As night fell, a teenager in his twenties once again took out an old photograph and looked at it with tears in his eyes.
Twenty years later, as long as he thinks about his mother, his father will give him this old picture.
When I was a child, every time I saw a child of the same age let her mother hold her and let her mother kiss, Ozawa Yu would cry and ask his father, "I want my mother, where is my mother?" ”
Father Yang Cheng picked up this motherless child and only cried bitterly, but he was speechless!
Yes, Yang Cheng was very painful in the face of his son's request, except that this matter could not satisfy him, no matter what was the star, the moon was going to get the moon.
So who is Xiao Yiyu's mother? Where did it go?
Li Yuanyuan's son Yang Zeyu
The obstetrics and gynecology department in the hospital heard the cry of the baby, "Born, born, really born".
The nurse happily came out to announce the good news, "Is Li Yuanyuan's family here?" ”
Yang Cheng's family spent the night at the door of the obstetrics and gynecology department, awakened from their dreams by the cries of babies and nurses.
Then the nurse went out and told them they had a big fat boy.
The family was very happy to hear this happy news, especially Yang Cheng, who was almost forty years old and was really happy to be a father!
For Li Yuanyuan, this child was not easy to come by, and after several twists and turns in the marriage, he finally found Yang Cheng, the ruyi Langjun, due to work reasons, he was married for several years before he had to go to this baby son - Xiao Zeyu.
For the two mouths, Ozawa Yu is really afraid to melt in his mouth, and he is afraid to be scared in his hand, and the baby is very good!
Just when the family was having fun, a bad news brought the family into the ice cave.
Li Yuanyuan gave birth to the child for more than a month, the body has a different shape, after the hospital detailed examination, diagnosed with cervical cancer, but also advanced.
This news is like five thunderbolts for Li Yuanyuan and her family, and cervical cancer is still advanced.
Yang Cheng was even more frantic to seek medical advice everywhere, hoping that it was just a misdiagnosis, but he could not face reality when "a basin of cold water" was poured.
Li Yuanyuan herself is even more reluctant to live such a beautiful life, but she still has to accept this cruel reality.
Under the persuasion of her family and husband, Li Yuanyuan was admitted to the hospital and began endless treatment.
Before being hospitalized, her husband Yang Cheng bought a camera specifically, and he wanted to record the family's last good times.
After the wife fed her son for the last time, the treatment program began.
As the saying goes, "There is only the blessing that cannot be enjoyed, and there is no sin that cannot be endured." ”
Li Yuanyuan has always hoped that her condition has improved and actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment.
But contrary to her wishes, her advanced stage of cancer had worsened to the extreme, so despite the great sins she had suffered, it did not save her young life.
Li Yuanyuan, who is only 41 years old, although she is reluctant to do everything beautiful, still leaves her husband who loves him and his own heart and liver baby Ozawa Yu!
At the last moment, Li Yuanyuan looked at her two-year-old son and her grief-stricken husband and told her husband with tears in her eyes that she must raise the child as an adult.
At that time, Yang Cheng cried silently and promised, "I only love you once in my life, I will not marry her again, and I will rely on my son for the rest of my life." ”
After listening to her husband's words, Li Yuanyuan closed her eyes with confidence.
To this day, twenty years later, has Yang Cheng really fulfilled his promise?
Did he really live with his son for the rest of his life?
Li Yuanyuan was born on June 18, 1961, her parents are literary and art workers, and the superiority of her family has allowed Li Yuanyuan to receive a good education since she was a child.
When Li Yuanyuan was very young, she often followed her father to rehearse in the drama troupe, and over time, she liked theatrical performances in her heart.
The father also discussed with his mother to let Li Yuanyuan develop in this direction, because they saw Li Yuanyuan's potential.
Li Yuanyuan also did not live up to the expectations of her parents, in order to make herself more excellent, whether it is in terms of learning, literature and art, eloquence... And so on she will redouble her efforts.
Proficient in everything, she not only became the pride of her parents, but also became a "little talented girl" in the school, setting an example for literary and artistic propaganda.
The teachers in the school found that this was a "good seedling", so they found Li Yuanyuan's parents and recommended her to go to a professional dance school for training.
Li Yuanyuan seized every rare opportunity to do everything in her power to realize her dreams, and as a result, her kung fu paid off, and she was favored by the song and dance troupe.
