The flowers are similar every year, the years are different, and the blink of an eye is another year.
I miss the past, I miss the era when I played picture films and broke my leather coat, I missed the era of hip-hop hide-and-seek, I missed the era of after-school game chase. Miss the little dragon people, miss the gourd baby, miss shuk beta, miss the silly Guo Jing marry Huang Rong...
I still remember the plot of the film directed by poker and dolls with my brother; I remember the proud smile of "doing whatever I want" with my cousins with firecrackers; I remember the wow cry after learning to ride a bicycle into the farmland; I remember playing marbles, throwing sandbags, hopscotching, pinching skins, riding "centaurs"; I remember, Jianlibao, star films, and little overlords; I remember that my grandmother was still there, my parents were still very young, and we were still very "stupid"...
Once, happy we played pictures, played games, riding happy bicycles freely; once, we carried school bags, greeted the sunrise, recited the classic texts to strive to be strong; once, proud of us with ideals, running in strange cities, just to find the truest dream in the depths of our hearts; once, no matter how difficult life was, how many setbacks we experienced, we would firmly believe that the struggle would be successful; once, simply thought, even if there was only a small room, we could also operate a big love; once, We were young and crazy; once, we were full of youth; once, we were carefree... Looking back at the original past, how can I expect that it has become a reality now!
When we are still imagining what we look like when we are 18 years old, we find that we are now walking on the road to Bensi; when we still think that we are still a small child, we quickly realize that we are now the father (mother) of two children; when we are still staying up late to exhaust the energy of the body, we have to admit that the original exuberant energy has long been worthy of the year. We are no longer frivolous, no longer dashing, no longer free, some are the pressure of life, some are fearful of marriage, and some are disappointed in the future. We no longer chase after decadent pleasures, revel in the beauty of loneliness; we no longer believe that we are different, that the world will change because of me; we are sensitive, we are paranoid, we stubbornly pretend to be strong!
In the face of socializing, once extremely loved bars, KTV all abandoned, because can not stand that noisy, crazy environment, now more enjoy sitting in the café or teahouse, reading books, listening to music feelings; in the face of work, we have no passion of the past, only hope to have a stable enough job to support the family, while having to put down the original arrogant head, began to seek the maximization of interpersonal relationships; in the face of feelings, we no longer long for a romantic and exciting love, Instead, it is to expect a happy and happy marriage, no longer to regard marriage as the sublimation of love, but to regard marriage as eternal affection; in the face of everything, there is no fairy tale in our hearts, we have learned to think deeply, and we have begun to know how to think twice.
We have wasted too much youth, self-righteous and chaotic youth, there are laughter, there are tears; there is enthusiasm, there is decadence; there is sweetness, there is absurdity; there is self-confidence, there is confusion... Finally, the "stupid child" of that year has begun to grow old, slightly thinning hair, bloated and fat beer belly, tired heart running for life, even playing a game of football is more than enough and insufficient...
After the 80s, we have been called uncles and aunts; after the 80s, our dreams have been realized, and some have been shattered. After the 80s, some of us are famous, and some are still unknown. After the 80s, we have struggled and wandered, faded the innocence of youth, and adapted to a complex society. After experiencing a lot of things that I am not used to, I gradually get used to it, although I don't know if this habit is good or bad?
"After the 80s and 80s, our youth is like a drunken..." Listening to Che Jingzi's "Post-80s", my heart was sad and faint. Once we were considered to be the Beat generation, once we were ignorant and thin, pampered, once we look forward to growing up to achieve the ideal! Today, we are full of thorns and heavy loads, but we have never given up lightly, and we have gradually become the mainstay of the year of not being confused! Luckily, we were born in the 80s!