This is life, this is marriage.
I accept, I understand.
I have also been hopeful about marriage and life.
But today's cancer has shattered everything.
I was sick and he was still as if it was okay, it was time to cheat, I was used to it.
In 2018, Shen Lijun, the 35-year-old "Shanghai's first beauty", left a 10,000-word suicide note on the mobile phone memo.
Then, without a trace of nostalgia, he jumped down from the 28th floor, leaving a pair of children behind.
What Shen Lijun didn't know was that when she jumped off the building.
Her husband was taking the young Xiao San shopping, and the two even went to the wedding dress shop together to try on the wedding dress.
Shen Lijun's marriage was a chicken feather, and in the eight years since she married into the rich, she has lost too much.
Lost the job that originally paid hundreds of thousands of dollars a year, lost his healthy body, and lost his happiness.
Shen Lijun's misfortune stems from a rich marriage, and she naively thinks that she can grasp a man's heart.
But what she didn't know was that the man was so affectionate that he even hid his marriage history from her.
Shen Lijun is a very famous beauty in the Shanghai Forum, and she is also a little famous little actor.
Born in Shanghai in 1983, Shen Lijun is very beautiful and popular in local circles.
Shen Lijun has a delicate face and a slender figure, and usually does work such as a flat model to make money.
Later, she began filming again, and she once worked with Gu Tianle to open up her fame.
Although there is not much fame in the circle, Shen Lijun is beautiful and rich, and her life is still very good.
But in 2010, she met Wu Kaixin, a well-known rich second generation.
Wu Kaixin is a year older than Shen Lijun, and he is rich and romantic.
Although he is not as handsome as the male stars in the entertainment industry, he chases after Shen Lijun.
Every time, he gave Shen Lijun many gifts, and cared for her and loved her in everything.
Soon, Shen Lijun was impressed by Wu Kaixin, and the two people fell in love for eight months and quickly married.
After remarrying into the rich, Wu Kaixin asked Shen Lijun to resign and become Mrs. Kuo at home.
Shen Lijun had some concerns at first, but Wu Kaixin would coax people.
He told Shen Lijun, you should concentrate on enjoying the blessings at home, do you still need your hard work?
Due to the nature of her work, Shen Lijun often travels on business.
She felt that she was married and should focus on marriage, so she agreed with her husband.
Shen Lijun became a full-time wife at home, taking care of her husband's daily life, and her life was very sweet.
However, her husband was not that kind of pragmatic person, and after getting Shen Lijun, he quickly got tired of it.
What Shen Lijun did not know was that in fact, before herself, her husband had a marriage.
But in order to pursue Shen Lijun, he concealed his marriage history.
But what's the use of knowing it? Wu Kaixin would coax people, and he had thousands of reasons to coax Shen Lijun.
Soon, Shen Lijun became pregnant, and she was very happy about the arrival of a new life.
However, due to the physical problems of Shen Lijun and her husband, the child had a threatened miscarriage.
Therefore, in order to protect the fetus, Shen Lijun has been very cautious during pregnancy.
She rarely goes out, eats various supplements and Chinese medicines every day, and even gets hundreds of injections to protect the fetus.
Although the pregnancy is very hard, after giving birth to the baby, Shen Lijun feels that everything is worth it.
The first child gave birth to a boy, the husband and mother-in-law were very happy, and Shen Lijun stayed at home all day with the child.
Soon Shen Lijun was pregnant with her second child, which caught Shen Lijun a little off guard.
Because the age of the first fetal child was still very young, Shen Lijun did not expect to be pregnant again.
Her husband told her he wanted her to give birth to her second child as well.
I have always wanted a daughter, and the daughter is my parents' little cotton jacket.
If you have a daughter, then you will definitely hurt her.
Shen Lijun could not stand her husband's soft and hard bubbles, and she was reluctant to have this child, so she agreed to give birth.
As a result, the second child also had a threatened miscarriage, for which Shen Lijun had to suffer again.
She was so badly injured by the two births that she could not get out of bed almost all day while pregnant.
After giving birth, the state of the body is even more rumor-mongering, which makes her miserable.
Feeding her child was very hard, and she couldn't sleep all night in pain.
During her pregnancy, her husband often played cards outside and often came home in the early hours of the morning.
Shen Lijun fell ill and had some postpartum depression.
But this is nothing, what she did not expect is that her husband actually has someone outside behind his back.
In fact, as early as when Shen Lijun was pregnant with her second child, her husband raised a woman outside.
This was later revealed, and the friend secretly told Shen Lijun.
Husbands often do not return at night, and every time Shen Lijun sends a message, her husband always has various words.
Shen Lijun also noticed it and asked her husband if there was someone outside.
The husband did not hide his intentions, but fortunately the broken jar was broken and broken.
Shen Lijun was very angry, but for the sake of her two young children, she did not divorce.