Although entering the song and dance troupe is the wish of many girls, Li Yuanyuan stayed in the troupe until she was sixteen years old, and found that her goal was even more ambitious.
Yes, the Shanghai Theater Academy is her ideal.
Her goal is to be an outstanding actress. This is a "seed" that was planted at a very young age.
Liu Yuanyuan, who is versatile and skilled, finally got her wish and was admitted to the acting department of shangxi.
Closer and closer to the goal of life, Liu Yuanyuan also felt the sense of achievement she dreamed of.
Entering the Chinese opera Li Yuanyuan found her own shortcomings, in this talented school, she knows that she still needs to work harder.
Li Yuanyuan's character is like this, never losing.
When her classmates had already fallen asleep, she was still seriously practicing drama performance.
Unconsciously, it was midnight, and Li Yuanyuan often stayed up all night in order to show the best side to the stage.
Everything that is paid will be rewarded.
Li Yuanyuan's drama performance is simply fascinating, among which "The Merchant of Venice", "One Servant and Two Lords" and other dramas, the role played by Li Yuanyuan is still fresh in my memory today.
Because of Li Yuanyuan's outstanding performance, the attitude of the school teachers is inclined to her.
The teacher's weight caused her reluctance and nostalgia for the school.
Their students have all graduated, and the students have successively run for their future, but Li Yuanyuan's choice surprised all the teachers and students.
According to Li Yuanyuan's superior conditions, entering the entertainment circle is the main one that can become popular in minutes.
But she chose to stay and become a university teacher, because she loved the school, loved the environment, everything here.
For her choice, classmates and teachers have bitterly persuaded Li Yuanyuan, but her idea has been decided, and no one can change her mind.
After staying in school, Li Yuanyuan became the youngest and most beautiful female teacher in the Shanghai Theater Academy.
Li Yuanyuan was sought after by her classmates in school, and instantly became the "new star" that swept the whole school and had unlimited scenery.
For Li Yuanyuan, this way of mingling with her classmates every day, teachers and students are like friends, no pressure and no intrigue is very comfortable.
But her mentor thinks that talents like Li Yuanyuan will have better development if they are put into the show business circle.
He was not willing to let this good "seedling" be buried in this teaching career.
Therefore, as long as he has the opportunity to get along with Li Yuanyuan alone, he will talk about some prospects for the development of the entertainment industry and the glory of his classmates as actors in Li Yuanyuan's ear.
Li Yuanyuan finally chose to leave the school and enter the show business circle under the inducement of her mentor.
In 1983, Li Yuanyuan had just stepped into the door of the show business on her front foot, and her back foot received a movie.
Li Yuanyuan played a simple and kind, beautiful and generous "cuckoo" girl in this movie of "Li Bing".
In this film, although Li Yuanyuan is not the protagonist, her excellent performance is no less than the protagonist.
It has been well received by directors and audiences since its inception, which is also a kind of support and motivation for Li Yuanyuan.
In 1984, Li Yuanyuan was invited by the Shanghai Youth Repertory Theatre to perform in a new drama "Anthony and Cleopatra".
This not only allowed her to harvest the starting point of her career, but also the first love in her life.
But this love is not blessed and optimistic, because Li Yuanyuan's lover is an uncle-level figure who is 25 years older than her.
He is the male protagonist jiao huang in "Anthony and Cleopatra".
48-year-old Jiao Huang as the male lead, and 23-year-old Li Yuanyuan as the female lead, the two have more scenes.
During the filming process, both of them are dedicated and good actors, because both have common hobbies, mutual respect and mutual admiration.
Because of the need for drama, the two often filmed alone until late at night.
Li Yuanyuan is respectful and loving to this elder with a family, and Jiao Huang is so dedicated to this young and beautiful newcomer.
It is the so-called long-term love, because of the drama.
However, because of all kinds of inappropriateness, this relationship did not achieve positive results in the end.
But for Li Yuanyuan, a pure and immaculate girl, the first love is also unforgettable for her.
It took a long time for Li Yuanyuan to come out, and she had no impulse in this relationship, proving that she was still a rational and intelligent girl.
Li Yuanyuan's own excellent conditions attracted the love of another handsome man, who is the famous screenwriter - Liu Guoqing.
