Text | Qingchen
Editor|Sixth Entertainment
After Chen Xiaoxu, there was no more Lin Daiyu.
She seems to have become one with Lin Daiyu's character.
Lin Daiyu's life is full of regrets, and Chen Xiaoxu's fate is also tortuous.
Although her life was short, it also had ups and downs.
In the last moments of her life, she and her husband chose to become monks.
Five months after becoming a monk, she died of illness.
Her husband spent 16 years painting temple prisons.
After 16 years, he married again and had children.
Is it deep affection or bad luck?
In 1965, a family with a rich artistic atmosphere in Anshan City ushered in a new life.
For her arrival, her parents are full of joy, and you can understand her name by looking at her love.
Hoping that she would be as dazzling and full of hope as the rising sun, her parents named her Xiaoxu.
Since he was a child, Chen Xiaoxu has shown the aura of art.
Her father was the director of the Peking Opera Troupe.
He wants his daughter to inherit his mantle.
But she didn't like Peking Opera and yearned for ballet.
At that time, there was still some patriarchal preference, but her parents' love for her was really incomparable.
They did not object to her not studying Peking Opera and learning ballet.
In fact, Chen Xiaoxu's talent in dance is more youthful than her mother's.
She was immersed in the world of ballet and practiced almost all her spare time.
By the age of 12, she could complete difficult movements.
I thought she would shine on the ballet stage in the future, but she ushered in the end before she even started.
She happily took part in the ballet examination.
Her performance stood out among the dancers, and all the teachers in charge of the assessment praised her.
She also lived up to expectations and passed all the ballet examinations.
What I thought would happen was suddenly changed when I kicked the door.
Her review failed.
After the first taste of what she couldn't ask for, she still hopes to stand on the stage.
At the age of 13, although she was still young, she could already see the beauty between her eyebrows.
Because of her outstanding appearance, she was selected to join the Anshan Repertory Troupe as a young actor.
In addition to her daily rehearsals, she also worked on the newspaper taberarchy.
It's hard to practice basic skills every day, but she will look for her own sweetness.
Her daily work has exhausted her body, but she still finds time to find a quiet corner to immerse herself in her own world.
She couldn't put it down on "Dream of Red Mansions" and watched it over and over again.
I don't know if it's because of nature, or because of the influence of "Dream of Red Mansions".
Chen Xiaoxu is more and more similar to Lin Daiyu.
She is not only talented, but also very talented.
I often write small poems to express my emotions.
She is somewhat introverted and often immersed in her own world.
So her relationship with the rest of the repertory troupe is not close.
Until she met someone who changed her life.
Chen Xiaoxu has always read quietly, but the quiet and calm in her body cannot be concealed.
Bi Yanjun was attracted to her at the first sight of her.
At that time, I didn't know that it was love, but I simply felt that she was like a cold lotus that came out of the mud and was not clean.
I want people to take good care of it.
The two also met because of Bi Yanjun's "deliberate" acquaintance.
In getting along, he confirmed his intentions.
He fell in love with this girl who was 10 years younger than him.
For this reason, he pushed off the blind date arranged for him at home, and only wanted to protect his girl to grow up.
Chen Xiaoxu also liked this talented man in his dealings with him.
The two often exchange their experiences in reading "Dream of Red Mansions".
But they don't know that it can not only bring the two closer, but also become the reason why the two are separated.
In 1983, the crew of "Dream of Red Mansions" selected actors nationwide.
Bi Yanjun sees this as a rare opportunity.
He happily shared the good news with Chen Xiaoxu, and Chen Xiaoxu was also very excited.
But she has very little confidence in herself, can she succeed?
"You like Dream of Red Mansions so much, will you lose to others?"
Chen Xiaoxu took action at his stimulation.
The resume she submitted was very simple, with only a photo of herself and a small poem behind the photo.
As soon as the news of the crew's selection of actors came out, more than 100,000 letters were received in just a few days.
Among them, 30,000 letters were for Lin Daiyu.
Chen Xiaoxu stood out in the cookie-cutter self-introduction.
The director was attracted by her temperament at the first glance when he saw her photo, and she also showed her literary brilliance.
He personally wrote to invite her to an interview.
After the two talked, the director found that although Chen Xiaoxu was young, her literary skills were very deep.
Poetry, novels, and famous books are all involved, and her understanding of "Dream of Red Mansions" is also very deep.
In the end, he saw in her that "not only beautiful and weak, willow supporting the wind, but also having the temperament of a poet."
Chen Xiaoxu was invited to become a member of the "Red House" study class.
In that era without smartphones, people had a lot of time to polish their work.
Slow work produces meticulous work.
The selected actors all study in the class.
From "Dream of Red Mansions" to Qinqi calligraphy and painting, speech and behavior, and walking demeanor, every aspect is dedicated.
Soon it was time to determine the character.
At that time, Chen Xiaoxu was not the only candidate, one of them was Zhang Jinglin.
Her acting skills and image are both "excellent" that can be encountered but cannot be sought.
But Chen Xiaoxu still stood out among the candidates.
She has a "sickness" in her body that none of them have.
There is an inseparable sadness between the eyebrows, a pair of smart and tearful eyes, the arrogant and cold temperament.
During the three years of filming, the crew and actors ate and lived together.
Although the conditions were difficult, everyone was happy together.
Chen Xiaoxu was very satisfied that she could get so close to the person of her dreams.
