
What's going on?
She is unkempt in the video and her hair is very messy.
Everyone thought she was too tired for the new album.
However, what she said made netizens feel that something was wrong.
Because she bluntly said in the video that she was unhappy and stressed.
But he didn't say exactly why.
only said that he had suffered some "unwarranted disasters".
And also like a "prophet".
Saying that this pain will not end, she will always be haunted by pain.
Netizens were very puzzled, what happened to her?
Watch her cry bitterly and almost break down in the video.
Everyone felt that something was wrong with her spirit.
The reason for this is that someone has summed up two things that may cause her nervous breakdown.
One is because of Zang Tianshuo, and the other is because of Daolang.
What grievances does she have with these two people?
Why do some people say that she has finally received "retribution" today?
01 Love and hate entanglement with Zang Tianshuo
Siqingerile was born in Inner Mongolia in 1968.
It is said that ethnic minorities have the gene of being good at singing and dancing in their blood.
She is no exception, and her musical talent seems to be innate.
However, she "went astray".
Later, she went to a professional art school to learn Xi dance.
Training day and night has made her dance level higher and higher.
Sometimes when I am tired from practice, I can eat five big steamed buns in one meal.
However, no one expected that she suddenly released a "big move" that surprised everyone.
Mongolian music is melodious and vast.
But she suddenly fell in love with wild rock music!
These two styles can be said to be very different.
But she still ignored the opposition of her relatives and friends.
Crazy about learning Xi rock 'n' roll.
He even gave up his favorite dance because of this.
However, this love was poured cold water.
She began to learn various instruments Xi rock 'n' roll.
And I also looked for like-minded friends everywhere in college.
Forming a band, arranging, singing, it was a really happy time.
However, the dilemma of reality still arises.
For love and dreams, but also for life.
The band traveled all over the world.
However, either there is no invitation, or the appearance fee is low.
Either it's almost no one watching the show.
People who make music are high and arrogant in their bones.
They couldn't stand this "desolation" and finally had no choice but to disband.
Siqingerile also had to find a new way out.
Frustrated, she came to the bar to sing in residence in order to make a living.
originally thought that his life would be spent in such nothingness.
A man she loved and hated at the same time appeared.
On one occasion, Siqingerile ended the day's performance.
Removing her makeup backstage at the bar, a man appears next to her.
That person is Zang Tianshuo.
He said he greatly admired Siqingerile's musical talent.
I wanted to tailor a song to her based on her timbre.
Siqingerile froze on the spot.
When I knew that the person in front of me was the original singer and composer of the song "Friend", which was popular all over the country.
Siqingerile was ecstatic.
She immediately joined Zang Tianshuo's band as a bassist.
However, this decision is the one she regrets the most in her life.
He tailor-made the song "Mountain Song is Like Spring River Water" for her.
made her move towards the ranks of "top singers".
also appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala because of this, and became a household name.
The dream of many years is simply overfulfilled.
However, this man pulled her into the abyss.
The two who also love music get along day and night.
Gradually, different feelings were born.
The relationship between the two grew closer, and finally they began to live together.
Later, Siqingerile became pregnant.
She is looking forward to being able to enter the palace of marriage with Zang Tianshuo.
However, a thunderbolt on a sunny day almost made her unable to come back to her senses.
Zang Tianshuo deceived her.
He is already married, and he is a man with a family background!
Siqingerile could not accept it.
She loves this man too much and wants to give the child in her womb a home.
lost his mind and ran to Zang Tianshuo's house.
Negotiate with his wife to get them divorced.
Naturally, the results were not as she wished.
Broken, she swallowed sleeping pills.
Fortunately, the rescue was timely and a life was saved.
Later, she beat the child and said goodbye to the relationship completely.
Siqingerile said that he must find someone who loves him wholeheartedly in the future.
But it backfired.
After that inglorious relationship, she didn't fall in love with anyone again.
In 2018, Zang Tianshuo passed away.
Now 55 years old, she is still alone.
Many people speculate that a large part of her pain may come from this relationship.
However, there are some people who say that it is because of Daolang.
What's going on?
02 Irony, connotation Daolang
The second reason speculated by netizens was Daolang.
Because Siqingerile once let Daolang go.
The words were very polite.
Daolang's "Rakshasa Sea City" is popular all over the country.
However, the song has also faced a lot of controversy.
As the saying goes: "Insiders look at the doorway, laymen look at the excitement." ”
When everyone thought the song was pretty good.
Siqingerile, who felt that he was an "insider", came out to speak.
A passage made the whole atmosphere tense.
She did not deny Daolang's talent and singing skills.
Instead, he criticized Daolang's song marketing model.
According to what she meant, the way everyone used to play songs was very simple.
And now Daolang's way is over-marketing.
And she herself is a pure singer.
Not good at marketing, only focusing on creation.
As soon as these words came out, they immediately caused an uproar.
Because this naked connotation is really uncomfortable to look at.
Many netizens came out directly to ridicule her:
"Are these words you are saying now that you are hot?"
"I think you're marketing yourself now, and you're really clever at it!"
"If you can't eat grapes, you can say that grapes are sour, and people are hotter than her!"
At that time, the matter was in an uproar.
Siqingerile received unfriendly "greetings" from many netizens.
That kind of overwhelming remarks has formed a "cyber violence".
Her whole body and mind were hurting a lot.
And now she says she's been surrounded by pain.
So some netizens speculated that the events of that year must have caused her a lot of psychological trauma.
So much so that after the past, the pain in the heart cannot be dissipated.
epilogue
She is not in very good shape now.
However, these reasons are also speculation.
The real reason is known only to her.
Whatever the reason, it's all in the past.
I still hope that everyone can live every day well.