Chapter 3 Pear blossoms are pale and white
Chapter 99
Cheng Weiguo was stunned by Qingxue's question, and blurted out a rhetorical question, "Get married?" However, Cheng Weiguo immediately understood what was going on, "This, this... How do you know he's married? Cheng Weiguo did not answer Qingxue positively
"Oh, yes, last year, Xiao Qingyang helped me find Uncle Gao's father's home through my classmates. Then, I went to Uncle Gao's hometown and found his father. There, I saw Uncle Gao's daughter, Gyokuro, who said she was 8 years old. Qingxue explained in a whisper
"Yo, I didn't expect Gao Weiguo's daughters to be so old." Cheng Weiguo prevaricated slightly embarrassed, "I, I'm just too careless." ”
"Chief of Staff Cheng has never visited Uncle Gao's parents and children for so many years?" Qingxue looked at Cheng Weiguo suspiciously, "Since the chief of staff and Uncle Gao can have a life and death covenant, then it is said that the relationship between you and Uncle Gao should be very good." ”
"Oh, I've been going to see them mainly because I've been too busy with work in the past few years."
Cheng Weiguo felt that his heart was flustered, and he obviously felt the doubt in Qingxue's eyes. At the same time, Cheng Weiguo also realized that about Gao Weiguo's marriage and children, his answer must have made Qingxue very dissatisfied, and even very angry. Indeed, Cheng Weiguo realized that he had neglected two situations, one was the depth of Qingxue's feelings for Gao Weiguo, and the other was that he had forgotten Qingxue's profession. A person like Qingxue who is engaged in literary creation is quite sensitive and rigorous to words, language, and logical reasoning.
"Hmmm! I can understand that. Qingxue nodded slightly and didn't say anything more. Then, Qingxue looked at her watch and said in a very flat tone, "Yo, it's not early, Chief of Staff, we should go back." ”
"Okay, let's go back then." Cheng Weiguo whispered like a child who had done something wrong.
Originally, Cheng Weiguo wanted to ask Qingxue what she thought about Xiao Qingyang's confession, but now he could clearly see Qingxue's loss and feel her displeasure. Cheng Weiguo knew that this time, it was his lack of preparation and underestimation of Qingxue that led to this situation.
Cheng Weiguo was very remorseful, after all, he knew that Qingxue had seen Yulu at his father's house. And his father and Qingxue also made it very clear that Yulu's father died, which corresponded to the situation of Gao Weiguo's sacrifice that Qingxue knew. Then, he should have thought that Qingxue would logically think that Yulu was Gao Weiguo's child. In this way, it is reasonable for Qingxue to ask herself when Gao Weiguo will get married.
However, as for himself, while claiming to be Gao Weiguo's best friend, he shows that he knows little about Gao Weiguo's child's situation, which is unjustifiable in any way. Therefore, it is normal for Qingxue to be unhappy. Now, if you want to eliminate Qingxue's displeasure with herself, there is only one way...
Cheng Weiguo looked at Qingxue who was walking briskly in front of him, and quickly thought...
Cheng Weiguo's analysis was completely correct, Qingxue was indeed angry with him, and she was very disappointed with him.
At this moment, Qingxue wanted to get out of here quickly, she was really disappointed in Cheng Weiguo. Qingxue is more and more sad the more she thinks about it, the more sad she is, the faster she goes, she doesn't care what Cheng Weiguo thinks of herself, anyway, she just strides forward. As for the picturesque poplar forest, there was no attraction for her.
"Qingxue, go slowly, I haven't told you anything yet." Cheng Weiguo's voice was not loud
"What's the matter?" Although Qingxue was unwilling to wait for Cheng Weiguo in her heart, she still had to be polite, she stopped and waited for Cheng Weiguo to approach.
"Didn't you just ask Gao Weiguo when he got married?" Cheng Weiguo walked up to Qingxue and motioned for her to move forward as he spoke.
"Yes, didn't the chief of staff answer." Qingxue replied lightly
"To be exact, I don't know if I should tell you or not." Cheng Weiguo's expression was particularly natural
"What does the chief of staff mean?" Qingxue stopped
"That's right, Wei Guo is not as you think, he is not married." Cheng Weiguo said word by word
"Uncle Gao is not married? Whose child is that Gyokuro? Qingxue was surprised
Cheng Weiguo looked at Qingxue very calmly, "Originally, I shouldn't have told you about Yulu, but I thought about it just now, so it's better to let you know." ”
"Chief of Staff, just tell me straight, what the hell is going on?" Qingxue looked at Cheng Weiguo's serious expression, and her heart was instinctively pinched.
