Dream Quest

You came out of the darkness from the depths of the alley of the old house and shouted my name, "Rong Ling Zi Zi, Rong Ling Zi Zi, I am so hungry!" "Wear the blue shorts you often wear, a white tank top." I know that you are the least hungry, so I quickly brought out the rice and said, "Only this freshly made seafood pot rice!" You say, "Well, give me a big crab!" My husband and mother looked at me in amazement, and I said, "Don't you see that?" "They shook their heads in confusion, and I looked back at you, and after just two bites of food, the people were gone... When I woke up from my dream, both eyes were full of tears. Yes, I know you're gone, but I always see you in my dreams, and I still call out my name so kindly, so familiar with my smile.

This year's Mid-Yuan Festival, according to the custom, this year's deceased relatives have to pick up customers in advance, we plan to burn cigarette money paper for you on the first ten days of the next day to pick you up and take you home. But at 6 o'clock in the morning, I could clearly hear someone knocking on the door, and your voice was eagerly shouting at the door, "Open the door quickly!" How do I come in without opening the door? The voice was so familiar and anxious, like every time you came home from dialysis, you were anxious to go home. I scrambled to get up and open the door, and my mom was startled and got up and asked me what I was doing? I realized that it might just be a dream of mine...

Dad, you love me the most, and since I was a child, my neighbors, relatives, and even hospital patients who have only met once know that you like me the most. I chant my name every day. So we must have telepathy, right? I woke up from a dream at 7 o'clock that morning, and I dreamed that I was helping you out of the hospital, and you were happy like a child, and said happily, I can finally be discharged! In the hospital, I think every day that I can go home for the New Year. I was so happy that we were critically ill again. But as soon as I walked out of the hospital gate, I was holding an urn in my hand, and I cried. Who knew that bad news really came at noon.

I know, Dad, you can't trust me. I'm now a top pillar not a girl who goes around your knees and loves to pinch your ears. I teach my children to be as optimistic and open-minded as you are, to be kind to others, and I will take good care of my mother. You pride yourself on a belly of straw, as you said, soaked in bitter water, but your spiritual qualities, I will do as a good family style to pass on. I love watching Dream Quest, the real death is that no one in the world remembers you. I miss you so much that I won't forget.