In this life, people have five emotions.
The five emotions are also moods, sorrows, sorrows, and grievances, corresponding to people's hearts, and are the moods that go back and forth and fluctuate. Why did you suddenly think of five emotions? Xu is the repeated epidemic situation, isolation in the school, need to express the feelings of the heart.
01
When the college recruited volunteers, there were many people who signed up, and the "post" was relatively small, and I "liked" to mention the "post" and became a member of the volunteers. In the process of work, I experienced a lot of difficulties in volunteer work. There are many students who order food, and there are fewer students who deliver meals, and they often receive "complaints" when students call back. On the way to deliver meals, I will occasionally hear students "angry" when the epidemic will end. Why am I not the same "resentment", the same "anger", complaining that this good spring light can not be appreciated for the time being, angry that this epidemic has bound everyone's footsteps and cannot be relieved.
Once, in the process of picking up meals, I met Ms. Liu Lina, a counselor who lived with us at the school, and she looked a lot haggard, presumably because she had not had a good rest recently. Seeing that she didn't have much to eat, I asked her if she could eat enough. She said that sometimes the standard of living is reduced, and then it is easy to have a sense of satisfaction when it is appropriate to "add food". When she said this, she "happily" told me that the haggis noodles she had eaten the day before were delicious and that she was very happy.
After experiencing "anger" and "resentment", you will find that life is warming up. What makes all this warm up is everyone's "joy" and "happiness" in ordinary life. The students continued their love and warmth through volunteering, sharing the sense of ceremony that was maintained even under the closure of the school. For example, the "Nongnong BarberShop" set up on the South Campus, such as the birthday cake that was made for the roommate with supermarket ingredients.
02
For me, home and school are close, almost standing on the window sill of the dormitory, you can see the direction of home, and there is no sense of distance between my parents. My parents used to say that I usually couldn't remember to call them and see them. Later, I slowly understood the reason, presumably when they saw other parents receiving calls or videos from their children, they should be "complaining" about me, "complaining" did not let me go farther, and there was a sense of distance and a long time of missing.
Now that the epidemic is serious, it is difficult to see each other within a few feet, and it turns out that only what cannot be obtained will be cherished. Don't miss it all in one family letter, but I don't know how to start when I pick up my pen. Originally planned to write: "Mom and Dad, are you okay lately, I miss you very much!" "But I think that even if they think of me, what can they do?" It's just a matter of adding to sadness. At the end of a thousand words, there was only one sentence left: "The daughter is very warm, the food is quite full, the sleep is extremely peaceful, and the parents should not think of it." ”
After finishing his speech, he couldn't help but laugh at himself for being such a tangled person. The family letter wrote a large article, but it was only one meaning: everything is fine, parents do not read. The "joy" and "joy" of my parents are so simple, if I am well, it is a sunny day.
03
If there is one word to describe the current state of life, I think it may be "growth".
My South Campus, this small playground, presents a rich and colorful campus life. Lively and dynamic sports activities, warm and tender guitar playing and singing, three or two friends gathered together to talk and laugh... Those who hurried by on weekdays and forgot to stop and gaze at the flowers on the side of the road; on weekdays, they focused on books and ignored how high it was to run in the sun on the playground; on weekdays, they were busy and would not record a piece of paper that was plain but meaningful; they were busy on weekdays, and rarely got together to talk about life and talk about ideals. Now, the epidemic seems to have sealed us, but it has given us more opportunities and times to gather happiness and observe the good. The ability to create infinite happiness in a finite space is a treasure in another form.
It's like the green shoots of "wildfires burn endlessly, and the spring wind blows and grows again", everything is growing, everything is moving forward. We will eventually keep the clouds open and see the moon.