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On December 15, 2023, singer Siqingerile, who has not appeared on the screen for a long time, suddenly rushed to the hot search.
It turned out that at 1 o'clock in the morning that day, Siqingerile uncharacteristically posted a video on social platforms, expressing that the year had been very unsmooth, and his words were full of decadence and sadness.
It is not difficult to see from the video that the 55-year-old Siqingerile appeared without makeup, and his eyes revealed sadness and confusion.
Compared with her delicate face on the stage before, she is almost thin now, her hair is scattered, her eyes are blurred, and her mental condition is worrying.
Many people are surprised, what happened to the once smash hit "popular fried chicken" now?
Siqingerile said that in 2023, she had a bad life at all, and the warmth and coldness of people made her more stressed in the past year, and she could feel sadness and helplessness from her choked words.
Netizens sighed: It's really not easy to be a star, there are enviable highlights, and there must be unknown sadness.
Seeing her almost depressed expression, netizens also sent a lot of comfort.
At that time, Siqingerile's song "Mountain Song is Like Spring River Water" was sung all over the country, and was known as "the first Chinese female rock person", and she appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala for 5 consecutive times.
Why is there all kinds of negative news now, her image has plummeted, and her mood is so low that even netizens suspect depression?
What exactly did she go through?
An unrivaled debut
In 1999, at the first Nanning International Folk Song Conference, an improved version of "Mountain Songs Are Like Spring River Water" made Siqingerile who debuted on the big screen an instant hit.
Since then, it has become one of the few "fried chickens" in the music scene in the 90s.
Her unique voice, like a mountain and flowing water, has a strong exotic atmosphere as soon as she speaks.
The era in which Siqingerile lived was the "golden age" of music.
In that era, Song Zuying was not yet recognized by the public as the "queen of folk songs", and Faye Wong, who was far away in Hong Kong, was still a fledgling rookie in the music scene.
Leading the music scene is a group of unique big courtyard children, among which Cui Jian, the godfather of rock and roll, is the most famous, but our protagonist today is not him, but his brother.
In the 90s, he became a smash hit big brother in the music industry with a song "Brothers": Zang Tianshuo.
Siqingerile, who has not appeared for a long time ago, suffered "cordial greetings" from the majority of Daolang fans because of his unfriendly speech to Daolang's new work "Rakshasa Sea City".
With the fermentation of public opinion, the story of Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo, which has long been sealed in the years, has once again aroused heated discussions.
With the "pouring of oil" from netizens, Siqingerile, who seemed to have been stabbed in the heart, couldn't hold it anymore, and posted a video late at night complaining about all kinds of unbearable life.
The words are confused, and the expression is sad. A few netizens who knew the matter couldn't help but retort in the comment area: "Don't be entangled, live bravely." ”
Mistakenly mistook old vinegar as ink, and wrote half of the raw paper on acid.
Looking back at Siqingerile's life in the past 50 years, loneliness is her soul, and waiting is her fate.
Maxima meets Bole, is it fate or sin?
Those who know Siqingerile will say, "She is a wild horse on the steppe." ”
Those who don't know her will comment: "A person who is far more talented than a person with lace journalism." ”
Where does this sense of contrast come from?
Here I have to mention the man who influenced the direction of her life's fate, the man who took her to heaven and sent her to hell with his own hands.
The world says: "Behind a successful man, there must be a successful woman." ”
In other words, behind a successful woman, a successful man is often inseparable.
No matter how good a Maxima is, it needs to be discovered by Bole, and the same is true of Siqingerile.
Siqingerile, who has been developing in the north for a year, is still struggling in his career, and he struggles to make a living by singing in bars every day.
Siqingerile, who has not appeared for a long time ago, suffered "cordial greetings" from the majority of Daolang fans because of his unfriendly speech to Daolang's new work "Rakshasa Sea City".
With the fermentation of public opinion, the story of Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo, which has long been sealed in the years, has once again aroused heated discussions.
With the "pouring of oil" from netizens, Siqingerile, who seemed to have been stabbed in the heart, couldn't hold it anymore, and posted a video late at night complaining about all kinds of unbearable life.
The words are confused, and the expression is sad. A few netizens who knew the matter couldn't help but retort in the comment area: "Don't be entangled, live bravely." ”
Two people with the same hobbies quickly become each other's confidants.
Faced with Siqin's embarrassment, Zang Tianshuo boldly invited the other party to join his band as a bassist.
Zang Tianshuo, who has always pursued machismo, has never beaten around the bush in the expression of love.
The improved version of "Mountain Songs Are Like Spring River Water" was specially prepared by Zang Tianshuo for Siqingerile, the purpose of which was to make her popular at the Nanning International Folk Song Conference.
Zang Tianshuo was once a disciple of the composer Guan Xia, and Siqin won the first gold medal in his life for this song.
Since then, no matter how big or small the program, where there is Zang Tianshuo, there will be Siqingeri music, and even the Spring Festival Gala is no exception!
From a wandering singer to a rookie in the Spring Festival Gala, Si Qin only took two years, and the reason why she was able to progress so quickly is that anyone with a discerning eye can see that Zang Tianshuo spared no effort to support her.
Whenever someone wonders what kind of ulterior secrets the golden boy and girl on the stage have, Zang Tianshuo will always tell them happily: "We are the best brother and sister in the world." ”
But is that really the case?
The truth of history has always told us again and again that no matter how good the quality of paper is, it cannot contain fire.
You won't be the "first" and you won't be the "last"
On the hurried street, a woman with a trance and plain face was pacing aimlessly on the street, her expression so sad.
What's more, she didn't take any protective measures, and in those years when the SARS virus was rampant, such behavior was undoubtedly suicide.