Li Yuanyuan and Liu Guoqing are not strangers, they are not only alumni, but also close friends.
Liu Guoqing's feelings for Li Yuanyuan have long been secretly in love, and finally waited until his career was completed before he dared to stand up and admit his love.
Li Yuanyuan agreed to his marriage proposal after considering maturity, and the lover eventually became a family member, and the two fell in love and soon entered the honeymoon.
The newlywed life of the little two is romantic and passionate, and Li Yuanyuan is like immersed in a honeypot, loved and cared for by her husband.
After the honeymoon, Li Yuanyuan went back to filming, and her husband also began to busy his own screenwriting career.
This kind of comfortable life makes people nostalgic, and loving little couples help each other and understand each other in their careers.
Over time, this seemingly plain and loving life, mixed with oil, salt, sauce and vinegar tea, will become flavored.
Once, her husband was writing a manuscript, and Li Yuanyuan returned home tired after a day of filming, hoping to get her husband's comfort and love.
But her husband only buried his head in writing the manuscript and ignored her.
Li Yuanyuan was dissatisfied with her husband in her heart, and finally she couldn't resist the anger in her heart and nagged at her husband.
It just so happened that on this day, the husband's writing was not smooth, and the two had an argument, and the more quarrelsome, the more fierce.
Since then, the relationship between the two has never had the romance of the past, and it has never been the original warmth.
In this never-ending quarrel, the warm family is gone, gradually going downhill, and finally ending the relationship.
God closes a door for you and opens a window for you.
Li Yuanyuan, who failed in marriage, not only did not give up on herself, but devoted her whole body and mind to her career.
Since then, Li Yuanyuan's career has begun to flourish, and she has starred in many classic works in a row.
In the drama "Shanghai Morning", the role of "Lin Wanzhi", Li Yuanyuan starred in the vivid, very deep into the hearts of the audience.
There is also the drama "Siege of the City", Li Yuanyuan and "Su Wenyun" are integrated, and have become a household name and everyone's favorite celebrity.
Since then, her acting career has reached its peak.
The career reached its peak, and the second love also came.
On a fortuitous occasion, Li Yuanyuan met the wealthy businessman Yang Cheng.
Talented with a beautiful person, the two fell in love at first sight.
Because they have the same encounters, have been tortured by love, and abandoned by failed marriages, the two have the same topic.
Yang Cheng is worthy of the old jianghu, everything is done in great detail, gentle and considerate, as long as it is Li Yuanyuan's thoughts, he can do it one step ahead.
Li Yuanyuan also seems to have dependence and trust in Yang Cheng, and is willing to go to him no matter what happens, so that he can solve problems for himself.
Li Yuanyuan found that she was inseparable from Yang Cheng, and she was not only dependent on Yang Cheng but also loved.
Although everyone in the circle was afraid that she would be hurt once, Li Yuanyuan still insisted on her decision this time.
Because she feels that Yang Cheng is the best destination in her life.
Li Yuanyuan firmly believes in her feelings, because she and Yang Cheng have a great sense of security, which is a feeling that she has never felt before.
The time and place are favorable, and the two enter the palace of marriage together.
After marriage, Li Yuanyuan worked hard in the entertainment industry.
Yang Cheng in the business field through thorns, crawling and rolling, back home to enjoy the life of the two, although the small life is tasteful, but always feel the shortcomings of what?
Yes, child, just child.
The two reached an agreement, while working hard for their careers, while nurturing a child belonging to the two, after all, it was the fruit of their love.
In 1996, at the age of 35, Li Yuanyuan won her first heavyweight award, the Golden Eagle Award for Best Actress.
After the explosion of popularity, Li Yuanyuan continued to play, and she could only put the matter of having children for the time being and put it back.
The drama "Century of Life" really came at the wrong time, but Li Yuanyuan was reluctant to make this classic drama.
After Li Yuanyuan read the script, she had great challenges and attractions for the role of "Dong Zhujun".
Busy filming and nervous emotions made Li Yuanyuan a little tired.
On this day, Li Yuanyuan once again dragged her tired body back to her home, and her husband Yang Cheng was distressed after seeing Li Yuanyuan, "Let's not shoot first"?
Yang Cheng also looked at Li Yuanyuan with his heart, he was afraid of hurting Li Yuanyuan's self-esteem, although they were not bad money, but this was Li Yuanyuan's most passionate career.
