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The hot blood that was originally left in the heart, it smeared on the ground

On April 4, four young people met to jump off a cliff at Tianmen Mountain.

Hunan, Zhangjiajie, Tianmen Mountain, lush in spring, clear sky.

However, some people crowded the crowd to see the scenery, and some people spent their lives here.

According to news reports, at 13:30 on April 4, four tourists jumped down from the glass boardwalk of Tianmen Mountain in turn.

Three boys died instantly, and the last girl was stopped in time.

But stopped her suicidal body, but did not stop her sworn heart.

Before jumping off the cliff, they all took poison.

Of 3 grams of deadly poison, she swallowed 50 grams.

The person was stopped, but the hospital rescue was ineffective, and he still died.

They agreed to commit suicide and left their last words:

"I am ***, have the capacity for civil conduct, I am suicidal, and I have nothing to do with other people".

It has nothing to do with others, just doesn't want to live.

What kind of despair should it be for these four people to die so resolutely?

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The vicissitudes of the world, after all, can not escape "poverty"

The police investigation revealed the circumstances of the deceased little by little.

Afterwards, speculation began on the Internet about the reason for their suicide.

No one knows the true cause of their suicide.

However, from the reporter's interviews with the deceased's friends and families, it can be vaguely glimpsed that they are embarrassed and powerless by fate.

They are from Fujian, Hebei, Henan and Sichuan.

More specifically, they all come from poor rural areas.

Chen Ting, 23 years old, the youngest of the four, and the only girl.

In junior high school, the school dissuaded a group of students with poor grades in order to promote the promotion rate.

Chen Ting is one of them.

Chen Ting, who dropped out of school early to work, moved to Chengdu, Guangdong and other cities at a young age, worked as a beauty salon apprentice, and worked on tours.

She also used to fantasize about slowly changing her life for the better through hard work.

However, usually her family has no time to take care of her, and her home is not only not her harbor, but also a heavy burden.

Last year, her father was diagnosed with cancer, and half a month ago, she called her mother and said: "There is no basic salary now, only commission, I want to change to a higher paying job."

Half a month arrived, but the job with a higher salary did not arrive.

Only the white-haired person sends the sadness of the black-haired person.

Peng Zhijun, the older of the deceased, is only a post-90s generation.

His collapse, with the sorrow of the times.

The villagers said: "Now the village cannot get married, either the family conditions are poor, or the brain is not good."

Peng Zhijun belongs to the former.

He is at the bottom of the blind date chain, with no decent job and no house.

No one could afford to look at him, and he never made any money, and he couldn't raise his head to speak.

He was always silent in the village, walking with his head down, as if out of step with this world.

Liu Zhiyong, what suffers is his life. Zhang Cairui is bitter about his helplessness with reality.

They all go out early to work and shoulder the burden of their families early.

They have all tried to live, but the light of life has not penetrated.

Liu Zhiyong took a special leave of absence to go back to see his father a month before he committed suicide.

He mentioned to his family that he was a little depressed and wanted to travel to relax.

When the family received the news again, it was not the distant beauty, but the police notice.

In fact, if you carefully look back at the overview of these four people, you will find that their lives are a projection of all sentient beings.

They do not have the ups and downs of life changes, vicissitudes and changes.

However, their humble life and constant experience of bad luck are enough to make them overwhelmed.

Powerlessness is their final account to the world.

Therefore, although I have never known each other in my life, I just know each other on the Internet, but I happen to have the same whereabouts——

Leave this hopeless world.

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You have to admit that some pain is devastating

After the matter fermented, it sparked widespread discussion.

Some people say lightly: This is not because of poverty, this is because of vision and cognition.

There are also people who stand and talk without back pain: this is that the psychological endurance is too poor.

But, is it really a poor affordability?

If you scroll down the commentary, you will find that in fact, life is full of situations, and all sentient beings are suffering.

A highly praised comment below this comment asked: "What medicine, where did you buy it?" ”

Many people below echoed: "What kind of medicine, I want to buy it for later use", "So many people want to know what medicine!" Whoever has trouble to hear it will also tell me", "I envy their free-spiritedness and righteousness".

In this cold world, it is not just you and me who have thought about themselves.

Most people are struggling to support, just "not for outsiders".

I was not surprised to see these comments. Instead, I remembered a sentence that Mr. Li Dazhao said a hundred years ago:

"I, Li Dazhao, am also afraid of death, but what I am even more afraid of is watching your generations of young people, getting old, numb, and silent. It's scarier than death. ”

Mourning is greater than the death of the heart.

But speaking of numbness, they turn "death" into a particularly ritualistic thing.

The time was chosen in the spring with infinite scenery, and the location was chosen in the green mountains and green waters, and the lively and noisy Tianmen Mountain.

I saw a similar question on the Internet, and I think this question can answer the question explaining why they have "poor mental tolerance" -

So many places where you can commit suicide? Why did they choose Tianmen Mountain?

Because maybe you want to see this magnificent river and mountain again before you die.

They obviously still have a little attachment to the world.

But after the love? And then what?

Then, they still did not cross the mountain and river.

How desperate is this?

Lin Yihan said in "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise": You must admit that some pain is destruction.

I firmly believe that everyone who is determined to die, they must have struggled hard in their lifetime.

But in the end, the pain and coldness of the world ruthlessly destroyed them.

In fact, the hardest thing is never difficulty, but each succession of blows, and each blow falls behind the belief that "you believe it will be good".

The ensuing ordeal is the most will-destroying experience.

So, after reading their experiences and sensing their determination, I just want to say:

No dead are big.

Congratulations on their liberation.

04

"The water is too cold, let's wait for spring to die"

I understand and respect their choice to die, but I will tell the story of how to survive.

Remember Wen Dongen from Dark Glory?

Don Eun was bullied at school and was beaten and betrayed by his mother when he went home.

There is no light in her world, and she has thought about ending her life many times.

But when she came to the river, she met the landlord grandmother who was also dying, but she grabbed her without hesitation.

The landlord's grandmother told her, "The water is too cold, let's wait for spring to die."

The two people who saved each other survived with their arms.

I have always believed that people's hope and enthusiasm are supported by the little things that are good and kind in life.

They all thought about suicide.

But in the end, they all barely survived because they met people who supported each other in a difficult life.

And I saw a video on the Internet some time ago.

A girl posted a video with the text: Not coming in the next life.

There are a lot of heartwarming comments in her comment section:

"At the age of 18, you dare to fight leukemia, brave enough."

My sister, who lost her hands, commented on her: "My hands seem to be hiding with me, I hope to find it in my next life"

The policeman's uncle who was on the way to duty handed out a box lunch: "The road to fighting crime is stormy, and it is very happy to be able to eat well."

Strange netizens comforted her: "Life is very bitter, please eat an apple."

No one is shouting "Come on" lightly.

Every comment conveys that "I accompany you" and "I am".

After seeing these replies, the girl who posted the video responded by sending a video: "Thank you for your concern and attention, I am working hard to live."

Of course, in the end, these two stories are not meant to be strong.

Instead, I hope that you, who are experiencing confusion and pain, can take the initiative to see those "damn sunsets" before the last straw falls.

I also hope that those who are born lucky, optimistic and open-minded can release more kindness to the world.

Love is a flowing flower.

The more love flows, more and more people will hold flowers.

And the world with flowers in hand must be full of fragrant years.