Even in that era of information blockage, Siqingeri was happy to know everything, and rumors of destroying the family of his mentor Zang Tianshuo still spread far and wide.
In the face of the rumors surging like a flood, those who believe in her are waiting for her explanation, waiting for this prairie girl to take the rumor-mongers to court with the most bold gesture.
But things often backfire!
Siqingerile, who was in the whirlpool, not only did not stand up to explain, but became more and more frustrated on the road of deviance.
Late one night, Siqingerile broke into the home of Zang Tianshuo and his original wife, and used an innocent life in his womb as bait to force the original partner to end her marriage with Zang Tianshuo.
That's right, in the inseparable companionship of getting along day and night, her relationship with Zang Tianshuo has long deteriorated.
As Oscar Wilde said, "There is no normal friendship between men and women, there is only love and hatred." ”
It has to be said that Siqingerile's behavior at that time, even if it is placed in today's open-minded world, is enough to make headlines.
But in the end, it is the lost girl who overestimates the magic of love and can't see the essence of life clearly.
In the face of Xiao San's arrogance and moral kidnapping, the original partner did not show the slightest panic, and his subsequent words were regarded as golden and jade words by countless latecomers who had this experience:
"You won't be the first, and you won't be the last. I'm used to Xi, I'll treat myself as a, give him care and care, your business, you handle it yourself, don't bother me!"
The words of the original wife generally made Siqingerile see clearly that the essence of marriage is mutual tolerance, and this is exactly what people who love each other can't give.
It is precisely because of this that marriage will become the grave of love.
How could a romantic man be willing to give up his entire grassland for the sake of a flower?
Therefore, this desperate love is destined to end in tragedy.
Unable to accept this ending, Siqingerile directly chose to commit suicide by swallowing medicine in the hotel.
It's hard to imagine what it's like to melt a handful of sleeping pills in your mouth, but fortunately, the hotel service staff found it in time and finally rejoiced in picking up a life.
After experiencing this cycle of life and death, Siqingerile was also cold, and finally willing to give up the wrong relationship between her and Zang Tianshuo.
In the hospital, she picked up the phone with difficulty and told the person on the other end of the phone hoarsely: "You accompany me to the hospital to have a fetus!"
"I was too young to live with. ”
Many years later, when Siqingerile participated in Yang Lan's talk show, when talking about the relationship between the two, she said:
"One day I found out that I was pregnant, and it was a shame to beat the child according to the Mongolian Xi, and I wanted to give birth but that person did not allow it, and at that time I had to hide. ”
This hiding is a lifetime.
Even a blow like a miscarriage did not allow Siqingerile to really get out of Zang Tianshuo's value radius.
The sentence "I will definitely marry you" must be the most powerful painkiller for girls who lack love.
Relying on Zang Tianshuo's left and right, a deformed love triangle is maintained with great difficulty.
Until 2008, Zang Tianshuo was arrested and imprisoned after gathering a crowd to fight in Beijing, and the iron gates of the prison cut off Zang Tianshuo from all contact with the outside world, including Siqingerile.
Eight years is long enough to make everything wrong, except for Siqin's feelings for Zang Tianshuo.
In the past eight years, Siqingerile, who has been notorious in the market, has never had any scandals, so that this despicable relationship has made him a little more sorry because of the woman's loyalty.
When the two of them meet again, it is already a year when they are not confused.
In 2016, at Siqin's 48th birthday party, former friends, including Zang Tianshuo, offered their blessings, and the birthday star smiled like a flower in the group photo.
Netizens who don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement have commented under Weibo: "Zang Tianshuo, isn't this your daughter-in-law?"
At this time, Zang Tianshuo, who has long been smoothed out by the years, only replied with one word "before" in the face of the ridicule of netizens.
In the past, who are you talking to?
It's just that the good times don't last long, and the happy days are always short-lived.
In 2018, Zang Tianshuo was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and in the few days left, Zang Tianshuo, who was lingering on the sickbed, finally said the words he buried deep in his heart in front of Siqingerile, who was already in tears: "I was too young at that time, I can't live it." ”
When I was young, I didn't distinguish between vinegar and ink, and I wrote half of the raw paper on acid
A wrong relationship, no matter how brilliant it blooms and how real the pain is, is not destined to blossom.
In the end, the only pitiful person was the gardener who had watered it with all his heart.
Now Siqingerile is still alone, and this relationship has become a wound that she cannot heal in her life.
Now that the battle that was forced to get involved in the fan circle has been brought up again, it is no wonder that the main owner is heartbroken and crazy in the middle of the night.
In fact, as an ancient musician, Siqingerile's respect for music has always been affirmed.
Just like the jokes that have been leaked on the Internet, netizens scolded Siqingerile for being old and decrepit and being a demon, and she did not reply.
But as long as you dare to say that the music she writes is low, she will immediately jump out and contradict you, telling you how expensive her speakers are.
As the saying goes, "Good things don't go out, but bad things spread thousands of miles." "The world's favorite thing to see is always the fall of God.
Compared with Siqingerile's rare music, her popular lace news is indeed more widely circulated among the people, so much so that it has created the illusion that her talent is greater than her reality today.
If she had been willing to see Zang Tianshuo's sweet words earlier, would the result be different now?
It is said that heroes are sad to pass the beauty pass, but throughout the ages, how many good men have chosen beauties in front of the country and beauties?
If there were no Hu Lancheng's feet on two boats, would there be Zhang Ailing's "Red Rose and White Rose".
I still remember the sentence that admonished the woman in "The Book of Songs: Hooligans": "Yu is a woman, and there is no delay." The suffiness of a scholar can still be taken off, and the sloppiness of a woman cannot be taken off. ”