Once I was with a group of like-minded people, talking about ideals, talking about the future, talking about myself and their world, and I joked with them that I was a native pig from the countryside, and I was also inspired to arch the cabbage in the big city.
Summer nights, sweat is always glued together with clothes, this year I am 35 years old, after the college entrance examination failed I did not choose to repeat the study, but chose to go out of the school, step into the society since then I am no longer a student.
Every day I worked hard, sweat soaked my clothes, once weak and small, became strong and powerful, some people said, why do you fight so hard, I did not give any answer, because I have too much no ....
Compared with others, I can't win my father, I can't win my wisdom and erudition, and I can't even win the simplest way to deal with the world, if I don't fight this strength again, how can I spend this life? How to protect my loved ones from alarm or disturbance in this treacherous and ever-changing life.
On the other hand, those who slandered me, have you eaten 10,000 pieces of Western food? I don't know which hand holds the knife and which hand holds the fork, have you smoked more than 100 cigarettes? They thought I started working every day before dawn, and while I was working, I cried out inwardly for what? Is it pretending? Is it a show? I'm here to change my destiny!"
I am a child from the countryside, I have the expectations of the whole family on my shoulders, I am not a work machine, I am just a child of a poor family, I just want to be the pride of my parents, I want the people I love to live more wonderfully.
I ran hard for the sake of my dreams, regardless of ridicule, the quieter, the more peaceful, the more calm, the more patient, the more indifferent, the more boiling the surging in my eyes, I don't need others to point fingers, this is my own choice of path, this life no matter how tired and tired I have to go on.
In the blink of an eye, nearly 40 years of hurried years, I have seen through the cold and warm of human feelings, realized the cold of the world, the depth of life, but also know the world, knowledge of lifting, now I, have reached middle age, shoulders carry in addition to the expectations of white-haired parents, the future of innocent daughters, silently paying wife, and their own pride.
I am no longer the first child who will show off, the last child who will cry, no longer the teenager who will secretly read books or sleep lazily in class, I have begun to "fight" with full ambition, running all the way on the road of life, panting but not discouraged! I am an earth pig from the countryside, and I also want to arch a piece of the sky in the city.