Some people are willing to promote others because they like the talent of the other party, which is a pity.
But some people look like they want to promote you, but they actually have other plans.
She thought she had met a soft-hearted "god", but she never thought that she had encountered a devil.
He has put himself in a high position, and he is the one who hurts himself the most, and now he is over half a hundred years old but he is still alone.
Fame is not easy
In November 1999, a song "Mountain Song is Like Spring River Water" made a girl well-known to the public, she is known as "China's No. 1 Rock Female Singer" Siqingerile.
Born in Inner Mongolia, Siqingerile has wanted to be a singer since she was a child.
With a dream, she came to Beijing and began her life in Beipiao.
Life without relatives and no reason in Beijing is not easy, let alone chasing dreams, Siqingerile even has a hard time supporting herself, and she can only choose to go to the bar to sing when she is forced to do so.
This went on for a long, long time, so long that Siqingerile thought that his life might be like this. But at this time, a benefactor appeared.
Zang Tianshuo was a figure at the top of the pyramid in the music scene at that time, and no one who studied music did not know him, including Siqingerile.
There were many people in the bar, and Siqingerile didn't notice that there was a big guy in the audience watching her silently.
When she finished singing a song and was about to go backstage, she was stopped by a person.
The man asked Siqingerile if he would like to join his band, and Siqingerile had seen many swaggering people, but when he saw the comer, he was stupid and frozen.
The person who came was Zang Tianshuo, and Siqingerile nodded again and again to indicate that he was willing.
Since then, Siqingerile has been a bassist for the Zang Tianshuo Orchestra, but in terms of her talent, being a bassist is too wasteful.
Zang Tianshuo specially adapted a song for Siqingerile, which is the song "Mountain Song is Like Spring River Water".
It was this song that made her, and even helped her appear on the stage of CCTV, and the bright future of Siqingerile has just begun.
As the so-called shopping mall is proud, the love field is lost.
Siqingerile, whose career is thriving, has suffered a lot in love, and even chose to commit suicide, what happened?
Carrying infamy
Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo are both masters and apprentices to the outside world, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that the relationship between the two is not ordinary, and it is a little too ambiguous.
In 2008, the famous "Vixengate" incident occurred, and Jin Sha's "When a Female Singer Becomes a Vixen" named Siqingerile as a shrew.
In Jinsha's narrative, Siqingerile is an unreasonable and very bad shrew.
Not only that, but she later wrote an article accusing Siqingerile of being rude and disrespectful to her seniors in the industry.
The two articles pushed Siqingerile to the peak of public opinion, and she was also pointed at by many people.
It wasn't until the end that Jinsha lost the lawsuit and the public knew that she was innocent, but the matter between her and Zang Tianshuo gradually couldn't be hidden.
Lose yourself
Zang Tianshuo was a family man, but he didn't tell Siqingerile at first.
Under his sweet words, Siqingerile soon fell.
Because the two of them are in a band, Zang Tianshuo will always use the pretext of teaching her music knowledge to get along with Siqingerile alone, and once she has any trouble, Zang Tianshuo will appear as soon as possible to help her solve it.
Siqingerile thought that the two of them would always be so sweet, until he overheard a teammate ask Zang Tianshuo's wife how she was doing recently and found out that the other party was married.
The feeling of disillusionment was not pleasant, but at this time Siqingerile was still sanity.
Her first thought was that she couldn't destroy other people's families, and she should end this absurd relationship.
Zang Tianshuo looked at Siqingerile and said that he was not in a hurry at all when he said that he was going to end, because he knew that the other party was unwilling, and he was confident to persuade the other party.
Just as Siqingerile finished speaking and was about to leave, Zang Tianshuo stopped her, and this scene was like the first time they met.
Zang Tianshuo told Siqingerile that he and his wife had no feelings for a long time, and the reason why the two were still together was because of some force majeure, and sooner or later they would divorce.
Siqingerile looked at Zang Tianshuo suspiciously, confirming whether he was telling the truth, looking at Zang Tianshuo's appearance, Siqingerile finally relented.
Siqingerile decided to believe Zang Tianshuo once, and it was her decision that pushed her into the abyss and almost died.
As the days passed, Siqingerile was still indulging in the sweet love with Zang Tianshuo.
Every time she asked Zang Tianshuo when she would get a divorce, the other party would say soon, immediately.
But in the end, Siqingerile not only did not wait for the news of the divorce of the two, but waited for the news that his wife Li Mei was pregnant, and for a while she felt that she had been deceived.
Siqingerile ran to ask Zang Tianshuo what the situation was, but Zang Tianshuo said unhurriedly that his parents wanted a child, and if he was willing to give birth to a child for himself, he would divorce immediately.
