Text/Ziyi
In the last two episodes of "The Long Season", I cried into a tear.
It turns out that all the laughter in front of me is bitter pleasure.
Looking at the gray-haired old father, as soon as he heard that Shen Mo might appear at the entrance of the hospital, he drove her to the beach where Wang Yang died.
In order to seek a truth, he planned to die with Shen Mo.
However, the truth came so suddenly that it was accepted incompetent.
We considered that Shen Mo might kill him by mistake, after all, she killed numbness.
We also considered that Wang Yang pretended to commit suicide in order to keep Shen Mo, but the current was too rapid and he was unable to keep him in the end.
Only he didn't think about it, Wang Yang died to save Shen Mo, and the people who deserved to live the most died, while the people who were originally dedicated to death were alive.
Ironic?
Is it pathetic?
Until the last moment of his life, Wang Yang hoped to wake up Shen Mo and save her from fire and water, even if he apologized for her, even if he saved her from going ashore, leaving her the chance to live.
He was originally a good boy of his parents.
The father put aside his old face and did not hesitate to take out the old wine that was treasured for 10 years and went to the factory director; He is not even afraid to tear his face and threaten with the scandal of the factory director's derailment, just to give his son a chance to enter the factory;
My mother touched the black knitting sweater, just thinking that she could earn a little.
His parents jointly tied Wang Yang to the family, only hoping that he would avoid the limelight and stop being involved in Shen Mo's case.
But he was in love with the brain, and he thought about throwing the corpse for Shen Mo, carrying the crime for her, and letting her live her own life.
But he only did not think about it, his mother did a heart stent 4 times, the factory owed tens of thousands of yuan in drug fees, his father was about to be laid off, he had no diploma, no job, how to mix in the next days.
When Shen Mo accidentally killed Boss Lu, the barrage full of screens was, "Wang Yang, you shouldn't have come here, this doesn't belong to you", "Wang Yang, this is not what you should mix", "Wang Yang, have you considered whether your parents have it", "Wang Yang don't go, your mother is still waiting for you at home".
On the night of the meeting, Shen Mo begged Wang Yang bitterly, hoping that he would follow him incognito and live a good life.
After Wang Yang proposed a plan to take responsibility for himself, he weakly refused and walked away without looking back.
At that time, Shen Mo said, "Yes, the person who has nowhere to go is me, and you, and the family who love you."
Even Shen Mo wanted to understand things, why didn't Wang Yang understand?
It may be that the favored have no fear, and those who do not get are always in turmoil.
Shen Mo said that Wang Yang is the light she encountered in her life, but Shen Mo herself is a black hole in Wang Yang's life, sucking all the light, just to nourish herself.
Wang Yang's death has given us all the biggest warning: don't want to be the light of others, especially people like Shen Mo, who are dragged down by their original family, betrayed by friends, and have a strong sense of revenge.
In other words, don't be the Virgin and the Father.
Mutual salvation is only applicable to two people who have the same situation and need each other's pull;
And one party is healthy and harmonious, but because of sympathy for the other party in difficulty, he does not hesitate to ignore his current situation again and again, trying to reach out and pull the other party.
Unexpectedly, in the end, it may be that you are just the back of the other party, and after your light is sucked away by the other party, ta becomes you, enjoying it for you, all this that should belong to you.
Some people may say, how come you don't have a little compassion?
No, I'm stressing, don't put yourself too high, help others to a limit, otherwise the gains will outweigh the losses.
Why do I say that?
All this has to start with Shen Mo's experience.
(1) Uncle and aunt are the biggest curse in Shen Mo's life
Shen Mo suddenly reappeared after living outside as Yin Hong for twenty years.
She designed to take away the ashes of her brother Fu Weijun, stabbed her uncle to death, and put gas on it, hoping to fake the illusion of her aunt's suicide scene.
If she continues to escape, perhaps, the police will not be able to take her at all.
But she threw herself into the net, knowing that her aunt had almost no way to live, and she had to risk running to the hospital, changing her aunt's medicine, and turning the speed of the dropper to the maximum to accelerate her death.
In TV series, villains usually die of talking too much, and Shen Mo is exposed to redundant moves.
When Shen Mo calmly comforted her aunt, the expression on her aunt's face was very complicated: not simply afraid, let alone begging for mercy, but crying and mourning, staring at her with a distressed face.
She is paralyzed, not dumb, if she realizes that there is danger, she can shout out, after all, there are people in the next bed, Shen Mo is talking with his voice down.
But she didn't, she just looked at Shen Mo with pity, letting Shen Mo manipulate her medicine.