"That's right, Gyokuro is your Uncle Gao's adopted child." Cheng Weiguo said as he observed Qingxue's expression
"Adopted child?" Qingxue looked at Cheng Weiguo suspiciously, "But, according to Yulu's age, she should have been born after Uncle Gao's sacrifice, and I still thought that she was Uncle Gao's widow." ”
"That's right, she was born after the sacrifice of Weiguo, she is..."Cheng Weiguo made a lot of determination, "She is my fiancée, that is, my current wife, Zina's child." ”
"Ahh Qingxue was completely stunned by Cheng Weiguo's words, even if she had rich associations, she would never have thought of this situation.
"Chief of Staff, what's going on?" Qingxue finally asked the doubts in her heart, although she knew that Cheng Weiguo was likely to have something unspeakable. However, this involves the plan to raise Gyokuro that she Qingxue has already begun to implement.
"Zina, on the way home from a night shift, I met a bad guy..."Cheng Weiguo finished the matter with difficulty, "When she found out that she was pregnant, the doctor said that the child was older, and if she had surgery, the adult would probably be in danger of life." ”
"So, what is your attitude? What did her family say? Qingxue's heart was pinched
"Her parents are from the countryside, and they feel too ashamed, they don't recognize her as a daughter, let alone this child, saying that a hooligan child must still be a hooligan when he grows up." Cheng Weiguo sighed
"This, it's not her fault, why blame her? Isn't this the same as the saying that the thief's child in the movie "The Wanderer" must be a thief? Qingxue was furious
"That's right!" Cheng Weiguo nodded
"What about you, what do you say?" Qingxue stared at Cheng Weiguo closely, her expression was extremely nervous, "You must not..."
"I admit that I was really conflicted at the time, on the one hand, Xena is the person I love deeply. On the other hand, I really can't accept this child. Besides, my mother, because of Zina's affairs, her already sick body has become worse. Qingxue, you don't know, I am my father's widow, and I am my mother's all. Cheng Weiguo didn't dare to look at Qingxue's eyes
"So, you're not on Xena's side?" Qingxue whispered tentatively
"No, I let her give birth. I told Xena that I would treat this child as if it were my own. Cheng Weiguo's voice was not loud
"Chief of Staff, you're so nice!" Qingxue breathed a long sigh of relief
"But, Wei Guo, even your Uncle Gao said that he would raise this child." Cheng Weiguo looked at Qingxue, whose expression was obviously relaxed
"Why?" Qingxue was puzzled
"He said that the child lives with me and Zina, and sooner or later it will cause conflicts between the two of us, and it is not good to follow him, and he will raise him." Cheng Weiguo explained in a whisper
"Why? Uncle Gao did this, didn't he think that he would get married in the future and have his own children? Qingxue was a little anxious, "Uncle Gao is not afraid that his future wife will also have conflicts with him because of this child?" ”
"Wei Guo, your Uncle Gao said that he, he will not marry in this life." Cheng Weiguo said this sentence with great difficulty
"Uncle Gao said he wasn't married? Why? Qingxue was shocked by Cheng Weiguo's words again
"This, he didn't say. He just named the unborn child Gyokuro, and repeatedly instructed me to send the child back to his parents as soon as he was born. Cheng Weiguo said this, and sighed for a long time, "So, for so many years, Zina has only occasionally gone to see Yulu." She always said that whenever she saw that child, she wanted to vomit. As for me, it is naturally difficult to bring my children to live with us. First, Zina and I are separated, and secondly, the relationship between the child and Weiguo's family is very deep, and I am afraid that the child will not adapt after receiving it. ”
"You can't blame Yulu's mother, I can completely understand that she did this." Qingxue thought of herself... Then, Qingxue quickly cleaned up her mood, "It's just like this, it's too hard for Uncle Gao's parents." ”
"Indeed, they treat Gyokuro as their own granddaughter." Cheng Weiguo paused, "However, they don't know the true situation of Yulu. Wei Guo lied to them at the time, saying that Yulu was the child of my comrade-in-arms, and that my comrade-in-arms had died, and in order to make it easier for his mother to remarry, he adopted her. ”
"Well, Uncle Gao, it's a white lie." Qingxue nodded, "For the sake of the child's healthy growth, I think Uncle Gao's parents won't blame him." ”
Seeing Qingxue's mood improve, Cheng Weiguo finally secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He thought for a moment, and then naturally changed the subject, "Qingxue, I heard that Qingyang confessed to you?" ”
"It's... The Chief of Staff knows about this, huh? "Qingxue was a bit of a surprise
"It's a good thing, of course it's getting around fast." Cheng Weiguo smiled, "Qingyang is a good young man, don't let him down." ”
That day, Qingxue told Sun Xiaowen that the reason why she didn't let Xiao Qingyang tell outsiders and that he was an old acquaintance was that she thought it was her and Xiao Qingyang's own business, and there was no need to tell it widely. Actually, Qingxue's words were addressed to Xiao Qingyang, and it was a pun.