At that time, Siqingerile had already been carried away by love, she didn't think about the truth of this sentence at all, and her mind was full of "you can get married if you have children".
Soon after, Siqingerile was pregnant with Zang Tianshuo's child as she wished, and when she told Zang Tianshuo the good news, she was met with the other party's eyes.
A slap in the face of reality
Zang Tianshuo's eyes were full of indifference when she saw Siqingerile, and she finally stopped pretending at this time.
Zang Tianshuo didn't coax her anymore, but straightforwardly asked her to kill the child, and it was impossible for him to divorce Li Mei.
At this time, Siqingerile knew that she had been being tricked, but she didn't give up. She called Zang Tianshuo and hoped that the other party could accompany her to have a fetus, but the answer to her was to block and delete.
The desperate Siqingerile decided to attack Li Mei, she told Li Mei that she was pregnant, and asked her to take the initiative to divorce Zang Tianshuo.
Li Mei looked at her like a fool when she heard this, and she said to Siqingerile with a calm face: "You are not the first to come to me, and of course you will not be the last. ”
Hearing this, Siqingerile didn't react at once, and after a long time, she understood what this sentence meant, and she looked at Li Mei for a long time and couldn't come back to her senses.
By the time Siqingerile came back to her senses, Li Mei had already left, and at this time she realized that she was just one of them for Zang Tianshuo, and she was never the only one.
Coincidentally, not long after Siqingerile saw Zang Tianshuo behaving intimately with a woman after seeing Li Mei, seeing is believing, and Siqingerile was completely disheartened at this time.
Relationship exposure
Siqingerile went to beat the child by herself, and since then she has become extremely emotionally unstable, and sometimes she collapses after chatting.
In 2005, Siqingerile was invited to participate in Yang Lan's talk show, in which Yang Lan asked about her life experience.
When talking about her experience of drifting north, she can tell it with a wry smile.
But when it came to her master Zang Tianshuo, Siqingerile broke down and cried directly in the show. It was at that time that the relationship between the two was exposed.
After the relationship was exposed, Siqingerile was scolded for being a junior, no matter how she explained, no one listened, and even when she went out to participate in activities, someone specially ran to scold her and threw things at her.
Siqingerile was bullied like this, Zang Tianshuo didn't come out to say a word for her, and because of this, the public was even more convinced that she was a third party.
Siqingerile didn't understand why everyone was blaming her when she was obviously a victim. During that time, she did not dare to attend the event or make any comments online.
Siqingerile hid in a dark room every day, and problems gradually appeared in her heart.
On a seemingly ordinary night, she chose to commit suicide.
Siqingerile's friend suddenly couldn't reach her, and his friend went to her house because he was worried that something would happen to her.
Fortunately, her friend arrived not too late, and her life was saved.
Get back on your feet
Siqingerile, who came back from a trip after the ghost gate, suddenly thought that her life was her own, and she didn't need to practice herself for such a man.
With the help of his friends, Siqingerile gradually came out of the haze.
Reborn, she started a new life, but Zang Tianshuo's life has changed dramatically.
In 2008, Zang Tianshuo was arrested for gathering a crowd to fight, and after his release from prison, he still did not give up his music career, and the number of people who supported him did not decrease.
But such a happy life is not too young, he was only released from prison in 2014, he was diagnosed with liver cancer in 2018, and his days are short.
At this time, Siqingerile not only got out of the haze, but also got better and better. In addition to her musical achievements, she also occasionally makes guest appearances in films.
When people are about to die, they will look back on their lives, maybe suddenly their conscience found out, Zang Tianshuo felt that he was very sorry for Siqingerile and wanted to apologize to the other party.
Heaven is a good reincarnation, and the sky forgives whom.
Siqingerile was as indifferent as Zang Tianshuo at the beginning, she said that she refused to socialize and didn't see anyone.
Looking at Zang Tianshuo, who was getting haggard day by day, Siqingerile finally relented. Thinking that if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be able to be seen by the world, so he went to see Zang Tianshuo at the last moment.
Not long after that, Zang Tianshuo passed away, and for this reason, Siqingerile also wrote a letter to say goodbye to him, which can be regarded as a complete end to the grievances between the two people.
It is said that time can heal all wounds, but even if some wounds are not visible on the surface, they cannot be healed on the inside.
Now Siqingerile is 55 years old, and she has not been in a relationship with anyone since, not even an affair.
Not only can you live happily by getting married and having children in the world, there are many people in the world, and there is no need to hang yourself from a tree.
The premise of loving others is that you must first love yourself, and those who love themselves can get the love of others more.
When you realize that you have gone astray, you must withdraw immediately, otherwise you will be doomed.