Youth said that | walk through the confusion of youth
When I was seventeen, I failed the college entrance examination.
Could I live without college? What kind of pace will I take in my youth? After more than a year of struggle and reflection, I made up my mind to take the adult college entrance examination. Moving from the countryside to the city is just for the obsession in my heart.
At the age of eighteen, with dreams, with infinite hopes and hopes for the future, I left the small village that once raised me. How much nostalgia, how much reluctance, with my thoughts of my parents and family, drifting alone.
Working and studying outside, a person shoulders the double-layer responsibility of survival and knowledge, wind and rain, and sharpens self-improvement. How many holiday reunion days, I sent a wish to return to my hometown, how many lonely and helpless, I looked up at the direction of home alone, so that I missed the once warm home, missed my parents and relatives, and envied those city children of the same age as me, some of them were still around their parents, some were reading, and now I was leaning on the corner, and tears were quietly dripping. Thinking about it, those carefree days in the past, those precious daily routines that accompanied my parents, have long been a luxury that I can't have.
At this time, my parents who are far away from home must be as troubled and sad as me. Because I know that in that distant village, my hometown, my parents have never stepped out of the mountains or out of that land in their lives, and their concern for me will be at every moment, even in every minute and every second. I can't imagine how many sleepless nights my parents will spend because of this concern, nor do I know how many silver and white hairs I have added to them, and my parents' love can't help but not know how long it will bother them, but that deep love is always there, accompanying me to struggle, strengthening my faith and ideals.
For me to drift away alone, I can only make myself the best, better, better... I can be worthy of the relatives who are always worried about me, so I let myself always be in a state of hard work, so that I can always see hope.
Whenever I encounter setbacks, whenever I achieve a little success through hard work, I will be alone to quietly feel and experience, thinking about the profound meaning of life for a long time, and also making me more determined in my own direction of progress.
I went to study. With exhaustion, I use the bits and pieces of my spare time to work hard to win a little time of my own. I signed up for the adult college entrance examination, one exam is three years, uninterrupted study, supplement knowledge, let myself become more and more confident.
When I was 21 years old, I published my first article in the Qilu Evening News, "I Found What I Lost", which gave me great encouragement after the publication of the work, and since then I have continued to write articles for various newspapers and periodicals of all sizes, and have published more than thirty works in newspapers such as "Qilu Evening News", "Jinan Daily", "Jinan Times", "Rural Public", "Jinan Farmers", "Shanda Colonel Newspaper" and so on, and soon after I was hired by Qilu Evening News as a special correspondent, participated in the training class of special correspondents, and visited all the processes of publishing and printing of newspapers I learned a lot of new knowledge, but also increased my self-confidence, the problems that were difficult to understand in the past, through communication and learning, it became simpler, the mind became open, mastered more writing methods and skills, clarified the driving force for progress, and strengthened my belief.
By chance, I learned that the Shanda Library recruited temporary workers, I went to register very smoothly and was admitted, since then in this job, doing ordinary and boring librarians, sorting books, copying, typing and other mechanical and repetitive labor, facing the complexity and triviality of work every day, but I am satisfied with being able to read freely here, after work, all the time immersed in the library to read, contact with the larger world, broaden the horizons, It was also the most confident and beautiful time of my life. But after a long time, I felt that the only deficiency was that the income was too small, and the meager salary was only enough for me to eat in the school canteen, but fortunately, the library leaders were also very supportive, giving me all aspects of care, so that I could smoothly get through this predicament. In the end, I was admitted to the adult finance and accounting class of Shandong University with excellent results, systematically learned financial professional knowledge, and after graduation, I was recruited to go to a large private enterprise that was better at that time to engage in accounting work. Later, he got married and had children and had his own happy and beautiful family.
My youth is very plain, I have also gone through confusion, looking back on the path of life I have traveled, hard work has paved my ups and downs, and experience has achieved my happy life.
Today, I stand quietly in front of the window, looking at the distant sky with a few clouds, I pull the curtains that block the light, let the air and sunlight outside penetrate, a large bookcase occupies half of the wall in a few clean rooms, and now I continue to walk forward with my favorite books, and my life is full of sunshine.
One point number Lu Yan