Before she died, Aunt finally had a conscience, or rather, she was also bent on death.
In the factory accident in 87, both Shen Mo's parents were killed, and Shen Mo has since become the adopted daughter of his uncle.
If it weren't for Uncle Uncle's special proclivities, Fu Weijun was obviously a boy but deaf and dumb, Shen Mo's fate might have been a little more tragic.
Under the balance of the two, the aunt instigated Fu Weijun to be raised by others for the benefit of her son;
And the young Shen Mo had to be forced to become the uncle's cultivation girlfriend.
The horse team uses playthings to describe Shen Mo, and in the eyes of the uncle, Shen Mo is similar to his child bride, he gives her good food, drink and dress, for her to study, let her practice the piano, he has nothing to be sorry for her.
If it weren't for his ulterior little proclivities, Shen Mo's life would be out of reach in the eyes of people like Yin Hong.
College student, pure looking, and good piano playing, and high self-pity, can not be played from afar.
This is the reason why Wang Yang fell in love with her at first sight, and it is also the reason why Boss Lu spent a lot of money and asked for her body.
That year, being able to learn piano meant that her family would not be bad, but she still needed to come to the Victoria nightclub, and it was strange to earn extra money part-time in such a place?
The mystery in Shen Mo and the unspeakable secret that distinguished her from Yin Hong fascinated others.
A song "Little Star" is the beginning of Shen Mo's slide into the abyss, and the moment she learned this piano introductory song, Shen Dongliang seemed to have found her ideal type: a doll cultivated by her own hands, versatile and able to read, obedient and sensible, and good-looking.
He controlled Shen Mo and did not want her to run away from him, did not want her to fall in love and become someone else's person.
Even if Shen Mo was admitted to Hua Lin's university, he could make money part-time, thinking that he was free from Shen Dongliang's control, but he didn't expect them to come to the door.
The real relationship between Uncle and Shen Mo was filmed very cryptically, without a single explicit shot, but it made people faintly feel that something was wrong.
For example, he bought Shen Mo a small white dress that was not suitable for this age, and then admired her with a bad face.
For example, like an old mother, he carefully pulled Shen Mo's hand and cut her nails.
Also, on the bulletin board of Shen Mo School, the luo photos and report letters that suddenly appeared, as well as the hot water bottle printed with the second light factory that the horse team found in the uncle's house.
As if nothing was said explicitly, the horse team saw through all this from the clues.
He impulsively hit the uncle on the spot, but did not help the case in any way, until after the stroke in old age, he suddenly figured out all this.
Also, after Boss Lu teamed up with Yin Hong and forced her with a drug, when he was tricked into the video store the next day, he also said "It's not the first time you've done this kind of thing."
What Shen Mo has endured since he was a child is far heavier than what he filmed.
She has no parents and no grandpa and aunt who really love her, only a sick elder, and an aunt who pretends to be deaf and dumb.
But what about Wang Yang?
He was born in a happy family of state-owned enterprises, and in those days, people like him were fragrant and fruitful, did not worry about work, had family buildings, and the factory reimbursed everything.
But he liked Shen Mo, who had a clean, pure, and immature appearance.
All this is destined to be a road of no return.
(2) Fu Weijun is Shen Mo's salvation, and Wang Yang and she are people from two worlds
Fu Weijun and Shen Mo are two people who depend on each other in this world, and they are in similar situations and have their own miserables.
Shen Mo's front foot was just named by a man in Victoria to play "The Love of the Slimman", and humiliated with money, and the next moment, the old man driving the car was beaten by a gangster led by a mute (in fact, Fu Weijun), and verbally warned.
Shen Mo was threatened by his uncle and warned that the family would be together forever for the rest of their lives, and don't think that they could get out of his control by being admitted to university.
Fu Weijun returned to Songhe, took his friends, and together broke the hands of his uncle's own son, forcing them to go home to take care of the children.
It is also strange to say that it is somewhat unreasonable for two adults to put aside their own sons and run to "take care" of Shen Mo, a college student.
Fu Weijun took his buddies and opened a video store next to Shen Mo's school, doing some small business, helping her financially, and the siblings looked quite good.
Shen Mo brought Victoria's little sister Yin Hong back and placed it in Fu Weijun's video hall.
When she planned to take revenge on Boss Lu, it was Fu Weijun who vacated the venue and personally helped, and then helped destroy the evidence;
When she divided the corpse of Yin Hong, who might expose the secret, and planned to exchange identities to live, Fu Weijun was obviously very distressed and still helped her throw the corpse;
When he learned that Shen Mo wanted to pull Wang Yang to run with him and change his identity, Fu Weijun finished a bowl of dumplings, left a piece of clothing, took a check of 800,000 yuan, and went to the bank to throw himself into the net.
