Amu: Falling in love with someone, so always alone

Amu is 28 years old, has never liked anyone, only talked about love once, and later, fell in love with a person, so he has been alone.

Friends around him are anxious for him, do you tend to the left? Amu said very honestly, I believe, I like men. What kind of character do you want to find, Amu said, no grinding, no complaining, hard work, good life.

What kind of man do you want to marry. Amu said that those who are responsible, self-motivated, not abusive, and uninspiring. What kind of man do you least want to marry, your friend asked.

Amu looked at the tea in his hand, did not speak, but sketched a person in his mind, the last thing I wanted to marry was a man like my father. This is something that Amu has been clear since he was in high school.

Since the age of 12, Amu has known a word called inferiority. Discipline is strict at home, and you are not allowed to stay outside after school. There are open-air movies in the village, you can't go. I didn't have the courage to fight, and Amu in junior high school was a little transparent at school and a fuse at home. The 28-year-old Amu traced back to the past, the deepest memory is the endless quarrel between his parents, all the quarrels can finally end up on Amu's body, many times thinking about why they want to give birth to me, going out to let me be hit by a car.

After high school, Dad's business failed, he began to drink alcohol, and the war at home escalated, and it was common to do things. When his classmates returned home at the end of the month, Amu preferred to sit in the waiting room for two hours rather than go home. Finally, in a fierce quarrel and fight, Amu was slapped, and she couldn't bear to yell, why don't you divorce, leave it, don't pass.

After that, Amu had a very strong idea, I want to stay away from this home. In the end, it was only Kankan who was admitted to a second-rate university. Amu, a college student, has never been in love, and his eyes are envious, and his body is receding. Later, I thought, at that time, I was too inferior, too unconfident to meet a good person, too unconfident to be able to talk about a good relationship.

Amu finally found self-confidence after graduating from work, and Amu at work was praised by many people, with goals, principles, vigorous and full of aura. After seeing more people and going through more things, Amu finally recognized himself and began to hug himself. Only feelings, a blank. But I began to look forward to love.

Amu said that if I were to find someone to marry, I would have crawled all over the floor with children. But when I think of the decades to come, I don't want to settle down. Just like that, a long road of life, walk slowly, you can always meet like-minded people walking together, don't worry, there will always be.

Falling in love with one person, always being alone, and expecting two people.