After the filming of "Dream of Red Mansions", Chen Xiaoxu and Bi Yanjun chose to get married.
After the TV series was broadcast, Chen Xiaoxu became a hit.
Her performance in the play makes people feel that Lin Daiyu came out of the book.
Fame for a while.
The gap between the husband and wife is getting bigger and bigger.
Originally, both of them were actors in a drama troupe, but Chen Xiaoxu took a big step forward, while Bi Yanjun was still in place.
This also seems to have become the trigger for the failure of their marriage.
Chengye Lin Daiyu, defeat also Lin Daiyu.
Because the Lin Daiyu she portrayed was too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, although some people asked her to film later, the effect was not ideal.
She always makes people play when she starred in other TV series.
Her career has gone downhill, and she is very aggrieved and hopes that her husband can comfort her.
But she buried all the words in her heart, hoping that her husband could guess her thoughts.
But Bi Yanjun's personality is relatively big and grinning, and he can't find her mind at all.
One does not know, the other does not say.
If you can't communicate, feelings are prone to problems.
In the end, the two often quarreled.
Chen Xiaoxu felt that Bi Yanjun did not understand his heart, and Bi Yanjun could not stand Chen Xiaoxu's "squeamishness".
The two eventually chose to divorce.
The failure of the marriage, the downturn of the career.
At that time, Chen Xiaoxu was only in his 20s, and he had already experienced hardships that most people had never experienced in their lives.
But she can't sink here, she needs to stand up and fight for her family.
In the process of struggle, she met her second husband.
In 1990, she met Hao Tong while filming "Black Grape".
Hao Tong is a photographer.
He liked Chen Xiaoxu at first glance.
The two have been in touch ever since.
After that, she followed the advice of a friend and went to the sea to do business, and met Hao Tong again.
He took the ignorant her to the tender meeting.
Because of her fame as Lin Daiyu, the company has reached cooperation with many people.
She also achieved career success.
The two became good friends because of this.
Chen Xiaoxu's personality is still a little introverted and will not easily reveal his thoughts, but Hao Tong will always patiently guess her thoughts and tolerate her little willfulness.
With the blessing of both parents, the two entered the palace of marriage.
The two teamed up to start an advertising agency.
Lin Daiyu's popularity, Hao Tong's aesthetics as a photographer.
The two "two swords together", and their company soared in the industry.
Chen Xiaoxu has become a female chairman with a net worth of more than 100 million yuan and has also won many honors.
But there are always regrets in the marriage of the two.
The two have been married for many years, and Chen Xiaoxu has also been pregnant twice.
But no matter how careful he was, he failed to save the child.
She saw many doctors, who told her that she would most likely never have children in her life.
Not being able to have children is a blow to marriage, and you can imagine it.
How many men can accept that they will have no children for the rest of their lives?
But after Hao Tong heard this, not only did he not file for divorce with Chen Xiaoxu, but he also tried to comfort her.
The child can be liked or not, and he will be satisfied if he can stay with her for the rest of his life.
Under Hao Tong's considerate care, she gradually came out of the shadow of not being able to have children.
The two focused more on the development of the company.
But their affection did not last long, and the unexpected came again.
After Chen Xiaoxu arrived at the company early one morning, she felt uncomfortable, but she did not pay attention to it, thinking that it was caused by the overtime work of the project some time ago.
She forced herself to go to the meeting, and her eyes began to blur on the way until she fell into darkness.
When she woke up, she was already lying on a hospital bed.
Doctors told her she had breast cancer and recommended that she be hospitalized for chemotherapy.
But she didn't want to be imperfect, she wanted to leave with dignity.
When she returned home, she asked her husband not to tell others the news of her illness, she did not want to live in sympathy and did not want her family to worry.
The two of them acted as if nothing had happened, and then went about their lives as usual.
But both of them had unspeakable pain in their hearts.
She couldn't sleep at night in pain, and he knew she didn't want him to see his embarrassed side, so he pretended to sleep, tears slipping silently from the corners of his eyes, and the pillow was half wet with his crying.
In such mutual torture, it still came to the end.
The two parents sat together to celebrate the New Year, but the couple both proposed the idea of becoming a monk at the dinner table.
The family strongly opposed their idea and cried so much that they couldn't help themselves, but Chen Xiaoxu was very persistent.
The New Year's dinner eventually ended up unhappy.
She returned to the house, still holding "Dream of the Red Mansion" in her hand.
A few days later, she left a note and left quietly.
She had no intention of coming into the world, and in the end she just wanted to die with dignity.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, she came to the temple to shave as a nun, and the legal name was Miaozhen.
The parents and Hao Tong arrived, crying bitterly to save it.
All you end up with is a silent answer.
Ten days later, Hao Tong also went to the temple to become a monk.
Since then, the two have been separated.
Hao Tong sincerely recited the sutra every day, praying that the gods and Buddhas could bless his wife's safety.
But in the end, it was only in vain, and he lost his love after 5 months.
For the next 16 years, he painted the ground as a prison and hid in the temple.
After Chen Xiaoxu's parents left, the lights in their homes were never turned off day or night.
16 years later, Hao Tong remarried under the persuasion of his parents.
But his love for Chen Xiaoxu has not diminished.
He honored her parents as his own biological parents and wanted to provide them with old age.
After Chen Xiaoxu, there is no Lin Daiyu in the world.
Her life is full of regret and pain, how similar to Lin Daiyu.