He hoped that Shen Mo could live a better life and would rather sacrifice himself.
At that moment, Shen Mo burst into tears, and I also moistened my eyes.
Fu Weijun and Shen Mo are the real mutual salvation.
When she was a child, she carried the sin of stealing snacks for him and was beaten by her uncle;
When he grew up, he carried the crime of murder for her, was wrongfully imprisoned, and finally died in prison.
Her twenty years were won by Fu Weijun for her, and Wang Yang was pulled into the water from beginning to end.
This pulling down the water is both literal and hidden.
Compared with Fu Weijun and other actionists, he secretly went to the scapegoat for Shen Mo and protected Shen Mo from harm with practical actions;
And Wang Yang was hiding from his parents, without saying a word, and sneaked out to meet, seemingly bitterly persuading her to turn herself in, willing to bear all the blame, in fact, he is still a giant of language, a dwarf of action.
Shen Mo said that Wang Yang was her only light and her only hope to live, but when she learned that Wang Yang rejected her, she wanted to break off on her own; But when she was rescued by Wang Yang at the cost of her life, she still ran away quietly, without a little nostalgia and explanation.
Shen Mo is selfish, she wants to live openly too much, but this price is so great that she must sacrifice everyone.
(3) Shen Mo's counterattack, I actually can't understand it a little
We all know Shen Mo's suffering, and we can understand it, but when twenty years later, when we saw the picture of the human-faced and beast-hearted uncle still alive, the audience was about to go crazy.
It is clear that people who have already killed crazy, why do you let go of the people who should disappear the most, and survive?
If we say that Boss Lu's death was an accident;
Then when she raised her kitchen knife and slashed at the back of Yin Hong's head, she still frightened me and frightened Wang Yang.
Just as Wang Yang went to throw the corpse and Fu Weijun took the check to withdraw cash, Shen Mo did not do anything, cut Yin Hong, divided the corpse into pieces, packed it into bags, and chopped off his little finger, mixed it in, and wanted to exchange identities.
But for the uncle and aunt who really hurt her the most, her revenge was twenty years late.
If it weren't for the fact that Uncle Fu Weijun used Fu Weijun's ashes as bait, I believe that Shen Mo would not want to have any intersection with him at all.
But since she returned, she used a suicidal retaliation method, similar to the method of breaking the fish dead net, and wanted to get rid of it quickly.
It can only be said that Fu Weijun's death has completely lost her desire to survive.
It's not so much that Shen Mo is crazy, but that she wants to change her identity and start a new life.
Shen Mo's identity is just beautiful on the outside and scrawled on the inside.
Uncle's control, as well as the rumors spread in order to control her, stink her, and take revenge on her, as well as Zhao Jing's acquiescence and aiding abuse, and Yin Hong's deception, including Boss Lu's selfishness and greed.
These people, like vampires, lay on top of her, overwhelming her.
Shen Mo, who can't break free from the quagmire, from the first manslaughter, to the murder of premeditated identity change, to the murder of all thoughts and scattered in one shot, to the closed eyes and wanting to accompany Wang Yang's father to die together.
Shen Mo's pit was too deep, so deep that ordinary people could easily pull her out, and anyone who wanted to be the light in her life would be sucked in by struggle.
Fu Weijun went to prison for her, Wang Yang threw her body for her, died to save her, twenty years of freedom for one person and another young life for another, and another family that became shattered because of her, together supported her, and finally exchanged her freedom.
How much is it costly?
epilogue
The son does not teach, the father is guilty, but Wang Yang's love brain and the heart of the Virgin have ruined his own family.
When I saw my mother, who was struggling to support, after the funeral banquet, take advantage of the gap between my father's send-offs and end her life with the woolen ball she had been making, sadness came from my heart.
Shen Mo is pitiful, but she is still too selfish.
Although Yin Hong was also very selfish, she even used Shen Mo's compassion to trick Shen Mo and get money.
But she did not provoke Fu Weijun.
She knew that the other party was not a good match for her, and she also understood her identity, so when Fu Weijun shyly gave her a hairpin, she was happy for a few seconds before saying that heartless word.
"You are good-looking, but nothing but good-looking, don't come here to find me in the future, this is not the place you should be".
It was obviously a refusal, but after that, we saw her wearing that hairpin every day, until she died.
And Shen Mo, knowing that Wang Yang was different from himself, tried his best to kidnap him, let him leave his family, and die with himself.
Shen Mo is pitiful and hateful.
May everyone keep their eyes open and do not easily be the light of others.