In 1943, a woman was insulted by the Japanese and gave birth to a boy in a cave. When she wanted to undress and breastfeed her child, she suddenly shouted, "She is a Japanese child, I can't be her mother." "Then I put the child on the ground in pain and left without looking back...
In the spring of 1943, Cao Heimao dragged his exhausted and scarred body back to his home.
The parents were both angry and sad to see their daughter being tortured so miserably by the Japanese army, and he took a firewood knife and went to find those Japanese soldiers desperately. Fortunately, Cao Heimao stopped his father in time, so he did not let him die in vain.
Since Cao Heimao returned home, she has been recuperating her body, she knows that her parents are old, she must recover as soon as possible, and then help the family with farm work, as for what happened to her after being captured by the Japanese army, Cao Heimao has never told her parents.
Whenever he was lying alone in bed at night, Cao Heimao would always think of that painful time.
I still remember that day a group of Japanese soldiers suddenly broke into the village, and they arrested the woman when they saw it.
The villagers tried to resist, but were soon subdued by the well-equipped Japanese army, and eventually could only watch the girls, including themselves, be captured by the Japanese army.
The Japanese army took away girls who were in their youth, and it was naturally self-evident what the purpose was.
After arriving at the Japanese army, Cao Heimao would be subjected to all kinds of abuse every day, and the Japanese army tortured them like a herd of animals, and Cao Heimao thought that the days when he was captured and violated by the Japanese army was like hell.
I thought that I would be tortured by the Japanese army for the rest of my life until I couldn't bear this pain and died.
But what Cao Heimao didn't expect was that the people in the same village had become a member of the Japanese puppet army, and this person was forced to do so, so he had not lost his conscience.
Seeing Cao Heimao being tortured like this, this fellow felt compassion, and he took advantage of the Japanese army's lack of attention to hand Cao Heimao a piece of opium, and told her that after swallowing it, she could fake her death and escape, and then as long as she spit it out in time, she would survive.
Instead of being tortured like this by the Japanese army all the time, it is better to fight so that you can escape.
So Cao Heimao communicated with her fellow villagers, and after she swallowed opium into her stomach, her fellow villagers told the Japanese army the news of Cao Heimao's death, and finally helped Cao Heimao successfully escape from the Japanese army's cage.
Whenever she thought of this incident, Cao Heimao would always shed tears involuntarily, thinking that although she had escaped, the imprint left by the Japanese army on her body would probably not be washed away for a lifetime.
In any case, life still has to go on, and after a month of recuperation, Cao Heimao can slowly do some farm work, and she insists on working in the fields despite her parents' obstruction. Perhaps this is also a way for Cao Heimao to relieve his pain.
However, what Cao Heimao did not expect was that he was pregnant with a child in his belly, which was only discovered by Cao Heimao two months later.
Cao Heimao has never been married and has no boyfriend, and she knows at once how this child came about. Cao Heimao, who realized that she was pregnant with a ghost child, immediately cried and found her parents, she really didn't know what to do.
After the parents learned of this, they became even more angry with the Japanese army, looking at their miserable daughter, the mother thought that this child must not be born, otherwise in the future, the daughter would not be able to raise her head in the village for the rest of her life, and the father also thought so.
Because Cao Heimao's body was tortured by the Japanese army to be very fragile, the parents did not plan to let Cao Heimao directly kill the child, but decided to let her give birth to the child and then lose the child.
In the following time, her parents no longer let Cao Heimao do farm work, but let her rest at home every day.
As the days passed, Cao Heimao's belly grew bigger and bigger, and in order not to let her daughter's pregnancy be discovered by the villagers, her parents took her to a cave, and the family's life was spent in the cave.
After another few months, Cao Heimao's child was finally born, a boy. When she heard her child crying, Cao Heimao's first thought was to breastfeed her child, which is also an instinct as a mother.
However, when Cao Heimao thought that this child carried Japanese blood, she stopped breastfeeding again.
Cao Heimao kept telling himself in his heart that this was a Japanese child, and he absolutely could not let him live, and his parents also cheered Cao Heimao on the side, and finally Cao Heimao endured the pain in his heart and followed his parents out of the cave, leaving the child lying alone in the cave.
After giving birth to this Japanese child, Cao Heimao later found a bachelor in the village to marry, but because of the previous physical injury, now Cao Heimao is no longer fertile, and she has no chance to have her own children anymore.
Even today, the Japanese have not atoned for the crimes they committed back then. And the women who suffered the same thing as Cao Heimao during the Anti-Japanese War did not wait for an apology, which is really infuriating.
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