Qingxue just wants to tell Xiao Qingyang that for the most personal thing like emotion, your approach is not what I like. However, it is a pity that neither Xiao Qingyang nor Sun Xiaowen understood Qingxue's words, and they really thought that Qingxue was just referring to "old acquaintances".
Now, since Cheng Weiguo asked about this matter, Qingxue felt that it was also an opportunity, maybe one day, Cheng Weiguo would transfer his true thoughts to Xiao Qingyang.
So, Qingxue stroked her wind-blown hair, and said, "I politely rejected him, but I don't know if he really understands my mind." ”
"Why? I think you and Qingyang are a perfect fit. Cheng Weiguo looked at Qingxue in surprise
Qingxue smiled faintly, "Chief of Staff, it's not just you who think I'm suitable for him. But that's just what you think I'm compatible with. But for me, because there was already a person here, I was the right fit with him. ”
"You mean to say that you have someone you love. Who is it? Do I know each other? Cheng Weiguo's heart rose again, he was afraid that Qingxue would say that person's name, but he wanted to know that person's name.
"Of course you know, it's my Uncle Gao." After Qingxue finished speaking, she smiled at Cheng Weiguo, "Chief of Staff, do you think my spirit is a little abnormal?" In fact, I also know that it was when I was a child, and I had a childish love for Uncle Gao, which could not be called true love. Mainly, mainly, I haven't met the opposite sex who really makes my heart flutter right now. Qingxue suddenly turned around and walked forward backwards, looking at Cheng Weiguo, she said with a smile, "Chief of Staff, on the day I get married, I will definitely invite you to come and drink the wedding wine." I'm not like you, and I won't tell me when I get married. ”
"This..." Cheng Weiguo was still moved by Qingxue's "confession", but who knew that she suddenly changed her words and turned into a reproach to herself. For a while, Cheng Weiguo didn't know how to answer.
"Okay, I'm just joking with the chief of staff, and I'll see how embarrassing the chief of staff is." Qingxue was amused by Cheng Weiguo's embarrassed expression
Cheng Weiguo heard Qingxue say this, and was about to explain. Qingxue suddenly stood up and stretched out her right hand to him, her expression was very serious, "Thank you, Chief of Staff Cheng, for bringing me here to see the poplar forest and the real Gobi Desert." Thank you for finally untying the knot in my heart and letting me know everything about Uncle Gao. ”
"This..." Cheng Weiguo saw Qingxue like this, so he had to shake her hand and keep smiling as much as possible, "If I had known that you were Pear Blossom, I would have told you about Weiguo without you asking." ”
"It's okay, it's not too late to tell me now."
Qingxue finished speaking and let go of her hand. Immediately, she stretched out her arms, looked up at the sky, and said loudly, "Uncle Gao in the sky, have you seen it, my transparent wings have grown." You wait for me, sooner or later, one day, I will fly to your side. ”
After Qingxue finished speaking, she ran forward...
In the poplar forest of the Gobi Desert in late autumn, the clear snow, like a star falling into the world, illuminates this barren land.
Qingxue's arms are stretched, like a roc about to fly, and every step is on the ground covered with fallen leaves, making a rustling sound. The sound echoed like an ancient echo in the silent poplar forest, giving the land the breath of life. Her stride is large, her lines are smooth, like a galloping horse, and she has endless enthusiasm and strength.
Qingxue's short hair fluttered in the wind, like a dark meteor, streaking across the sky, leaving a bright trail. The fluttering hair contrasts with the poplar leaves in late autumn, forming a moving picture, as if dancing a hymn to freedom. Against the backdrop of the Gobi Desert, Qingxue is the protagonist of an ink painting, and the tenacity and freedom are deeply imprinted in Cheng Weiguo's heart.
However, what Cheng Weiguo couldn't see was that Qingxue at this time had tears flashing in his eyes, and the tears were like stars shining in the night. The tears were not so much for the lost Gao Weiguo, but for Qingxue to cry for the joy that dispelled all the gloom in her heart.
Cheng Weiguo watched Qingxue's figure jump in the autumn colors, watched her short hair flutter in the wind, and watched her arms outstretched, as if she wanted to embrace the whole world. Cheng Weiguo knew that in this barren Gobi Desert, Qingxue had found her own world. In the future, Qingxue will use her enthusiasm and courage to write her own story...