The so-called double happiness came to the door, but it happened to Li Yuanyuan's body.
During the filming process, Li Yuanyuan found that she was easily tired and did not want to move, but just when the drama was finished, she found herself pregnant.
After this good news let Yang Cheng know, he picked up Li Yuanyuan and turned around, happy like a child.
After becoming pregnant, Li Yuanyuan became a national first-level "protection object", and Yang Chengsheng was afraid of what would happen, giving up all socializing and work, and accompanying her 24 hours a day.
Li Yuanyuan faced her husband's pampering, and she was happy to wake up laughing even when she slept.
But with the increase of the baby month, Li Yuanyuan also felt physical discomfort, and she did not think much about it at that time.
She thinks that perhaps because she did not know in the early stages of pregnancy, she had been filming for a long time and was tired of running around, and there was no proper rest.
But the feeling of discomfort grew stronger and stronger, and eventually there would be uninterrupted bleeding.
Li Yuanyuan prayed every day, afraid that the baby she was so hard to conceive would have an accident, and she was careful every day.
Finally survived the ten months of difficult pregnancy, to the day of childbirth, Li Yuanyuan's bumpy mood husband saw the eyes.
Her husband clasped Li Yuanyuan's hand and told her, "Rest assured, kiss, everything has me."
Li Yuanyuan was pushed into the delivery room, and the next step was Yang Cheng fidgeting outside the delivery room door!
Because he knew Li Yuanyuan's body very well, he was afraid that something would happen.
All night, Yang Cheng and his family, who had lived like years, finally waited for the cry of the child.
When he saw his precious son, he said affectionately in Li Yuanyuan's ear: "Dear wife, you have worked hard."
In a word, Li Yuanyuan was full of tears, seeing her husband's affection, her son's small appearance, and the happiness in her heart was incomparable.
Seeing her baby son cry and laugh every day, a happy family of three, makes Li Yuanyuan forget the phenomenon that she has bled many times during her pregnancy.
While she was enjoying herself, her body signaled to her that she was bleeding again after giving birth to her son for more than a month.
Because of the constant blood during pregnancy, Li Yuanyuan has been hiding from her husband, who is afraid that if he knows the strange appearance of his body, he will prevent her from wanting this child.
This time, seeing the truth of the matter that could not be concealed, Yang Cheng immediately sent Li Yuanyuan to the hospital without saying a word after listening to it.
A sunny thunderbolt immediately followed, "Your wife has advanced cervical cancer", this sentence is like five thunderbolts to Yang Cheng.
At the moment of seeing the list, Yang Cheng hugged his headache and cried, frantically going to various hospitals for testing, he hoped that a miracle would appear, and he hoped that it would be just a misdiagnosis.
But the reality is so cruel, one test sheet after another is put in front of his eyes, Yang Cheng is like cold water pouring!
Yang Cheng returned to the ward to see Li Yuanyuan and put away his grief, afraid that she would be suspicious after seeing it.
With a strong smile, she said comfortingly, "It's okay, rest assured, just inflammation, infusion of a little liquid to reduce inflammation." ”
Li Yuanyuan was relieved to hear her husband's words, and a smile appeared on her sallow face.
"It's all right, let's get out of the hospital!" I still have to go home and see my family Ozawa Yu!" I missed him all day after coming out. Li Yuanyuan couldn't wait to go home.
Yang Cheng could only perfunctory to "Okay, well, I'll ask the doctor." ”
In order not to arouse his wife's suspicions, Yang Cheng pretended to go to the doctor for consultation, because he was in a bad mood and left in a hurry, and the test form was not taken away in the coat.
When he returned, he saw the test form in Li Yuanyuan's hand and knew that things could not be hidden.
See the lost look in his wife's eyes, confused expression.
Regret, regret that you didn't take your coat with you? Regret why you didn't throw away the test form.
Yang Cheng's words from his wife surprised Yang Cheng, "Husband, I cooperate with the treatment, but you have to bring our son to see me every day." ”
Yang Cheng could no longer control his sad mood, and hugged Li Yuanyuan and cried bitterly!!!
Yang Cheng did his best to record everything beautiful with a camera, and every time the family ate, played, etc...
His wife's every move now is also a kind of happiness for him to see after taking pictures.
