The Chinese New Year's Eve in 1990 was a day that Tang Li could not forget in her lifetime.
This year, Tang Li was 7 years old, and she watched her mother walk into the bathroom and never came out again.
With the death of her mother Sun Tao, her father Tang Guoqiang fell into a storm of public opinion, and her career stagnated, and she also began to "take revenge" against her father.
The hateful eyes of her daughter, the heavy blows in her career, and the pointing and pointing of her neighbors make this former superstar have a hard time speaking...
Tang Guoqiang and Sun Tao met at bayi Studios.
At that time, Tang Guoqiang, Yan Ruguanyu, was the object of admiration of many girls, and Sun Tao was naturally no exception.
Sun Tao was born in a high-cadre family, from a young age, his parents held in the palm of his hand, and now he is a factory doctor, such a good condition, let Tang Guoqiang feel the gap, he did not dare to think about love at all.
Not only did Tang Guoqiang feel that the two were inappropriate, even Sun Tao's parents thought that "the door was not right and the household was not right", but Sun Tao, who had just opened his heart, loved it without hesitation.
The love between the two is Sun Tao's initiative, even if she is not loved by her parents, she still marries him.
In 1983, with the birth of his daughter Tang Li, Sun Tao offered to be a full-time mother, so that Tang Guoqiang could work hard for his career.
How much does Sun Tao love Tang Guoqiang?
Even the mother joked that she would eat the vinegar of her son-in-law, "the daughter is better to the husband than to the parents."
Sun Tao, who grew up "ten fingers without touching the spring water of the yang", took care of all the housework, and She listened to whatever Tang Guoqiang said.
Some fans came from other places to see Tang Guoqiang, and Sun Tao not only entertained them to dinner, but also arranged for them to stay at their parents' house.
Sun Tao's attachment to Tang Guoqiang's love, love to lose himself, and also love the suspicious gods and ghosts.
Tang Guoqiang is getting busier and busier, and his fame is getting bigger and bigger, and along with his fame comes "gossip".
In 1988, when Tang Guoqiang was filming the TV series "Cold Blood", he and the actor Magnificent rumored about it.
After Sun Tao knew, he found Tang Guoqiang for the first time to confront him, and Tang Guoqiang denied it.
True or false, only Tang Guoqiang understood in his heart, but the relationship between their husband and wife did begin to deteriorate and began to separate.
Until 1989, Tang Guoqiang filed for divorce.
Sun Tao's love for Tang Guoqiang has gone deep into the marrow, and she really can't accept life without Tang Guoqiang.
So in the Chinese New Year's Eve of 1990, Sun Tao hanged himself in his mother's house.
The New Year was supposed to be a day of family reunion, but the Sun family was shrouded in "grief".
The grandson was so sad that he himself suffered from heart disease, and after a few months of hard work, he also left with his daughter.
7-year-old Tang Li, watching her mother and grandfather die one after another, although she did not understand the world of adults, she vaguely knew in her heart that this was inseparable from her father Tang Guoqiang.
So, after seeing Tang Guoqiang again, she said to her father, "I hate you."
The public opinion of the outside world, the disgust of the daughter, and the boredom at work all crushed this man.
Fortunately, with the magnificent company, Tang Guoqiang slowly came out of the darkness, and his career began to enter the right track.
In the third year of Sun Tao's "departure", Tang Guoqiang and Magnificent remarried.
At the same time, bigger "troubles" also came, and Tang Li could not accept this stepmother at all.
As Tang Li gradually understood things, she heard some words from her grandmother's mouth: "Daddy forced Mommy to die".
Coupled with the newspapers reporting everywhere about the identity of the magnificent "third party", she resented her father even more, and at the same time resented her stepmother Magnificent.
Already reclusive, Tang Li became more reticent, rarely talking to her father and stepmother.
Every time she shut herself in her room, silently weeping, for herself, but also for her mother who died early.
Tang Guoqiang saw the pain in his eyes, in order to untie his daughter's heart knot, he took the initiative to find his daughter to talk: "I am not like the outside world, when you grow up, you will understand."
Her stepmother, Magnifier, also explained to Tang Li that she had not sabotaged Tang Li's mother's marriage.
Tang Li, who was an underage at that time, struggled in the words of her father and stepmother, she still resented her father, but it seemed that something was quietly changing.
At that time, Tang Guoqiang had to face his daughter's "resentment" at home, and he had to accept the "pointing" of others outside, and he also began to face no drama to shoot.
It was not easy to receive the role of "Zhuge Liang" in the "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", and someone wrote a letter to the State Administration of Radio, Film and Television, asking for his replacement.
When the TV series "Yongzheng Dynasty" began filming, the director first thought of him, but under the pressure of public opinion, he could only be replaced by Zhang Fengyi.
Later, Zhang Fengyi could not come because of the schedule, so he retreated and found Tang Guoqiang.
At that time, the film remuneration was not high, and with the birth of a son, the life of a family of four was even more difficult.
But Magnificence has never treated Tang Li badly, eating and wearing everything better than her brother, it seems that Tang Li is the one she gave birth to.
Under the care of her father and stepmother, Tang Li gradually became cheerful, although she still did not call her stepmother "mother", but the family of four finally lived a peaceful life.
However, a new round of turmoil has quietly arrived.
In 2005, shortly after Magnificent gave birth to her son, Tang Li's grandmother complained to the media, with fierce words, saying that Tang Guoqiang had "forced" his daughter Sun Tao to die.
Subsequently, two suicide notes were exposed, one written by Sun Tao to his parents and one to his daughter Tang Li, in which he clearly wrote that he wanted his daughter to avenge herself when she grew up.
In response to this, Tang Guoqiang's response is that 15 years have passed, and the authenticity of these two suicide notes is difficult to distinguish.
Today, Tang Li has grown up, and with the help of her father, she entered the show business circle to work behind the scenes.
She also has her own family and has children of her own.
She is no longer the little girl who said "I hate you" to her father as a child.
Nor did she avenge her mother, as written in her suicide note.
In the years of spending time with her father and stepmother, she has seen the kindness of her father and stepmother and is willing to believe that they will not do anything to hurt others.
Sun Tao's early death, so that she did not have a mother overnight, is magnificent to fill this vacancy.
Her father's ups and downs and bitterness for so many years, she saw it in her heart, as a daughter she was really distressed.
The past is like smoke, the little girl has grown up, and she has made a choice.
This choice has nothing to do with right or wrong.
From the heart, everything is in silence.