She hoped that her husband would break off contact with the woman, see it for the sake of the child, and be willing to forgive him.
I didn't expect my husband to say: "What about I broke up with her?" This is a point, I can find another one. ”
Shen Lijun discovered the true face of her husband, because she had been deceived by him.
Since then, the husband has simply taken Xiao San around to play and travel.
When in love, the husband loves Shen Lijun in every way, but after marriage, he is picky.
Disgusted that her cooking was not delicious, disgusted with her Shanghai accent, Shen Lijun was useless in his eyes.
This matter spread in the rich circle, and Shen Lijun became an unfavored woman and was ridiculed.
Probably for the sake of face, Shen Lijun began to take the initiative to fight back against Xiao San.
She often showed off gifts from her husband to show off how happy her marriage was.
However, what she did not expect was that the gift given to her by her husband would also be given to her by Xiao San.
Even Xiao San has repeatedly ridiculed her as old and yellow, not beautiful enough.
In fact, Shen Lijun is not as beautiful as Xiao San? Of course not, but she was already a mom of two.
Xiao San is a young girl, she is young and beautiful, and naturally grasps her husband's heart.
And for the husband, no matter how beautiful a woman is, she will get tired of looking at it for a long time.
Maybe this is the nature of men, and if they get it, they will no longer cherish it.
And after getting married, Shen Lijun had a lot of pyrotechnic gas on her body, and quarreled with him for chai rice oil and salt.
In the husband's view, the wife has already changed from white moonlight to white rice grains.
From a cinnabar mole, it became mosquito blood on the wall.
The reality is so harsh, it has always been.
The hemp rope is specially picked and broken, and life only deceives the poor and miserable.
Shen Lijun originally thought that her husband would cheat when she cheated, and she still had children.
But what she didn't expect was that she was diagnosed with cervical cancer.
This made Shen Lijun lose the hope of being alive, and she felt that fate was unfair to her.
Why did you meet such a husband, why did you have cancer.
After Shen Lijun fell ill, her husband seemed to feel a little guilty, so he took the initiative to accompany her to see a doctor.
But the husband was by nature difficult to move, during her hospitalization.
The husband said that he was an escort, but in fact, he was playing mobile phones in the hospital, and he also accompanied Xiao San to play games in front of Shen Lijun.
Shen Lijun was already ill, and seeing this scene, she was even more angry.
The mother-in-law saw this situation and quickly reassured her, telling her that men often meet girls when playing games, which is normal.
Even when Shen Lijun really couldn't stand it and wanted a divorce.
Her mother-in-law is even more strongly opposed, she is afraid that after the divorce, her precious grandchildren will have a bad life.
In this way, Shen Lijun had a muddy life, and her husband also intensified.
When he is happy, he will buy some clothes for the child and buy gifts for Shen Lijun.
But when he was not happy, he began to find trouble for Shen Lijun.
He felt that the clothes that Shen Lijun bought for her children were too expensive, and he would not let him buy shoes for hundreds of yuan.
But privately, he secretly bought tens of thousands of bags for Xiao San, and even gave her a luxury car.
Shen Lijun and her husband quarreled many times, and even couldn't help but move their hands.
Such days lasted for a long time, and Shen Lijun was also physically and mentally exhausted.
In 2018, she made a bold decision to jump off a building.
Before dying, she left a 10,000-word suicide note in the memorandum, and every word of the suicide note was her blood and tears.
It exposes the ugliness of the marriage of the rich, and also unveils the fig leaf of the marriage of the big.
Then she jumped from the upper floor, jumping from such a high place, naturally she could not survive.
After Shen Lijun's death, the outside world deeply resented her husband and spoke up for Shen Lijun.
But after a long time, people gradually forgot about this matter.
In the end, the husband did not marry Xiao San, for him, he was just playing.
Shen Lijun's children live with their father, and although the family is rich, they do not have the company of their mother.
I wonder if the sons and daughters will forget their mother?
Shen Lijun said in her suicide note that she wanted to take the child away, but she still did not make up her mind.
They are very young, they were born by themselves.
Hopefully, after they leave, they can eat well and grow up healthy.
This is a mother's last wish, although she has left, she still hopes that her child will be happy.
The reason why Shen Lijun suffered from cervical cancer is actually the root of the disease left in the month.
In her words, it was almost while bleeding while taking care of the child.
Coupled with a bad mood, he has been in a low, angry, and unhappy state for a long time.
So she had cancer, and the cancer was so fierce that she completely lost hope of being alive.
Shen Lijun is unfortunate, but some netizens said that she should not see her husband having money and marry him.
Many actresses will choose the giants, but is the life of the giants really happy?
Instead of marrying into a rich family, it is better to learn to be independent and live your own life.
If she hadn't met Wu Kaixin, perhaps Shen Lijun would have looked for an ordinary and ordinary man.
Live an ordinary and ordinary life and enjoy the happiness of marriage.