Li Yuanyuan was admitted to the hospital and began to receive treatment, lying on the hospital bed again, Li Yuanyuan's mood experienced the torment of life and death.
But fortunately, with the company of her son and husband, this makes Li Yuanyuan's heart feel better.
Yang Cheng saw his wife being tormented by illness and was heartbroken.
What he can do now is not to leave and always accompany Li Yuanyuan to take care of it.
In order to make his wife's mood better and make him less painful, he found the best doctor for his wife and the quietest single ward.
And the ward was arranged as warm as home, flowers, photos of his son, and photos of the life of a family of three, and a full house.
It's a well-intentioned one!
The never-ending chemotherapy made his wife look gaunt and her hair was stripped out.
Seeing that his wife was so tormented, she was still very strong.
Yang Cheng's heart ached and heartbroken, and every time he secretly ran to a place where no one was crying bitterly, he had to pretend to be indifferent when he came back.
Li Yuanyuan showed such a strong performance, it was nothing more than not wanting to make her beloved husband feel sad.
As the saying goes: easy to get priceless treasure, rare to have a lover.
Li Yuanyuan thought to herself, "In this life, I can meet Yang Cheng and die without regrets!"
What Li Yuanyuan is most looking forward to now is to be able to see her precious son every weekend.
Because this is Li Yuanyuan's spiritual sustenance, she hopes that with this spiritual pillar, she can survive.
Fighting the disease, one day returning to the stage, back to his son's side, back to his family.
Although he knew that it was a luxury, this was Li Yuanyuan's character and never gave up.
But the disease did not pity Li Yuanyuan because of such an encounter, but worsened again.
The doctor once again gave her a critical illness notice, although Li Yuanyuan, whose weak eyes could not be opened, still called her son's name in her mouth.
Husband Yang Cheng put his two-year-old son into his wife's arms, and when she heard her son's voice, Li Yuanyuan propped up her eyelids and touched her son's small face and small hands.
Poor child, unaware that his mother was about to leave him, was still crying "Mommy" in his arms!
This scene in front of me brought tears to all the nurses and doctors present.
When the husband saw that his wife was dying, he cried uncontrollably and said, "You can rest assured, I only love you in this life, I will raise my son as an adult, and I will rely on my son for the rest of my life."
As soon as the words fell, Li Yuanyuan no longer wanted to support herself, she was tired, she wanted to rest, she left with a smile!!!
On October 20, 2002, Li Yuanyuan was forever frozen at the age of 41!
She left this world forever with many reluctances.
At Li Yuanyuan's farewell ceremony, thousands of fans came, as well as Li Yuanyuan's many former friends, everyone was immersed in grief.
The saddest thing today is his husband Yang Cheng, who fainted from crying several times.
The two have never spoken of each other since they met each other, and their relationship is as good as it has been for decades.
After Li Yuanyuan left him, because Yang Cheng's love for his wife was deep and righteous, he could not get out of sadness and pain for a long time.
Often wandering in the ward where his wife lived, the medical staff was very touched by Yang Cheng's seriousness and righteousness, and the ward where Li Yuanyuan lived had not arranged patients for a long time.
Today, it has been 20 years since Li Yuanyuan left, and Yang Cheng has fulfilled his promise not to marry another person in order to miss his wife.
He has always been dependent on his son for his life, and his son Yang Zeyu, in his company, although he lacks maternal love, but full of fatherly love makes him grow into a handsome and gentle man who understands things and is filial piety.
Zeyu, who is now 22 years old, knows that his mother missed the best period of treatment for himself, and knows that his mother exchanged his life for his life, so he cherished every moment of growth.
Whenever night fell, he would think of his mother, and every time he took out a picture of his mother and saw that gentle and beautiful face, it was as if her mother had been with him.
Day after day, year after year, every night looking at the picture of my mother, talking, talking about my heart, in order to relieve the loneliness and miss in my heart, has become the sustenance of this child's spirit.
Poor child who lost his mother's love at only two years old, fortunately there is a good father to accompany and guard him, so that his childhood is healthy and happy.
The protection and companionship of his father made this bitter and sensible child unforgettable!
Life is short, looking back at Li Yuanyuan's life, the love road is bumpy, fortunately met her husband Yang Cheng, although the red face is short-lived, but it is also a harvest of true love in life, this life has no regrets!!!
This is life!!!